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Don’t Say She Lost

08.5.2009 | 8:40 pm

Susan died tonight (August 5) at 7:25pm. It was a hard, long day, and Susan fought right to the end, for much longer than anyone would have thought she could.

My mom, my sisters Kellene and Jodi, and my Brother-in-Law Rocky were all here to support my family as Susan passed away.

I’ll have more to say soon, but consider this. Susan inspired me to expand the focus of my blog from nothing but bike-related jokes to a serious and pitched fight against cancer.

Then she inspired 500+ of you to join Team Fatty, the largest LiveStrong Challenge Team there has ever been.

And Team Fatty has raised close to more than $500,000 — a record amount.

Susan’s part in the battle is over, but she didn’t lose. She led the charge. She showed the rest of us how to fight: with determination, focus, creativity, and outrageous endurance.

Now it’s up to the rest of us to Fight Like Susan.

2,441 Comments »

  1. Comment by Ravan | 08.5.2009 | 8:43 pm

    No words can ease your pain. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  2. Comment by Bubba | 08.5.2009 | 8:43 pm

    My sincere condolences. May God continue to bless your life…and your efforts to fight this menace that takes too many lives too soon.

  3. Comment by Charles Goodman | 08.5.2009 | 8:44 pm

    Just For Today I will live one day only, forgetting yesterday and tomorrow, and not trying to solve the whole problem of life at once.

    Just For Today I will be unafraid of life and death; unafraid to enjoy the beautiful and be happy. People are as happy as they make up their minds to be.

    Just For Today I will adjust myself to what is, and try not to make everything over to suit me. If I cannot have what I like, I will try to like what I have.

    Just For Today I will be agreeable, cheerful, charitable, do my best, praise people for what they do, not criticize them for what they cannot do; and if I find fault, I will forgive it and forget it. I will try not to improve or regulate anybody except for myself.

    Just For Today I will have a plan. I may not follow it exactly, but I will have one. It will save me from worry, hurry and indecision.

    Just For Today I will get off my nerves and not get on theirs. I will appreciate them for what they do and what they are.

    Just For Today I will not show it if my feelings are hurt.

    Just For Today I will find a little time for quiet, to relax and to realize what life is and can be, and get a better perspective of myself.

    Just For Today I will look at life with fresh eyes and discover the wonder of it; I will knw that as I give to the world so the world will give to me.

  4. Comment by Kari Callin | 08.5.2009 | 8:45 pm

    My heart and prayers go out to you, your children, and your families for your loss.

  5. Comment by Gayle | 08.5.2009 | 8:45 pm

    I just read your tweet and did a RT. I learned about your blog through a Lance Armstrong tweet and have loved reading every word. I am inspired by all you have done.

    I am so sad by your news. I send you and your family all my heartfelt condolences.

  6. Comment by Chris Driggers | 08.5.2009 | 8:45 pm

    You have a lot of people thinking about you and your family at this time.

    More than you can imagine.

    You will be amazed at what we can do together.

  7. Comment by Tug | 08.5.2009 | 8:46 pm

    Found you through Carrie Hasson’s twitter, & am so very sorry…you and your family have my prayers.

  8. Comment by elisabeth | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    So so sorry for you loss…I am so happy to have found your blog and see this amazing journey of you, your wife, and your family. You have all been truly inspiring and encouraged so many to fight like Susan!

  9. Comment by devin | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Thank you for sharing such difficult times with us, you are a brave man who has done much good for his wife, his family and society. We are proud of you.

    Win Susan

  10. Comment by Kate | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    Sympathies from Ontario.

  11. Comment by Katie Bee | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your children. I will donate in Susan’s Honor.

  12. Comment by Alan | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    We’re all thinking of you and your family. Susan was not just an incredible fighter, but an amazing example for all of us of a person who didn’t let her disease define who she was. Thank you again for sharing all that you have with all of us.

  13. Comment by Adrien | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    My deepest condolences for you and your family. I’m so terribly sorry.

  14. Comment by BamaJim | 08.5.2009 | 8:47 pm

    My deepest sympathy to you and your family. You remain in our prayers.

  15. Comment by Brandy | 08.5.2009 | 8:48 pm

    You and your family are in my thoughts.

    You are right, FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  16. Comment by Amy | 08.5.2009 | 8:48 pm

    My thoughts are with all of you tonight. What an inspiring woman you married..

  17. Comment by Becca | 08.5.2009 | 8:49 pm

    Oh, Elden. I read your blog often and never comment, but I have been thinking about you and your family often for weeks. I am so, so sorry for your loss. Words can’t even express.

  18. Comment by Ryan | 08.5.2009 | 8:49 pm

    Prayers and thoughts are with you and your family from all of us in the cycling family and those of us who deal with cancer in our families.

    RIP Susan
    liveSTRONG fatty

  19. Comment by gingela5 | 08.5.2009 | 8:49 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. And thank you and her for bringing that much more awareness to this awful disease.

  20. Comment by Melissa | 08.5.2009 | 8:49 pm

    I am so very sorry. Thank you for sharing the story and courage of Susan and all of your family.

  21. Comment by Brandon Hammond | 08.5.2009 | 8:49 pm

    You are absolutely in a ton of people’s thoughts and prayers. Susan absolutely did not lose, and you and she have inspired so many to WIN this fight!

  22. Comment by Shaun Darragh | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    My Deepest sympathies and respect to you and your family. I am thinking of you and Susan now.

    I have only been acquainted with your struggle for a few months now but you and Susan have both been an incredible inspiration to me personally.

    I know what I went through last winter with my mom, and what I’m gearing up to go through with my dad in a few months, and I hope that I can live up to your example when the time comes for dad. Damn I hate cancer.

    I’m so so so sorry.

  23. Comment by Kim | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    You and your family are in my thoughts. Sympathies from Portland, OR.

  24. Comment by Rose | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    Thinking of you all always, condolences from Melbourne Australia, you and Susan have truly touched our lives!

  25. Comment by Jenny | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    Sympathies from my family to yours. You are in our thoughts. We can only hope that we too could FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  26. Comment by Melissa | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    Keeping you and your family in my prayers. I have been truly inspired by your blog and the fight that you and Susan put up against cancer.Such a horrible disease taking our loved ones too soon. Be strong and FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  27. Comment by Matt | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    You have been strong throughout this fight - she’s in a better place and while your pain seems intense - her’s is over.

  28. Comment by peter westerholm | 08.5.2009 | 8:50 pm

    peace to you and your family. I have followed you for a long time and learned alot…….

  29. Comment by Christina | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    My thoughts are with your family tonight and always.

  30. Comment by Ben LaForce | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    read your blog for a while, first time commenting. i feel terrible about you loss tonight and hope you make it through alright.

  31. Comment by Jenni | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    You, Susan and your family have been such an inspiration to me and so many others, and I know you will all continue to be. Susan leaves such a rich legacy. Imagine how we could change the world if we could all accomplish what Susan did in her too-short life.
    Truly, my thoughts are with you and your children and all who loved Susan. Love and prayers surround you.

  32. Comment by Nancy Peacock | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    I’ll miss her, and I didn’t know her.
    Can’t imagine how much you will too.
    I’ve been expecting this post, but it didn’t make it any easier. Tears are still flowing.
    Praying for you and your children and all your family Fatty.
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  33. Comment by Maile in Florida | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    I am so sorry. Susan is an inspiration, and I will always remember what it means to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

    Aloha ‘oe, Susan.

  34. Comment by Andrea | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family tonight. Thank you for sharing Susan’s story with us. You are a strong man with an amazing family.

  35. Comment by Kalgrm | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    My thoughts are with you and your family, Fatty. You’re probably the strongest bloke on the net, so I won’t suggest you be strong: you’re already there.

    Thanks for sharing your family’s story. You’re an inspiration to thousands across the world. I’ll be Fighting Like Susan too.

    Graeme

  36. Comment by Subbu | 08.5.2009 | 8:51 pm

    So sorry for your loss. You are an inspiring guy.

  37. Comment by Peter | 08.5.2009 | 8:52 pm

    So sorry, she has inspired many.

  38. Comment by Jennifer | 08.5.2009 | 8:52 pm

    I am very sorry. I first found your blog when PW helped you with a fundraiser. I read about Susan’s fight, and her strength despite her tremendous suffering was inspiring. Also inspiring was your love and commitment through it all.

  39. Comment by Lisa | 08.5.2009 | 8:52 pm

    I am so very sorry. Breast cancer and all cancer are horrible diseases. Peace to you and your family.

  40. Comment by Jamieson | 08.5.2009 | 8:52 pm

    Condolences to you and your family, be grateful that your family is with you in this loss.

    You and Susan have been a great inspiration.

  41. Comment by Big Boned | 08.5.2009 | 8:52 pm

    Fatty,
    No words can comfort. My prayers are with you and your family.
    May God bless and comfort you and as He will Susan.
    BB

  42. Comment by Cara | 08.5.2009 | 8:53 pm

    My prayers are with you and your family tonight. Susan’s story is awe inspiring and she will be remebered

  43. Comment by MaryKaye | 08.5.2009 | 8:53 pm

    Sympathies from Colorado.

  44. Comment by chris u | 08.5.2009 | 8:53 pm

    My condolences. I just lost my gramps to cancer a week and a half ago. Stay strong and god bless.

  45. Comment by Kyle | 08.5.2009 | 8:54 pm

    My heartfelt sympathy to all of Susan’s family and friends.

  46. Comment by Procrastamom | 08.5.2009 | 8:55 pm

    You and your family are in my thoughts, Fatty. My deepest condolances.

  47. Comment by nancy | 08.5.2009 | 8:55 pm

    God bless. She inspired us all. We are thinking of you all with love and prayers, hug your children tight.

    Ride Leadville, and kick butt. She’ll be watching.

  48. Comment by John | 08.5.2009 | 8:55 pm

    Elden,
    I’m so sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you and your kids. My family and I wish you and yours peace and grace.

  49. Comment by Joel | 08.5.2009 | 8:55 pm

    Very sorry for your loss, sincerely.

    Thank you for sharing the inspiration of Susan’s fight and for your commitment to fighting this disease. We are all with you.

  50. Comment by pcomeau | 08.5.2009 | 8:55 pm

    As always our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  51. Comment by Leigh | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    Praying for your family, as always.

  52. Comment by nate | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    So sorry for your lost. My condolences to you and your family.

  53. Comment by Chris Annunziata | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    I am so very sorry. I hope you can find some comfort in the fact that you inspired thousands of strangers to join the fight against cancer. All our love and our deepest condolences.

    Chris and Melissa Annunziata

  54. Comment by Angela | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    I have no words… but my thoughts & prayers are with you all. I will never stop fighting for Susan & for everyone.

    I am so sorry for your loss of such an incredible woman.

  55. Comment by jenny | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    Praying for you and your family…what a fight!!

  56. Comment by JessinNYC | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Its truly amazing what she accomplished through her strong fight.

  57. Comment by Truett Aitken | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    If I had an ounce of Susan’s strength I could face any challenge. I am thanking her in my prayers for her inspiration. Thank you for letting us into your lives. I will hold you both in my thoughts as it has made me stronger to just see a glimpse of your life. God bless you, your kids, and all the others in this fight. Lance said he was crush hearing that Susan had passed moments after sending a tweet about her, but in a way, it was very appropriate. I would like to cheer her on for this leg of her journey.

    GO SUSAN!!!!!!

    You inspired us. You are amazing.

  58. Comment by Catlin Humes | 08.5.2009 | 8:56 pm

    Although I’ve only started reading your blog a few months ago, I too have been inspired by You and Susan’s everyday battle. She was such a fighter and I saw the love you had for her in every post. I wish you comfort in this most difficult time.

  59. Comment by Jenn | 08.5.2009 | 8:57 pm

    Prayers going up in Colorado. Thank you for sharing your and Susan’s story with all of us.

  60. Comment by WheelDancer | 08.5.2009 | 8:57 pm

    So sorry to hear the news but am glad Susan’s suffering has ended. It’s been a long hard battle and I am truly grateful that you have the grit to share this deeply personal story with us.

    For you Eldon, I hope the joy of her memory soon replaces the pain of her passing.

    Peace to you and yours and let’s all rise up and whip the snot out of cancer.

  61. Comment by Amanda | 08.5.2009 | 8:57 pm

    My condolences. My thoughts are with you during this difficult time. Just remember the good times when the days get dark.

  62. Comment by Kevin L | 08.5.2009 | 8:57 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. Susan, and yourself, have served as an inspiration for many people. You and your family are in my thoughts.

    FIGHT

  63. Comment by Jason | 08.5.2009 | 8:57 pm

    Elden, I’m really sorry. What a legacy for you and your children to build on…

  64. Comment by Jeanne | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    Your family is dear — may all of you continue to fight like Susan!

  65. Comment by Micah | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    My heart dropped when I saw your post. Although we cannot understand what you’re feeling, our thoughts and prayers will be with you in the coming days.

    Best wishes and good luck in your quest to beat cancer for good. When that occurs, we can be sure that you and Susan had something to do with it. Keep pushing for the win!

  66. Comment by Shamu | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    Fatty, lost my father in law to leukemia a day ago - I can’t say I know how you feel, but our thoughts and prayers are with you. Susan passed on with dignity, surrounded by love, and she continues to shine as a beacon to so many of us affected by this terrible disease. Her life had meaning for thousands - what else could we possibly ask for?
    Be Strong, for you have so many pulling for both of you!

  67. Comment by bikesgonewild | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    …if you try, you win & susan won…

    …i’m so sorry to hear she passed, eldon…you are one of the most righteous human beings i’ve ever “known” even if it’s simply over the internet…

    …just got off my bike & i’m crying like a child…stay strong, fatty, so many folks love ya…

  68. Comment by Emily | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    You have all waged an epic battle and touched so, so many lives in the process. The amount of good you’ve done is unfathomable. I will do my part to carry on her fight. Wishing you peace.

  69. Comment by bike girl | 08.5.2009 | 8:58 pm

    Thank you for sharing your struggle.

  70. Comment by Jennifer | 08.5.2009 | 8:59 pm

    You are all in our thoughts tonight.
    Love to you all from Seattle.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  71. Comment by Lissee (formerly known as Bitter) | 08.5.2009 | 9:00 pm

    My thoughts are with you and your family. My hope is that you will find peace, acceptance, and understanding in the days to come.

    Fight Like Susan!

  72. Comment by Sonoma | 08.5.2009 | 9:00 pm

    Susan left this world for another in which pain and suffering are unknown. Your pain will be real but you are destined to be together again in that new world. Stay strong, don’t be afraid to cry. In time, I pray the good memories being to outweigh the miserable days.

  73. Comment by Mark Blacknell | 08.5.2009 | 9:00 pm

    I’m sorry, Elden.

  74. Comment by Alyson | 08.5.2009 | 9:00 pm

    Am just so sad to get the news about Susan. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, your kids & your families.

    xoxo

  75. Comment by Luke | 08.5.2009 | 9:00 pm

    Sorry Elden.

  76. Comment by Bush Babe | 08.5.2009 | 9:01 pm

    Have just retweeted my response and added the FIGHT LIKE SUSAN mantra. Such a lot of tweets mentioning her - I hope this wave of heartfelt response helps you manage a little of your grief.

    You blog is a lovely mix of your passion for biking and your love for your family… and a tribute to Susan too. It seems hers has been a full life. And one that will no doubt make a real difference.
    {Hugs}
    BB

  77. Comment by Tracy | 08.5.2009 | 9:01 pm

    So sorry.
    My Mum is fighting Breast Cancer way over in NZ. I told her about your Blog a while ago and she found real joy in it. Susan helped and will continue to help my Mum through her absolute balls out strength. Thanks.
    Tracy

  78. Comment by lindsay | 08.5.2009 | 9:01 pm

    i am so sorry for your loss. please know that both you and susan are wonderful, inspirational, and incredibly brave. my thoughts are with you and your family.

  79. Comment by MaggiB | 08.5.2009 | 9:01 pm

    Oh, Elden. My heart goes out to you, the kids and your extended family. I’m so, so sorry; but so grateful for her strength and inspiration. All of my sympathies.

    FIGHT. LIKE. SUSAN.

  80. Comment by ericjms | 08.5.2009 | 9:02 pm

    Elden, I’m terribly sorry for your loss.

    But at the same time, I’m happy for what you have earned. A strong community ready to support you and your cause, even if we’re not in America (like myself). And best of all, a true Saint in heaven.

    Susan’s story has been one of the toughest cancer cases I’ve heard of. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

    Best regards, Eric (from Costa Rica)

  81. Comment by CellPhoneGuy | 08.5.2009 | 9:02 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss, but remember that it was not in vain. Susan fought the good fight and humbled us all with her selflessness and you have shown us how to be strong, even when you dont want to be.

    I can only hope that my family never has to deal with this disease, but if we do, I hope we can follow the Eldon & Susan Nelson example of fighting cancer.

  82. Comment by Heather D. | 08.5.2009 | 9:02 pm

    I’m so sorry Eldon. Sending love from Pleasant Grove.

  83. Comment by Paul | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I am so sorry. Susan was an inspiration to me.

    Fight like Susan until this disease is a footnote.

  84. Comment by judith | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I am sorry for your trouble. Both you and Susan have been very inspirational for me. She was a leader! Fight and LIVE like Susan!

  85. Comment by Flahute | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I’m not the most religious person in the world, but you and your family will be in my prayers tonight.

  86. Comment by Peter | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I’m so sorry. Susan is an inspiration to all of us. For now, hug your kids, they need you more than ever. Much love from all of your web-friends.

  87. Comment by Creative Junkie | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I’ve been following your story for awhile now and I always held on for a miracle. I’m so very sorry.

    I hope that miracle manifests itself in finding a cure for this hideous disease.

  88. Comment by Devvy | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    My deepest condolences, Elden. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family.

  89. Comment by Jeremy | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    Be in peace knowing that Susan has left a lasting impact on so many people and has established a foundation in cancer research/prevention/handling that others will be able to live healthy lives.

    My thoughts will be with you and your family.

  90. Comment by Stephanie | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    I have been reading your blog for a while but haven’t commented.

    You, Susan and your family are inspirational! My condolences to your family.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  91. Comment by Jennifer | 08.5.2009 | 9:03 pm

    Sending many prayers to you and your family–you have a special Angel that will always be watching over you!! She will show you her presence in many ways…

    God Bless!

  92. Comment by Jennifer | 08.5.2009 | 9:04 pm

    I am so sorry… may you and your family feel peace and comfort. I’m sorry….

  93. Comment by justrun | 08.5.2009 | 9:04 pm

    Peace to you and your family, Elden. I think through reading your site, I’ve learned nothing but how to win. Bless you all, you’re my heroes.

  94. Comment by Amy | 08.5.2009 | 9:04 pm

    We are so sorry for your loss. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

  95. Comment by Mile High Mark | 08.5.2009 | 9:04 pm

    I’m very, very sorry for your loss. Your strength has been an inspiration to countless people. I know that mere words cannot heal the pain that you’re feeling, but you and your family will be in my thoughts.

  96. Comment by RJS | 08.5.2009 | 9:05 pm

    Sending prayers your way - and money to fight cancer.

  97. Comment by Megan | 08.5.2009 | 9:05 pm

    You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you find comfort in surrounding yourself with the many who love you– you and Susan have done so much for so many. Love to you all.

  98. Comment by kurtz | 08.5.2009 | 9:05 pm

    best wishes to you and your family.

  99. Comment by Myrnie | 08.5.2009 | 9:06 pm

    What a beautiful woman, a beautiful life, a beautiful legacy. I hope I can fight every day to be more like Susan. Fight like Susan!

  100. Comment by Jon | 08.5.2009 | 9:06 pm

    Elden, thank you for taking us along on Susan’s journey and inspiring us to fight alongside of her. She will be missed.

  101. Comment by Michael in TN | 08.5.2009 | 9:07 pm

    I am so so sorry.
    Susan, and your whole family, is an inspiration.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  102. Comment by bryantp | 08.5.2009 | 9:07 pm

    We love you Fatty!

  103. Comment by jen | 08.5.2009 | 9:07 pm

    You have both inspired us all with your strength, courage, and honesty. Sending good thoughts your way tonight.

  104. Comment by Stephanie | 08.5.2009 | 9:07 pm

    This poem brought me comfort at a difficult time:

    When I must leave you
    for a little while
    Please do not grieve
    and shed wild tears
    and hug your sorrow
    to you through the years

    Start out bravely
    with a gallant smile
    and for my sake
    and in my name,
    live on and do
    all things the same

    Feed not your loneliness
    on empty days,
    but fill each waking hour
    in useful ways

    Reach out your hand
    in comfort and cheer,
    and I in turn
    will comfort you
    and hold you near

    Never, never
    be afraid to die,
    For I am waiting
    for you in the sky

    BY, Helen Steiner Rice

  105. Comment by Grizzly Adam | 08.5.2009 | 9:07 pm

    You both fought like champions. I’m sure your kids did as well. I’ll wear my pink jersey on tomorrows ride in honor of your families epic fight against this unfair, cruel disease.

    My prayers are with you Elden.

  106. Comment by Chasqui Morgan | 08.5.2009 | 9:08 pm

    Susan lives now, more than ever, within each of our hearts.

  107. Comment by Jim | 08.5.2009 | 9:08 pm

    Truly saddened to hear this. Seeing the strength you ahve taken from this makes me that you are continuing a fight begun long ago.

    Thoughts with you and your family.

  108. Comment by Hannah Hawley | 08.5.2009 | 9:08 pm

    My heart goes out to you and yours. Healing energy coming your way.
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  109. Comment by MonsieurM | 08.5.2009 | 9:08 pm

    Words are not enough to say how I feel… from a complete stranger who thinks you are a great family, my thoughts are with you. With your help, Susan made the world a better place by inspiring us with her courage and her strength.

  110. Comment by ondine | 08.5.2009 | 9:08 pm

    Fatty, i keep typing and then deleting what i have written because words cannot begin to help ease any of the sadness and pain your family must be in right now. Your blog has touched and inspired so many and for that we thank you. I’m so very sorry for your loss and send love across the oceans from Perth, Australia.

  111. Comment by UtRider | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    Susan is an inspiration. Thank you so much for sharing. Her life has touched my entire family and her memory will keep us fighting. Cancer is the one that will lose!

  112. Comment by Kara | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    Your entire family is an inspiration to us all. I know Susan is in heaven and looking down over us all.

  113. Comment by Bob | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    Requiescat…

  114. Comment by theveganvagabond | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    RIP Susan.
    You are an inspiration.

  115. Comment by Sunya | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    You and yours are in our thoughts and prayers.

    Fight like Susan!

  116. Comment by Annie | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    May your family be surrounded by those you love, and find peace. Susan fought a brave fight, surrounded by her family of warriors. I will always FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  117. Comment by Lorachristine | 08.5.2009 | 9:09 pm

    LiveStrong for Susan and we will all continue to Fight like Susan! I hope I am as fortunate as her to have such a loving and supportive family and I hope I can be at least half the woman to my fiance as she was to you. All my best to you and your family.

  118. Comment by Rob M. | 08.5.2009 | 9:10 pm

    “Don’t say she lost.”

    Elden, we have all lost. And we have all gained by her life. Especially those of us who only knew Susan through this blog.

    Thank you for sharing Susan’s journey.

    I am so sorry.

  119. Comment by Meg | 08.5.2009 | 9:10 pm

    I’m sorry, Elden.

  120. Comment by Greg Marshall | 08.5.2009 | 9:10 pm

    Much love and condolences.

    I may be a person who you and your family have never met, but I know that Susan, your family, and you, Elden, have touched many lives and hearts, as you’ve touched mine.

    If we all continue to fight the fight, this will never be a losing battle.

    Thank you for the inspiration, Susan.

  121. Comment by Doug and Michelle | 08.5.2009 | 9:10 pm

    We knew this day would come but each day when we read your blog and she was still hanging in there, still fighting, there was hope. Tonight there still is. Your story helped us all to see what really matters. Thank you for sharing a part of your life with us. God bless you and your children. Susan lives on.

  122. Comment by OKC29erClub | 08.5.2009 | 9:10 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. God Bless!!

  123. Comment by Kelly | 08.5.2009 | 9:11 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. May she rest in peace, and may we all be as strong and brave as Susan.

  124. Comment by Dave&Ruth | 08.5.2009 | 9:11 pm

    Our absolute deepest condolences to you and your family, we think of you and your family constantly. You and Susan have been a huge inspiration to my wife (whose Dad passed away of cancer 2 months ago) and I to join the fight.

  125. Comment by MelissaF | 08.5.2009 | 9:11 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

  126. Comment by Andy | 08.5.2009 | 9:12 pm

    Our hearts go out to you and your family.

  127. Comment by Jote | 08.5.2009 | 9:12 pm

    Elden…thank you for sharing your fight, Susan’s fight with all of us. You have uplifted and inspired…made me laugh and cry, often in the same post. I have donated to Team Fatty before in my father’s honor. Tonight my family donates in honor of your family and in memory of Susan and all she stood for. Peace to you. <3

  128. Comment by Sarahtk | 08.5.2009 | 9:13 pm

    A longtime reader here…feeling the weight of sorrow upon reading this post and hearing the news of Susan’s passing, but too, I feel a sense of relief for Susan, who fought so strongly and so bravely, and no longer has to. I hope she is peace and light surrounding you and your children, and that you feel her closely for the rest of your days.

  129. Comment by Mary | 08.5.2009 | 9:13 pm

    I am determined to fight like Susan. What a strong woman! I know you’re very proud of her. May she now rest in peace.

  130. Comment by moya | 08.5.2009 | 9:13 pm

    i’m so sorry. thank you so much for sharing.

  131. Comment by Vito | 08.5.2009 | 9:13 pm

    Elden, Thank you for sharing Susan’s story with the rest of us. What an inspiration. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

    I know what jersey I’ll be wearing in Saturday’s Ore 2 Shore mtn. bike race.

    Nigity - “Always keep a smile in your heart.”

    Peace to you and your family Elden.

  132. Comment by Jamie | 08.5.2009 | 9:14 pm

    This saddens me greatly.

    KEEP FIGHTING LIKE SUSAN.

  133. Comment by John E | 08.5.2009 | 9:15 pm

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Thank you so much for sharing Susan’s fight with us.

  134. Comment by Tricia | 08.5.2009 | 9:15 pm

    My condolences from San Diego to you & your family

  135. Comment by annainaspen | 08.5.2009 | 9:15 pm

    I’m so so sorry, Elden. You and your family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  136. Comment by Ted | 08.5.2009 | 9:15 pm

    So sorry to hear about Susan’s passing. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  137. Comment by MJ | 08.5.2009 | 9:16 pm

    Thank you for all you and Susan have done to fight cancer. Livestrong…

  138. Comment by Joel | 08.5.2009 | 9:16 pm

    Heartfelt condolences for all of you, and know that you’re surrounded by the goodwill of all of the people you’ve touched.

    WIN

  139. Comment by Mary | 08.5.2009 | 9:16 pm

    Elden and family

    Beautiful words for Susan.

    We love you.

  140. Comment by Bobby | 08.5.2009 | 9:17 pm

    I was deeply saddened when I read that Susan had died today. I am so sorry for your loss. Susan inspired many by fighting until the end and you have inspired as well with your love and devotion for her. God Bless you and your children during this difficult time.

  141. Comment by chapell | 08.5.2009 | 9:17 pm

    I am so sorry for your and your family. Thank you for sharing your life and battle with all of us. Peace be with you.

  142. Comment by Abram Landes | 08.5.2009 | 9:17 pm

    My heartfelt condolences to you and your family - I feel like I have known your family and know that we share deeply in your loss.

    Fight like Susan!

  143. Comment by Rantwick | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    Susan’s fight and your involvement in it have been and continue to be a source of great inspiration. I want to thank you for involving us all in it. Fighting Like Susan is something real that I and so many others now aspire to.

    Take care man, and cut yourself all kinds of slack. Remember that there is no wrong way for you to be right now, and though it may not seem so, all will be well.

  144. Comment by Steph | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    I wish you and your family more of the strength and courage you have shown, it is not an easy time, and all of you will be in my prayers. Susan’s story has inspired many people and I hope will continue to inspire. Thank you for sharing your story and hers with all of us.

  145. Comment by Woody | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Thank you for letting us get to know Susan.

  146. Comment by Brandon | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    I can’t begin to put into words about how sorry I am for you and your families loss.

  147. Comment by Eloise | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    Susan was an amazing and inspirational woman. My sincere condolences to you and the children on your tremendous loss.

  148. Comment by Tom | 08.5.2009 | 9:18 pm

    Susan is an inspiration to us all.

  149. Comment by Brian | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    Elden, You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers, God Bless you and be well.

  150. Comment by Becky | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    You put it perfectly and I will strive every day to fight like Susan. I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you all at this time. I have been incredibly inspired reading about Susan’s strength and her amazing amount of fight…

  151. Comment by Gabe | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    I am so very truly sorry for your loss. Your postings have been so strongly inspirational that I find myself reading them several times over. All my best to you and your family.

  152. Comment by Lee Gordon | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    Our deepest Condolences from Alberta, Canada. I was just thinking of her today when i was on the trail. I got the news on Lance’s twitter
    Keep your chin up and stay strong.

  153. Comment by Dave | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and yours, and to all of us who have lost a true inspiration in the fight against cancer.

  154. Comment by KK | 08.5.2009 | 9:19 pm

    I’m sorry for your loss — your family is in my thoughts.

  155. Comment by chiggins | 08.5.2009 | 9:20 pm

    Aw, man. I am so sorry for your loss. Condolences and thoughts to you and the family, Elden.

  156. Comment by jm | 08.5.2009 | 9:20 pm

    I found your blog through the ‘nowhere century and have followed it diligently since. I finally made the connection of our mutual friend Sam who has had everything positive to say about Susan’s will to fight. It is inspiration that will stay with me.

    Your family is in our prayers tonight. May God bless you. Fight Like Susan.

  157. Comment by Chad | 08.5.2009 | 9:20 pm

    I am so sorry for your family’s loss.

  158. Comment by Jodie | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    I’ve been following your blog for about 2 years, but not like the last couple of months. I’ve been checking for news of Susan every day lately. Both of you have inspired me so much. I’m sorry for your loss. Somehow I think Susan would say she’s won, despite what we can see. God bless you and the kids and the family and friends who will help you through this. You are in my prayers.

  159. Comment by Barb | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    In speaking about Susan you have been speaking for so many of us. With your loss we all lose, but with your efforts for Susan some of us may win.

    I’m so sorry for your loss tonight.

  160. Comment by Karen | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    I cannot properly express my condolences, as there are no good words to say it.

    You are in my thoughts and prayers, as are your children and Susan.

    Thank you for sharing her story with us. It made her special to more people than you can imagine.

  161. Comment by lara | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    we love you, elden…my thoughts are prayers are with you and your family. i’ll be wearing my fatty jersey tomorrow on my ride… for susan up the colorado national monument. she is truly an inspiration.

  162. Comment by Philly Jen | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    Oh Elden, I am so sorry. I hope Susan is at peace, and I hope that in time, you and your family will be, too.

    So many of us care for you all. We won’t let you down.

    = GIVE LIKE FATTY =
    = FIGHT LIKE SUSAN =

  163. Comment by Rusty | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. My heart goes out to you.

  164. Comment by Robin | 08.5.2009 | 9:21 pm

    I received this poem when my mom passed away from lung cancer in 1994. It truly helped get me through a very tough time. I am so sorry for your loss and I am inspired by Susan’s strength! She was very lucky to have you. Thank you so much for sharing your story of her courage. I know that she may have lost the battle in her own life but BECAUSE of her life she will live on and on and ultimately be a force to be reckoned with! I hope you enjoy the poem and that it heals your heart like it did mine.
    Many blessings always-

    Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free;
    I’m following the path God laid for me.
    I took His hand when I heard Him call;
    I turned my back and left it all.

    I could not stay another day,
    To laugh, to love, to work or play.
    Tasks left undone must stay that way;
    I found the peace at the close of day.

    If my parting has left a void,
    then fill it with remembered joy.
    A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss;
    Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss.

    Be not burdened with times of sorrow;
    I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
    My life’s been full, I savored much;
    Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch.

    Perhaps my time seemed all too brief;
    Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief.
    Lift up your heart and share with me;
    God wanted me now, He set me free.
    Author Unknown

  165. Comment by cbarb | 08.5.2009 | 9:22 pm

    I just saw Lance’s Tweet about Susan and I knew right away what Susan it was. Man, I really sad about that. My heart goes out to you. stay STRONG

  166. Comment by Shelia | 08.5.2009 | 9:22 pm

    Cancer took my mom,,,I know your pain.
    Im so very sorry. Sending love & prayers from Texas.
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN,,what an amazing woman!!God Speed…

  167. Comment by my middle name is fred | 08.5.2009 | 9:22 pm

    Elden - My deepest sympathies to you, your children, and the rest of your family.

  168. Comment by Kamala | 08.5.2009 | 9:22 pm

    Everywhere I go wearing my Team Fatty jersey, people shout “WIN SUSAN!” And Susan did win. Susan inspired Elden, who created Team Fatty. We are legion and we are growing. Team Fatty will live on forever in untold number of hearts and minds, and Susan will live on forever with us. Slumber in peace and in victory.

  169. Comment by Merry | 08.5.2009 | 9:23 pm

    My first reaction was to cry. Yes, over someone I’ve never met but who I’ve been rooting for for quite some time.

    My second reaction was to say “Screw that, Celebrate Susan!” (And you, and your life together.)

    So I raise my glass to you both:
    Susan and FC!

  170. Comment by Rebecca | 08.5.2009 | 9:23 pm

    Susan was always an inspiration to me. She fought the same type of breast cancer that I continue to fight. I thought of her often while riding the pet scan machine and waiting for the latest results. I knew that she had blazed the path for women like me and I never wanted to let her down.

    I am so sad that you have had to lose someone loved so much by so many that never even met her. Thank you so much for sharing so much of yourselves and inspiring so many.

  171. Comment by Sean F. | 08.5.2009 | 9:23 pm

    Your story has touched me and my family.
    Our thoughts are with you and your family.

  172. Comment by aussie kev | 08.5.2009 | 9:24 pm

    condolences from my family here in qld australia.

    i am so sorry for your loss

    allez fatties

    k

  173. Comment by Jeanie B. | 08.5.2009 | 9:24 pm

    You have channeled the pain that Susan has experienced into hope against this dreadful disease. I am so very sorry for your loss.

  174. Comment by JeffC | 08.5.2009 | 9:24 pm

    Thank you for sharing so much about Susan’s courageous fight with cancer with us, your readers. You and your family are in mine and countless others’ thoughts and prayers.

  175. Comment by Liesel | 08.5.2009 | 9:24 pm

    It can never be enough but my thoughts are with you and your family. You and Susan have found an eloquent way to express how something so horrible has touched your family, transformed it, and allowed you both to do great things. Keep fighting.

  176. Comment by Neil | 08.5.2009 | 9:25 pm

    I have greatly admired you and your family’s strength for some time now and you all are in my thoughts. They sure don’t make a whole lot of folks like you guys these days, and this world is a better place for having the Nelson clan in it. Susan passed far too soon, but through this community, her memory will live on and her fight will continue.

    Fight like Susan!!!!

  177. Comment by thejerry | 08.5.2009 | 9:25 pm

    You are right, Fatty, she did not lose.

  178. Comment by wishiwasmerckx | 08.5.2009 | 9:25 pm

    “Don’t cry because it’s over; smile because it happened.” - Winnie the Pooh

    I am genuinely sorry for your loss.

  179. Comment by robbie | 08.5.2009 | 9:26 pm

    I have been reading your blog for the past year and have enjoyed following you and your family and your love for bikes. So sorry to hear about Susan. You and your family are in my prayer.

  180. Comment by Dustin | 08.5.2009 | 9:26 pm

    A truly inspiring fight, best wishes to you and your family.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  181. Comment by Paula Kirsch | 08.5.2009 | 9:26 pm

    Elden, you and your precious children are in my thoughts. Susan’s victory was in the community her cancer created, we will all mourn her and celebrate what she brought to us. Her life, and yours, have such deep meaning to countless people, God Bless you all..

    Paula Kirsch

  182. Comment by Linda | 08.5.2009 | 9:27 pm

    My sympathies go out to you and your family. You have touched many lives with your talents and gifts of caring, loving and sharing.

  183. Comment by getinlost | 08.5.2009 | 9:28 pm

    So very sorry.

    Be strong
    LiveSTRONG
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  184. Comment by lucy | 08.5.2009 | 9:28 pm

    The lights go out all around me
    One last candle to keep out the night
    And then the darkness surrounds me
    I know I’m alive
    But I feel like I died
    And all that’s left is to accept that it’s over
    My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
    I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
    I feel like I’m slipping away

    After all this has passed
    I still will remain
    After I’ve cried my last
    There’ll be beauty from pain
    Though it won’t be today
    Someday I’ll hope again
    And there’ll be beauty from pain
    You will bring beauty from my pain

    My whole world is the pain inside me
    The best I can do is just get through the day
    When life before is only a memory
    I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
    And though I can’t understand why this happened
    I know that I will when I look back someday
    And see how you’ve brought beauty from ashes
    And made me as gold purified through these flames

    After all this has passed
    I still will remain
    After I’ve cried my last
    There’ll be beauty from pain
    Though it won’t be today
    Someday I’ll hope again
    And there’ll be beauty from pain
    You will bring beauty from my pain

    Here I am at the end of me
    Trying to hold to what I can’t see
    I forgot how to hope
    This night’s been so long
    I cling to your promise
    There will be a dawn

    After all this has passed
    I still will remain
    After I’ve cried my last
    There’ll be beauty from pain
    Though it won’t be today
    Someday I’ll hope again
    And there’ll be beauty from pain
    You will bring beauty from my pain

  185. Comment by NW Bicyclist | 08.5.2009 | 9:29 pm

    Fatty -

    Of course we never met in person, but after reading your blog for so long, I really felt a connection to you and your family.

    Like you said, Susan was leading the charge against cancer, and everything she did set an example for you, your family, and the readers of this blog.

    Your family is in my family’s hearts tonight, and we are so sorry for your loss. May we all learn a lesson from how she lived and fought.

    Best wishes,
    Drew

  186. Comment by Matt | 08.5.2009 | 9:29 pm

    My deepest sympathies to you and your family. Thank you for all that you and Susan have done to raise awareness and bring valuable resources to the fight against cancer.

  187. Comment by Chrissy | 08.5.2009 | 9:29 pm

    I am sitting here crying for your loss, for Susan’s fight, and for not appreciating every single moment I have in life. You are a great man and Susan was one lucky girl.

  188. Comment by nmlind | 08.5.2009 | 9:29 pm

    Thank you for your posts regarding Susan. They keep us tethered to real life.

    May you and your children *GROW* from this and become stronger.

    Let’s continue to fight this battle.

  189. Comment by Travis | 08.5.2009 | 9:30 pm

    Susan will leave a legacy behind her, if we fight, try as we might as half as she did, we would all achieve so much more.
    Our thoughts are with you and your family Elden.

    Peace.

    Travis & Helen

  190. Comment by John | 08.5.2009 | 9:30 pm

    My deepest condolences Elden. I don’t know what to say.

  191. Comment by Joe Elswick | 08.5.2009 | 9:30 pm

    Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family tonight.

    Fare winds and following seas Susan

    You have and will continue to be an inspiration.

    Joe

  192. Comment by NaysWay | 08.5.2009 | 9:30 pm

    Oh my gosh. I have been reading and praying and not wanting to comment just hoping so very hard… I am so, so, so sorry.

  193. Comment by DeLynn | 08.5.2009 | 9:30 pm

    Prayers for you and your family.

  194. Comment by Alston Family | 08.5.2009 | 9:31 pm

    Our deepest sympathy to you and your family.

  195. Comment by Karen | 08.5.2009 | 9:31 pm

    Eldon - I am so sorry for your terrible loss. How lucky were you to have her! This is a terrible loss, terribly unfair…

    My heartfelt gratitude to you for sharing your story. Please continue so that we all know you and your kids are okay.

    I am so, so sorry.

  196. Comment by Rant | 08.5.2009 | 9:31 pm

    Wow. I never met Susan (or Fatty, yet), but I’m still crushed. My deepest condolences on to you and your family. Fatty, your stories about Susan and her fight against cancer have been an inspiration, and will continue to be an inspiration for countless people.

    Dan Rosen
    a/k/a Rant

  197. Comment by will | 08.5.2009 | 9:31 pm

    Thanks for sharing so much. Susan’s fight, and your writing, have helped make cancer so real and human for so many people. That is what will ultimately motivate us to end this disease and spare future generations such heartache. What a great, epic, couple. Thank you, thank you.

  198. Comment by Lydia A | 08.5.2009 | 9:31 pm

    Fatty, I am so sorry for your family. No words can ease your pain but please know you have much support out there.

  199. Comment by Michelle | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    Susan,

    I did not know you or your family but the love that surrounds you all is overwhelming. It spills out to people you have never met.

    RIP sweet woman. You were so loved.

  200. Comment by Sarah Goodyear | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    Peace to you and your children.

  201. Comment by Aunt B. | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    I have been praying for you all week. I have been afraid to check your blog. You and Susan share one of the sweetest love stories that I know of. I know she is resting with God. I will continue to pray for your family.

  202. Comment by Tom in Denver | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    Where did my first comments go? FC, stay Strong my friend. Your boys need you. If you ever find yourself in Denver, shoot me an email and you will be taken care of.

  203. Comment by Vivienne | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    I’m heartbroken for you and for your children. I’m so sorry… Yet I am inspired by you and encouraged to know that there is an outlet available to channel this hate for cancer into a viable fight against it. You are all in my prayers.

  204. Comment by Susan Samson | 08.5.2009 | 9:32 pm

    I am walking in the Breast Cancer 3-Day in November, and I will be walking for your Susan & your children. I found your blog through Pioneer Woman’s and have been truly inspired by all that you have done. Keep up the good fight!!

  205. Comment by Wes | 08.5.2009 | 9:33 pm

    The thoughts and prayers of myself, my family, and all the Fattys out there are with you and you beautiful children.

    The battle is over, but the war is far from lost. Susan’s fight against this insidious disease has inspired legions of new recruits to the assembled army fighting for a cure.
    WIN SUSAN!

  206. Comment by Vince C | 08.5.2009 | 9:33 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  207. Comment by Kelly | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    I can’t believe I am crying and I don’t even know you, but I feel like I know you from reading your blog. I am so sorry for your loss. I admire your strength and Susan’s courage. Reading your story has been inspirational. Peace and love.

  208. Comment by born4felt | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    God, I’m crushed. It really says something about you and Susan that you can move so many people you never met. God bless you and your family.

    b4f

  209. Comment by calitexican | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    our thoughts are with you and your family! GO SUSAN!! we will be able to continue the fight based on the head start she gave us. now all y’all: go fight cancer! i’m gonna tell my cousin right now i love her, she just went in for her 3rd treatment. she is 31 years young.

  210. Comment by Cyndi | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    Godspeed, Susan, and kudos for a race well run. Eldon and family, may you find some comfort in knowing how very many lives you touched.

  211. Comment by Allyson | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I have tears in my eyes and I don’t even know you. Just know that you are not alone. She will still be there with you, if only in spirit.

    May you find peace and comfort during this time.

  212. Comment by Chip | 08.5.2009 | 9:34 pm

    Susan’s fight is our fight. She will never be forgotten. You both are an inspiration in strength, faith, and devotion.

  213. Comment by Ali B. | 08.5.2009 | 9:35 pm

    You & Susan have been an inspiration to so many. Thank you for sharing & fighting. My sincerest condolences this evening. Ali

  214. Comment by Vince | 08.5.2009 | 9:35 pm

    My deepest condolensces to you and your family. Your family’s battle with cancer has helped me to appreciate my own family and to realize that nobody is immune.

    On top of the great things you and Susan have accomplished in the fight against cancer, you’ve also helped others to see life, love, and family as what they really are–the most precious things in the world.

    God bless you and your family.

    -Vince

  215. Comment by margiesbooboo | 08.5.2009 | 9:36 pm

    keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers

  216. Comment by annieqst | 08.5.2009 | 9:36 pm

    Oh Fatty…I’m so sorry to read the news. Susan was a true fighter, but so were the rest of you. She’s been an inspiration to so many of us…as have been you. The biggest hugs to you and your children. Wings to Susan.

  217. Comment by pauline | 08.5.2009 | 9:36 pm

    I am sorry to hear of your loss. Susan’s spirit will live on with your fight! My thoughts are with you and your boys at this very sad time x

  218. Comment by Daly Bond family | 08.5.2009 | 9:37 pm

    All thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

  219. Comment by Tim Jackson | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    I don’t even know what to say.

    You, as well as Susan, have been an inspiration to me as well. Your character is something amazing my friend.

    Susan’s fight is over, but her legacy of impact will go on for years to come.

    I wish “the right words” existed that I could say or write. But they don’t.

    Just know that you have friends across the globe and that many of us are saddened beyond words right now.

    My very best to you and your family.

  220. Comment by JT | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    Deepest sympathy from north of the border. The words before and I’m sure after mine are only a small example of the number of lives Susan and you have inspired and will continue to inspire in the months and years to come. take care

  221. Comment by Jenn | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    You and your family inspire me, Eldon, you really do. FIGHT LIKE SUSAN. She did not lose, but ho boy, what all of us who read this blog have gained by ‘knowing’ her and you. I wish you peace. I am so sorry.

  222. Comment by bikerchick | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    Deepest sympathies to the fine Family Fatty. So very glad you were surrounded by love and support. I have no pithy advice, but I do thank you for inviting us all on what you made into a magnificent and intimate journey. Be strong, Elden, as we know you are.

  223. Comment by Lerjoy | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    My heart sank and tears flowed. You are in our thoughts.

  224. Comment by Connie | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    Praying that you and your family will feel God’s strength and peace as He holds you up through all of this. So sorry for your loss.

  225. Comment by B Crounse | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    I am so sorry for you and your children. I don’t know you but I have tears in my eyes.

    I lost my father when I was six; I’ve been there. Keep Susan’s memory alive for your children, especially the young ones.

  226. Comment by Bandit | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    My prayers are with you and your family. Thanks for sharing Susan and your story. When I face it, and it seems we all do, I will remember to fight like Susan.

  227. Comment by Daniel D. | 08.5.2009 | 9:38 pm

    So very sorry.
    Thanks for sharing Susan’s fight with us. You and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers.

  228. Comment by Meaghan | 08.5.2009 | 9:39 pm

    My deepest condolences and prayers for your strength to keep fighting in her honor. I am so very sorry that your family has to go through this.

  229. Comment by Matt Carter | 08.5.2009 | 9:39 pm

    You are all in our thoughts tonight Elden. I am still in awe of the strength humanity and even humor you all brought forth during this most difficult of challenges. I look forward to joining you again as you keep fighting like Susan. Be well and know you have all of us thinking about you and pulling for you and the kids now.

  230. Comment by Shauna Park | 08.5.2009 | 9:39 pm

    Elden, I am so so sorry. I loved Susan so much when you were in our ward. I have missed you guys a lot. She will be missed by all, but will live on in our hearts.

  231. Comment by Shauna | 08.5.2009 | 9:40 pm

    My sympathies to you and your family. Thank you for sharing your battle, and for reminding us all why we should do more. My prayers are with you.

  232. Comment by Mir | 08.5.2009 | 9:40 pm

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as well. What an amazing woman she was to have inspired the thousands of people she did.

    She didn’t lose - the world lost her.

  233. Comment by velogirl | 08.5.2009 | 9:40 pm

    peace to you + Susan + everyone touched by your lives.

    Lorri

  234. Comment by Ken | 08.5.2009 | 9:41 pm

    Deeply, truly, sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and your family tonight.

  235. Comment by Wendy | 08.5.2009 | 9:41 pm

    Sending love and peace to you and your family from Minneapolis. I am so proud of the way Susan fought. Even though I never met her, I will never forget her story.

  236. Comment by Kimberly | 08.5.2009 | 9:41 pm

    Sincerest sympathies and prayers to you and your family from St. George, Utah.

  237. Comment by Gaye | 08.5.2009 | 9:41 pm

    I’m so very sorry for your loss. I lost a friend nearly two years ago, and then a dear friend was diagnosed just last week at 36 weeks pregnant with her second son. I wish I had found your blog earlier, but I’m so awed by the fact that your wife’s journey has inspired so many to donate to finding a cure for this horrible, horrible disease. Sending thoughts of peace and comfort to you and your family.

  238. Comment by Stan | 08.5.2009 | 9:41 pm

    So sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Live for her and stay strong.

  239. Comment by Keith | 08.5.2009 | 9:42 pm

    I was headed tot the twin six site to look into the totm for August…needless to say, I am so sorry for your loss and the challenges that your family has faced.

  240. Comment by Mtbnomore | 08.5.2009 | 9:42 pm

    Elden, I am so sorry. We’re all ready to stand up and continue the fight with you.

  241. Comment by Leigh | 08.5.2009 | 9:43 pm

    Prayers to your family. I found your blog through The Pioneer Woman and have been following your family’s triumphs and struggles. God bless you with peace.

  242. Comment by Esther | 08.5.2009 | 9:43 pm

    Blessings and hugs to you and yours……..She was a winner and still is. You too. You both accomplished so much together and seperately.
    Hang in there - time really will make it bearable and, yes, Fight Like Susan.

  243. Comment by Carly | 08.5.2009 | 9:43 pm

    Fatty,
    I can’t fully express my sadness upon reading your blog tonight. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.

    I want you to know that coincidentally, I launched my own Livestrong fundraising campaign TODAY in honour of my aunt who is battling metaplastic breast cancer. I begin my own fundraising journey totally INSPIRED by what you and Susan have accomplished.
    Thank you for everything you have done in the fight against this terrible disease.

    May we all continue on to fight like Susan

  244. Comment by Jennifer | 08.5.2009 | 9:44 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for your family.

  245. Comment by Stacey | 08.5.2009 | 9:44 pm

    I’ve been coming here occasionally from Ree at The Pioneer Woman and you, Susan and your entire family have captured my attention and thoughts. I’ve been checking regularly to see how Susan’s fight has been going and to see how your rides have been too. I am truly sorry for all of you who will be missing her even though I know she’s at peace now. May you and your family find some peace too. Hang in there and know you’re never alone. Blessings!

  246. Comment by Jill | 08.5.2009 | 9:44 pm

    I am saddened to hear this. Susan is in a beautiful place. And we are all better for having been touched by her spirit.

    Thanks, Susan.

  247. Comment by John S | 08.5.2009 | 9:44 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. Know that you are in many peoples’ thoughts tonight. Peace.

  248. Comment by Jen | 08.5.2009 | 9:45 pm

    You are a good man, a good husband, and a good father. You are a man who brought people together around a cause that is so important. Susan’s pain is gone now. May God help you and your children heal and may God help us all be as strong as Susan showed us we could be. Fight Like Susan.

  249. Comment by Craig (sinbad62) | 08.5.2009 | 9:45 pm

    While I sit here with tears, We need to be inspired with the love of thoes that are suffering.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!!!!

  250. Comment by Bryan | 08.5.2009 | 9:45 pm

    I’m sorry for your loss. Prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. You, Susan and your blog have been an inspiration to so many.

  251. Comment by Christy478 | 08.5.2009 | 9:45 pm

    Susan is an inspiration ~ I’ve learned so many valuable lessons that I’ll always carry with me thanks to your sharing. I vow to fight like Susan every day.

    We love you.

  252. Comment by Del Duncan | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    I’d like to offer my condolences for the loss of Susan. I didn’t know either of you and just came across this by chance in Twitter but what I’ve read tonight touches me. I lost my cousin Darrell to cancer when he was 27 and I was 19, some 30 years ago. The last time I saw him was Christmas Eve 1978, and he didn’t know I was there. He died Christmas Day. My aunt and uncle, who are still living are now in their 80’s and have never been the same. It’s painful to watch someone you love have their life taken slowly away. It’sadmirable that you’ve shared as you have and taken up the fundraising challenge to help beat back this disease. I’ve donated tonight in honor of Susan.

  253. Comment by LA Daze | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    I’ve got tears in my eyes. I’ve been following your blog for a very long time now, and this post made my heart sink. I am so sorry and I offer my deepest condolences…your family is in my prayers. Stay strong Fatty!

  254. Comment by Steve | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    Condolences from Houston. You’re in our prayers.

  255. Comment by Kit | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    I hope you know that all your readers are here for you. I know this sounds corny, but while I was getting married last week I kept thinking during the ceremony about your devotion to each other. I can only hope that if I try really hard, get really lucky, and eat my broccoli I’ll be able one day maybe to have that connection with my own husband.

  256. Comment by VA Biker | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    Regardless of what’s happened before today, I am still stunned by this news. Fight Like Susan indeed. You and your entire family are in my thoughts. May peace be with you all.

  257. Comment by molly | 08.5.2009 | 9:46 pm

    Fatty,
    So sorry to read today’s blog! Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. What a blessing Susan was/is.

  258. Comment by Amy | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    Long time lurker, and first time commenting *and* donating.

    You’ve given so much: to Susan herself in her most desperate hour; to the legacy of Susan, which now doesn’t rest solely in the minds and hearts of those who knew and loved her personally, but an entire community of people the world over who will continue to remember FIGHT LIKE SUSAN long after this dark hour is behind you; to the struggle against a disease in the hopes that others won’t suffer as you and your family have suffered.

    And through all of your efforts we get to see a reflection of how *beautiful* Susan must be. Even though most of us don’t know her personally, we have to stand in awe of a person who has inspired such devotion–to Susan herself, to her legacy, to the fight against the disease that took her life.

    We should all be so beautiful. We should all be so lucky in our love. We should all be so *brave*.

    God bless you all.

    *FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!*

  259. Comment by Marcia | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    The hole in your life may be with you always, but I wish you loving memories, the tears and hugs of friends and family, the support of the survivor community and the continuing fight to soften the edges.

  260. Comment by john | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    Life is not about winning or losing, it’s about the journey, where you go, whatever you do and what you share. Susan had a great journey, just not as long a one as we all hoped.
    Thanks for sharing your deepest thoughts and lives with us all so openly; you, Susan and your children have been an inspiration and strength to us all.
    Sorry for your loss, but wow do you have some great memories, fantastic family and support. Use them as much as you need now, I’m sure they will give.
    Best wishes and I love the Winnie the Pooh quote posted by wishiwasmerckx.
    John

  261. Comment by Geoff | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    Goddamn. Keep fighting.

  262. Comment by April | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    I am very sorry for your family’s loss. You are in our thoughts and prayers

  263. Comment by Mark | 08.5.2009 | 9:47 pm

    Rest in peace Susan. Your fight is remembered.

  264. Comment by Bridget | 08.5.2009 | 9:48 pm

    Susan won.

    Peace to your family from mine…

  265. Comment by Linda | 08.5.2009 | 9:48 pm

    My heart is breaking for you and the kids, but I believe that Susan has found her new bliss…
    Linda

  266. Comment by Hal Johnson | 08.5.2009 | 9:48 pm

    My heart goes out to you for the loss of your wife. She is one remarkable woman.

  267. Comment by Philg | 08.5.2009 | 9:49 pm

    May god hold your family tightly in these times. As I’m sure he holds Susan. Fight like Susan. What a great way to honor her.

  268. Comment by Sasha | 08.5.2009 | 9:49 pm

    Dammit. Words can’t describe adequately how sad I am for you and your family. A small part of me hoped for a miracle, even as I read your blog each day it was updated. I just checked Twitter and saw Lance Armstrong’s post and my heart dropped. Please know that Susan didn’t die in vain and your blog posts have inspired hundreds like myself to fight in her honor and others who have lost the fight and for those still fighting, to beat this ugly, twisted, brutal monster called cancer. My sincere condolences to you and your family. I am struck by how strong you and your children are and inspired by it. God Bless you and take care of you when you need it most.

  269. Comment by Bridey | 08.5.2009 | 9:49 pm

    Deepest condolences from Los Angeles, Elden, to you and your family. I am so very sorry.

  270. Comment by jen | 08.5.2009 | 9:49 pm

    I’m so, so sorry. Words just aren’t enough. Stay strong and I know we all will FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  271. Comment by PedalDiva | 08.5.2009 | 9:49 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family on this tragic loss. On behalf of Susan, we will continue to fight the valiant fight…and WIN!

  272. Comment by Shirley | 08.5.2009 | 9:50 pm

    Dear Elden,
    I’m so sorry to hear the news none of us wanted to hear. Thank you for sharing your family with us over the years - its truly been a gift to everyone reading. May you find some comfort tonight in your family and beautiful children.

    love and prayers from Fort Collins, CO

  273. Comment by john john | 08.5.2009 | 9:50 pm

    I am so sorry for your and your family. Thank you for sharing your life and battle with all of us. -john roanoke va.

  274. Comment by Daren | 08.5.2009 | 9:51 pm

    Thank you for sharing your journey. You have touched many and turned a terrible situation into a catalist for good. God bless you and your family.

  275. Comment by Sasha | 08.5.2009 | 9:51 pm

    Found this Tweet by AnnCurry and thought it was fitting. “The past is a ghost, the future a dream, and all we ever have is now.” -Bill Cosby

  276. Comment by Wade | 08.5.2009 | 9:51 pm

    Our sympathies from Australia.

  277. Comment by duane | 08.5.2009 | 9:52 pm

    keeping you in my prayers

  278. Comment by Jenn | 08.5.2009 | 9:53 pm

    I am so sorry to get tonight’s news. My condolences to your beautiful family. Susan was an amazing woman and an inspiration.

    Will be thinking of you and the children….

  279. Comment by DJW | 08.5.2009 | 9:53 pm

    Elden, I’m so sorry for you and your family’s loss. As a cancer survivor and as one watching my mother herself fight the battle with breast cancer, I can’t tell you how much Susan inspires us. I shared with my mother her story as related through your blog, and all the good work you are doing. My mom is about as far away from the biking scene as you can get, yet feels deeply connected to Susan and you. Thank you for sharing and inspiring us both.

    And while biking is noble enough to write about exclusively, I’m thankful your blog became something so much more than that.

    We are fighting to win. Thanks for supplying so much strength and courage, and for doing so much real work to change how cancer affects us all.

  280. Comment by Hannah | 08.5.2009 | 9:53 pm

    I am so sorry to hear of Susan’s passing. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

  281. Comment by Bryce | 08.5.2009 | 9:53 pm

    I’m so sorry Fatty, my thoughts go out to you.

  282. Comment by James | 08.5.2009 | 9:53 pm

    My thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Peace be with you.

  283. Comment by drKim | 08.5.2009 | 9:54 pm

    Susan’s strength and spirit will be with you and your children always. She will continue to inspire, and her legacy will go on in more ways than you can probably even imagine. We are all crying with you now for the loss of her physical being. Please use this community for strength. I think I speak for every single reader when I say we are here for you.

    My sincere condolences.
    We will all continue to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  284. Comment by TimRides | 08.5.2009 | 9:55 pm

    So so sorry.

    Susan won: she fought the battle on her terms, and with your help she raised an army to fight cancer. We now proudly fight her fight.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  285. Comment by Jen | 08.5.2009 | 9:57 pm

    I usually watch the TdF with my mother, but this year I was out of town… Today I had the pleasure of explaining to her the story behind Bob Roll’s shaved head, and telling her that I donated to your Livestrong Challenge team in memory of my granddad (her father) who died of cancer 12 years ago, and in honor of Susan.

    I am inspired!

    Best wishes,
    Jen

  286. Comment by Judy | 08.5.2009 | 9:57 pm

    Sending blessings and love to you and your family. Namaste

  287. Comment by Kathleen@ForgingAhead | 08.5.2009 | 9:57 pm

    Love and hugs to you and your family Elden. The universe mourns with you.

  288. Comment by Troy | 08.5.2009 | 9:57 pm

    There is no goodbye, only until we say hello again. Let’s double that $500K as we all FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  289. Comment by Greg | 08.5.2009 | 9:57 pm

    Fatty, You have my deepest sympathies! I have relived the loss of my own wife through your blog! You and Susan have been and will be a inspiration to many that face cancer! We are all winners because of what both of you have shared! Stay Strong, LiveStrong for Susan, ride Leadville in her honor and may god bless you and your family!

  290. Comment by Leslie | 08.5.2009 | 9:58 pm

    Oh, nooooo. I’m so sorry. Much sympathy to you and to your family and friends.

  291. Comment by Garett Graubins | 08.5.2009 | 9:58 pm

    I’ve been following your journey on and off, and I thought you would like to know that you and Susan have motivated me to try to cherish moments more than I ever have. My deepest prayers are with you, Susan, and your family.

    I’m going to go upstairs to bed now and hug my wife tight.

    Peaceful wishes,

    Garett Graubins
    Lafayette, CO

  292. Comment by KanyonKris | 08.5.2009 | 9:58 pm

    The title startled me, the post hit me hard. Even knowing it was coming eventually.

    I met Susan once, briefly, at your house after the TriathAlon. I could sense her vibrance, strength and calm. I’m very sad she’s gone.

    Our family will continue to have you and your children in our thoughts and prayers. So sorry.

  293. Comment by Michaela | 08.5.2009 | 9:59 pm

    My deepest, DEEPEST sympathy. I check your blog every day, my heart in my throat, for this very post. I’m so very impressed by you and your family, and my thoughts are with you.

  294. Comment by Jean Ray | 08.5.2009 | 9:59 pm

    I am so saddened by this news. My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. I am new to this blog– I discovered it a couple of weeks ago through Lance’s tweet. Yet, in this short time, I have been so moved by your posts and by Susan’s fight. You’re so right– she did not lose, she was an incredible inspiration to others and did much to raise awareness about cancer, especially breast cancer, and, through this blog, to raise funds for LiveStrong. And know that she was so blessed to have you. Your love and commitment to caring for her had to be a tremendous comfort throughout her illness and especially these final weeks. Not everyone is so fortunate. She made a difference, and so do you. Yes, we must all continue to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  295. Comment by April | 08.5.2009 | 9:59 pm

    I am so very sorry for your loss.

  296. Comment by stewOZ & miss | 08.5.2009 | 9:59 pm

    We’re so sorry for your loss Elden. Please keep your family close and don’t be afriad to ask for help.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  297. Comment by oilcanracer | 08.5.2009 | 10:00 pm

    elden i cried when i read this, but am reminded of both your strength and love.
    please accepted a virtual hug and condolences from myself and family.

    as always fight like susan we chant.

  298. Comment by Sarah | 08.5.2009 | 10:00 pm

    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss - my heart truly goes out to you. Never stop fighting for a cure!

  299. Comment by Theresa | 08.5.2009 | 10:00 pm

    I am sorry. Mum and my brother Jimmie died from different forms of cancer. It is not the disease that is despisable but the deterioration of the person you love.

    Thank you for sharing your family journey so eloquently and feelingly.

  300. Comment by Rebecca | 08.5.2009 | 10:00 pm

    Tears stream down my face as I type this. I found your blog and heard of your story from Ree.

    I am praying for your peace and comfort! “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted”

    We have donated in her honor, God Bless!!!

  301. Comment by Clair | 08.5.2009 | 10:01 pm

    My condolences to you and your family.

  302. Comment by Nona | 08.5.2009 | 10:02 pm

    Susan will be sincerely missed my heart goes out to your family tonight.

  303. Comment by Dan | 08.5.2009 | 10:02 pm

    Wishing you and your family peace.
    You and Susan are an inspiration to us all.
    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  304. Comment by James Todd | 08.5.2009 | 10:02 pm

    I signed up for Team Fatty for Livestrong Challenge Austin tonight. I want to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN. Thoughts and prayers for you and the kids. -JT

  305. Comment by GregP | 08.5.2009 | 10:02 pm

    I’m sorry for your loss Elden. Your family will continue to be in my prayers.

  306. Comment by JDS | 08.5.2009 | 10:02 pm

    So so so sorry. You and your children will remain in my prayers as you absorb this loss and do the terribly hard work of grieving.

  307. Comment by bruce horn | 08.5.2009 | 10:03 pm

    My sincere condolences. I am sad to hear of your loss and am amazed at the strength and courage you and your family have had in the face of this battle. May God bless you with the knowledge that you are loved.

    Peace brother.

  308. Comment by Anonymous | 08.5.2009 | 10:03 pm

    Our deepest sympathies from all your readers in the Philippines.

  309. Comment by Alicia | 08.5.2009 | 10:03 pm

    so very sorry…your family is in our prayers…our hearts go out to you and yours.

  310. Comment by Shah'ada | 08.5.2009 | 10:03 pm

    I have followed along your story since Ree posted and I want to thank you for putting your life out in the spotlight for me to learn from. My thoughts are with your family.

  311. Comment by Cindy | 08.5.2009 | 10:03 pm

    Many prayers are coming your way. I pray for peace and strength for your family.

  312. Comment by Fred | 08.5.2009 | 10:04 pm

    Elden, I am so sorry to here this news. As much as you think you are ready, it is never easy to lose a loved one. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  313. Comment by brian | 08.5.2009 | 10:04 pm

    My deepest sympathy for you and yours. It is now your fight to win Fatty but we are all behind you. Keep pedaling.

  314. Comment by Jay | 08.5.2009 | 10:04 pm

    Susan is deeply blessed to have you and your family in her support. Not everyone has that at such a terrible time. May God be with you as you and your kids go through more grief and, eventually, healing.

    My mom survived breast cancer three years ago, but I’ve never donated before. I’m joining your team.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  315. Comment by Rob | 08.5.2009 | 10:04 pm

    Sincerest Condolences. You, Susan and your family have inspired us all. Inspiration never dies.

  316. Comment by Deborah | 08.5.2009 | 10:05 pm

    My heart goes out to you and your brave family. We will fight on in her honor.

  317. Comment by Eber | 08.5.2009 | 10:05 pm

    I was holding out for a miracle.

    With the news tonight I realized we all got one in Susan’s life and your unique ability to rally the masses.

    Thanks to you and Susan, I think we’ve only just begun to see the great things that will come from the movement your family has started.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

    WIN!

  318. Comment by Kay | 08.5.2009 | 10:06 pm

    My thoughts are with you and your family at this sad time.

  319. Comment by pat | 08.5.2009 | 10:07 pm

    my sympathies to you and your families…

    namaste

  320. Comment by Alejo | 08.5.2009 | 10:07 pm

    Fatty,
    I will keep Susan in my heart for she was a brave woman.
    Pain will recede slowly. Your memories of her will remain.
    She’ll not be forgotten.
    Susan, you and your family are in my prayers.
    Alejo (a shy reader)

  321. Comment by Mindy | 08.5.2009 | 10:07 pm

    I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you, your family and friends.

  322. Comment by Wild Dingo | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    You have my deepest sympathy and heartfelt sorrow. Susan and your family have inspired me, personally, as well as help me inspire others, and will continue to inspire me always, all the days of my life.
    Peace.

  323. Comment by Faye | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    Sincere condolences from Nashville, TN.

  324. Comment by mo - team fatty s.j. | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    peace - and know we will WIN someday.

  325. Comment by Kelly Walker | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    Words can’t express the emotions my husband and I have felt tonight when we heard the news. Your family has been such an inspiration to us. You have become our family by including us in your joy, pain and your fight against cancer. You are in our thoughts and prayers. We will continue to fight like Susan.

  326. Comment by SYJ | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    May God bless you and your family, Elden…

    for being an incredible husband

    for being an incredible father

    for being an incredible friend

    for being an incredible inspiration.

    Susan will continue to live through you, through your children, and through the thousands you have touched - directly or indirectly - and inspired to take up the fight against this insidious illness.

    you and yours will remain in my prayers, such as they are…and it will be with thoughts of you that I do my part to *fight like Susan*

  327. Comment by Deb | 08.5.2009 | 10:08 pm

    You shared so much with everyone. Susan’s courage, and yours, has made a difference in so many others’ lives. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for fighting. Thank you for caring about others. We will ride in Philly and Austin in honor of Susan — and for my best friend Susan, who is fighting, too. FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  328. Comment by Chris | 08.5.2009 | 10:09 pm

    I am sorry for your families loss. You and Susan have inspired me.

    Thank you for sharing your lives with all of us.

  329. Comment by Laura | 08.5.2009 | 10:09 pm

    Prayers for you and your family. I resolve now to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  330. Comment by Julian | 08.5.2009 | 10:09 pm

    Fatty,
    My sincere condolences on your loss. You are right she led the charge and she has inspired you and all of us. My prayers and thoughts go out to you and your children and family.

    Julian

  331. Comment by stirlingpiper | 08.5.2009 | 10:10 pm

    Truly…your family has inspired and touched my life. I will always remember to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN! My prayers and blessings to all of you!

  332. Comment by kestrel | 08.5.2009 | 10:10 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family - but bouyed, perhaps, with the knowledge that if anyone knows how to fight - it’s you and your family. All of you have been incandescent in your will to fight and fight on, and it will see you through. In a way, there can be joy in this - in that none of you gave up, none of you lost your humanity, joy, humor, strength. You knit yourselves into an unstoppable force… Peace, Susan… and peace, Elden.

  333. Comment by Matt | 08.5.2009 | 10:10 pm

    Especially now, continued prayers from Cleveland.

  334. Comment by Steve | 08.5.2009 | 10:11 pm

    I’m sorry for your loss, but I’m greatful that she was able to lead this fight and inspire so many to make the world more aware of cancer. Her courage was certainly fueled by the love of her family, and she is no doubt at peace knowing she’s done her part in making the world a better place through the many hearts she’s touched.

    All the best to you and your family,
    Steve

  335. Comment by robin | 08.5.2009 | 10:12 pm

    my heartfelt condolences from pacific grove ca …. you are in my thoughts as well as my mother who also fought the same fight.

  336. Comment by philocyclist | 08.5.2009 | 10:13 pm

    I’m so very sorry, Fatty. Nothing I say here will make it better. But know that you did everything you could for her, for yourself, for your family. This sucks royally. But Susan was lucky she had you by her side.

    Susan found a way to let you go to Leadville. Go, and kick some butt. For Susan.

  337. Comment by lh | 08.5.2009 | 10:13 pm

    this is only my second visit to this site. i am so sorry and heartbroken over your loss. i am going to go have a big cry now. i will say a prayer for your family. prayer is the only thing that helps ease the loss.

  338. Comment by James | 08.5.2009 | 10:13 pm

    My sincere condolences to you and your family.
    RIP Susan, the pain is gone now.

  339. Comment by HansInColorado | 08.5.2009 | 10:14 pm

    My thoughts and best wishes with you and your family.

  340. Comment by cloud19th | 08.5.2009 | 10:14 pm

    She didn’t lose and she isn’t lost. Our bodies are only shells.
    Your family is in my thoughts and prayers

  341. Comment by Dorothy | 08.5.2009 | 10:14 pm

    Fighting like Susan. Something I will always strive to do.

    She is truly inspirational… I again see how much so, from something my sister told me just days ago…

    I learned of the gift she gave of a beautiful, beaded bracelet, which she worked on during the time my brother in law, Bry, had been to your home to help with some remodeling.

    Susan had said to Bry that she wanted to do something for HIM while he was working for her, thinking of the time he was spending away from his family. She wanted to give back. She was always thinking of others.

    Her example was truly without parallel. As is yours.
    Thank you.

    My prayers are with you and your family.

  342. Comment by Vitriolix | 08.5.2009 | 10:15 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. Thank you so much for everything you and she have done.

  343. Comment by jv | 08.5.2009 | 10:15 pm

    So sorry I hope only the best for you and your family, a mother and wife can never be replaced in a household.

  344. Comment by Jeannine | 08.5.2009 | 10:16 pm

    I’m so sorry. Prayers and love from Minnesota.

  345. Comment by Hautacam | 08.5.2009 | 10:16 pm

    I’ve worked on farms and from the start
    The muckle horses won my heart
    With big broad backs they proudly stand
    The uncrowned kings o’er all the land
    And yet for all their power and strength
    They’re as gentle as a summer’s wind

    Chorus (after each verse):
    So steady, boys, walk on
    Our work is nearly done
    Nor more we’ll till or plough the fields
    The horses’ day is gone
    And this will be our last trip home
    So steady, boys, walk on

    Now you’ll hear men sing their songs of praise
    Of Arab stallions in a race
    Or hunters that fly with the hounds
    To chase the fox and run him down
    But none o’ them compare, I vow
    To a workin’ pair that pulls a plough

    And all the years I’ve plied my trade
    And all the fields we’ve ploughed and laid
    I never thought I’d see the time
    When a Clydesdale’s work would ever end
    But progress runs its driven course
    And tractors have replaced the horse

    As we head back, our friends have lined
    The road to be there one last time
    For none of them would want to miss
    The chance to see us pass like this
    They’ll say they saw in years to come
    The muckle horses’ last trip home

    (Chorus)

    Battlefield Band

    My heart is with your family.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN AND ELDON!

    Andrew

  346. Comment by erin | 08.5.2009 | 10:16 pm

    Wishing your and your family peace.

  347. Comment by @PeckishCyclist | 08.5.2009 | 10:17 pm

    Holding healing and comforting thoughts for you and your family–and donating in memory of Susan and in honor of her fight.
    Go Team Fatty!
    Fight Like Susan!
    Shelley

  348. Comment by melissa | 08.5.2009 | 10:18 pm

    I am so sorry to hear of Susan’s passing. No matter how prepared you are for this day, it is always hardy. My heart goes out to you and your family. You and Susan, with your open candor of the issues you faced every day with courage and humor have inspired and strengthened me. Your whole family has done great things! Deep peace to you……….

  349. Comment by Zach | 08.5.2009 | 10:18 pm

    Prayers from Okayama, Japan.

    Look at how far we’ve all come–following in this blog’s evolution. ‘Inspiring’ hardly seems enough to describe watching her journey unfold from the sidelines.

    Go Susan.

  350. Comment by Olivia | 08.5.2009 | 10:19 pm

    I’m so sorry for your loss, but so inspired by Susan’s valiant fight. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

  351. Comment by MichaelB | 08.5.2009 | 10:19 pm

    Elden, I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss but thank you for sharing a very personal story that was Susan’s battle. The world is a better place because of yours and Susan’s courage.

  352. Comment by Paul | 08.5.2009 | 10:20 pm

    Thoughts and prayers tonight for you and your family from Louisiana. FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  353. Comment by Velojew | 08.5.2009 | 10:21 pm

    Sorry for your loss. Our thoughts are with you.

  354. Comment by Melanie | 08.5.2009 | 10:21 pm

    So very sorry, Elden. My prayers are with you all.

  355. Comment by K | 08.5.2009 | 10:21 pm

    Prayers for you and your family… Susan is truly an inspiration and I want to thank you for sharing your story with us all. Our hearts are with you.

    Fight Like Susan!!!

  356. Comment by Jeff H | 08.5.2009 | 10:21 pm

    My condolences to you and your family Elden. So very, very sorry for your loss.

  357. Comment by Patriot Girl | 08.5.2009 | 10:21 pm

    Hugs to you and your family. You and Susan are an inspiration… I wish you peace. Again… hugs to you and your family.

  358. Comment by Steve | 08.5.2009 | 10:22 pm

    Our prayers and love from Pleasant Grove, too. Your accounts of Susan’s (and your) experiences have helped us realize what matters most. My wife and I will continue to fight like Susan, right along with you.

  359. Comment by Bob B | 08.5.2009 | 10:22 pm

    Heartbreaking. Susan fought a great fight.

  360. Comment by Brian | 08.5.2009 | 10:22 pm

    Go Susan!!!

    Livestrong!!!

  361. Comment by alas | 08.5.2009 | 10:22 pm

    I am so sorry for the misery the disease put you through. Take care of yourself and your kiddies and I hope that from this day forward all goes better than anyone can imagine. You and your blog have done yeoman like work in advancing awareness of and commitment to fighting cancer. Should God exist he or she blesses you and yours.

  362. Comment by Amy | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    I found you through Pioneer Woman’s site, and I want to say even though I only recently heard about you, Susan’s story was so inspirational. My thoughts go out to you and your children at this time. I wish I could hug all of you.

  363. Comment by Tony P | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    Your family will be in our thoughts and prayers tonight. I’m so very sorry Elden.

  364. Comment by Beth | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    I wanted to write and send my sincerest condolences to you and your family, and also tell you how much it means to me to see how you and your Susan have fought and led against this disease. My mother-in-law, also named Susan, is currently fighting her own fight, and yours and Susan’s determination and dedication are and will continue to be an inspiration.

  365. Comment by Sramtaro | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    Susan won.

    She had a life filled with people who loved her and whom she loved.
    That sound’s like a heck of a lot more than not losing.

    She won, Elden. She won.

  366. Comment by Wendy | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    My love to you and your kids.

  367. Comment by -George | 08.5.2009 | 10:23 pm

    You and Susan are a true inspiration. Sorry for your loss. I wish you and your family strength.

  368. Comment by Grae T | 08.5.2009 | 10:24 pm

    I am sorry for your loss, but I am glad for the inspiration that you & Susan have given to thousands of people. The strength, courage and dignity you have both shown, is the stuff most people could only dream of having in a situation like yours. Big hugs to you & the kids.
    “Waking, I knew a dream, and the sadness like a pouring flood”
    Wei Zhuang,Tang Dynasty

  369. Comment by Jan | 08.5.2009 | 10:24 pm

    You and your family have my heartfelt condolences.
    Prayers to you.

  370. Comment by Ruth | 08.5.2009 | 10:24 pm

    My mom died a year ago July 25th from cancer at age 55. I agree that they did not lose the fight…there is much more dignity in how they fought until the end! As the child that has lost a parent (even as a 33 year old woman) your new purpose is to keep the memory of your children’s mother alive. They may at some point have blurred memories of the way she talked or laughed so it is up to you. You must make their favorite recipes that she made. On their birthdays you must tell them what it was like the day they were born. On your anniversary you must tell them how you met their mother and how you dated her and about your wedding day. I absolutely treasure that piece of my history and realize I now have my dad’s memory (yikes :)) to remind me. Families Are Forever and may you live on the faith that you may one day be reunited as a family. May God Bless you and yours with peace at this time like only he can.

  371. Comment by Linda | 08.5.2009 | 10:25 pm

    So sorry. Our prayers are with your family. We have lost loved ones to this terrible disease, so we understand your pain. Our hearts truly go out to you.

  372. Comment by melonee | 08.5.2009 | 10:25 pm

    Fight like Susan!!!!!!!

  373. Comment by Rick | 08.5.2009 | 10:25 pm

    My prayers are with Susan, You, and the kids.

  374. Comment by Emilee | 08.5.2009 | 10:25 pm

    My heart aches for you and your sweet family. I am friends with your sis and have heard updates from her all of the time. I was hoping for the miracle for your family that I was not granted six months ago when I lost my thirty-two year old husband to cancer. Raw feelings are surfacing once again as I hear of your present suffering. May God bless your family at this difficult time!

  375. Comment by janet | 08.5.2009 | 10:25 pm

    love and peace

  376. Comment by Mathew | 08.5.2009 | 10:26 pm

    Terrible sorry to hear of your loss.

  377. Comment by Dan | 08.5.2009 | 10:27 pm

    Condolences from Colorado. I started reading your site for the bike related humor, but you have done so much more than that and become a force for good. You are an inspiration.

  378. Comment by Spoony | 08.5.2009 | 10:27 pm

    A silent reader…
    It’s sad, but she and this blog give hope…

  379. Comment by Kronda | 08.5.2009 | 10:27 pm

    Elden, I lost my mom to colon cancer a couple of years ago. I used to think ‘heart break’ was a metaphore but now I know better. I’m so sorry for your loss. I think I can safely say, this next while will be the worst time of your life–but it gets better.

    Now would be a good time to use your superpower and delegate as much of the mundane responsibilities as you can. Take care of yourself now and let others take care of you and the kids.

    Love from Portland, OR.

  380. Comment by Katie | 08.5.2009 | 10:28 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Susan was an inspiration to many people, as are you and your family.

  381. Comment by Sunny | 08.5.2009 | 10:29 pm

    My deepest condolences.

  382. Comment by david | 08.5.2009 | 10:29 pm

    Maximum respect and peace to Susan. To you and yours.

    WIN

  383. Comment by Cindi | 08.5.2009 | 10:30 pm

    I’m so very sorry.

    As a 4 year cancer survivor, I’ve been following Susan’s courageous story for a while now. She has been an inspiration to so many people.

    Susan has won. Through her, and you, the word has been spread, monies have been raised, research is being done.

    Please accept my deepest sympathies, along with my utmost respect.

  384. Comment by Kris | 08.5.2009 | 10:31 pm

    My sincere condolences…it’s tough to lose those we love, but you made the best of it and fought for her and for the cause against cancer. My Aunt passed two days ago from cancer, she was 50, we’ll all miss her very much. Thanks for your continued efforts to fight Cancer.

  385. Comment by Mike the Elf | 08.5.2009 | 10:34 pm

    Thank you Brother N for the example you and your family have always been. My prayers will be with you all. I know how hard it is to lose someone to breast cancer and I know the pain that comes with it, but there is always someone who knows every pain and sorrow. Sister N is now with Him. I love you all, love a long time friend from Heatheridge 5th.

  386. Comment by Emmanuelle | 08.5.2009 | 10:34 pm

    My sympathies.
    (hugs)

  387. Comment by Shellee | 08.5.2009 | 10:35 pm

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  388. Comment by Gina | 08.5.2009 | 10:36 pm

    Your whole family is in my prayers.

  389. Comment by Jenny | 08.5.2009 | 10:36 pm

    We have learned to love and respect you and Susan through this courageous blog. Thank you for teaching us to fight and love more deeply. God bless you and thank you!

  390. Comment by belinda | 08.5.2009 | 10:36 pm

    Having had cancer twice, I’m overcome by this news. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Susan will live on in my heart, even though a complete stranger. She will give me strength. I will fight like Susan. I will Livestrong. I will do all I can to help defeat cancer.

  391. Comment by sandra | 08.5.2009 | 10:36 pm

    I hope that you and your family can find some peace in the fact that Susan is now free of pain. God bless you all.

  392. Comment by Janet Kay | 08.5.2009 | 10:38 pm

    I’m so very sorry for your loss.

  393. Comment by Scott Baryenbruch | 08.5.2009 | 10:39 pm

    I fight to WIN by helping others in need.

    Susan’s inspiration will live on!

    You are in our thoughts.

  394. Comment by Argentius | 08.5.2009 | 10:39 pm

    Sincerest condolences from myself and the entire team at Raleigh / Diamondback on your loss.

    Win, Susan, forever.

  395. Comment by ben | 08.5.2009 | 10:39 pm

    i am so sorry for your loss. I draw comfort from the Lords promise that “to absent from the body is to present with the Lord.”

    It hurts, but the company on the other side is great to keep.

    I will continue to pray for you and your family.

    thank you for such an intimate look into your life.

    God Bless you Nelson family

  396. Comment by jpo | 08.5.2009 | 10:39 pm

    Elden, so very sorry. You have been so strong through this ordeal, and provided everything that Susan needed. She’ll win in the end when we beat cancer once and for all. Stay strong for now.

  397. Comment by The Germany's | 08.5.2009 | 10:40 pm

    From our hearts to yours…..

    Our fight continues…..WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN

  398. Comment by Asthmagirl | 08.5.2009 | 10:40 pm

    When Susan died, I was holding my brand new grandson. I hope he will never have to face the cancer battle you and your family has had to face. Thank you for fighting so hard. Thank you for sharing Susan’s battle with us. Thank you for leading the charge.

    I hope that your many wonderful memories of Susan will bring you and your family peace and solace in the days to come. She was an inspiration to so many.

  399. Comment by Deedle | 08.5.2009 | 10:40 pm

    I’m so sorry, Elden. Peace to you and your family.

  400. Comment by tiretrax | 08.5.2009 | 10:40 pm

    my deepest condolences to you and your families. i’ll donate again in her name. she must have been a remarkable person.

  401. Comment by Kathy | 08.5.2009 | 10:41 pm

    From Flagstaff, AZ

    I am of few words, but believe in the awesome powers of grace, courage and love. All of which transcends this life, and something we all witnessed in your very personal story about Susan. Thank you for sharing with us this inspiring lesson.

    Peace to you, your children, and your family.

  402. Comment by Arno | 08.5.2009 | 10:41 pm

    My condolances to you and your family. She has put in a huge fight and it was great to see she took everything cancer could throw at her and still managed to give you more time together. Cancer won another battle but because of people like Susan and what she has shown us, cancer will not win the war.
    Livestrong Eldon!

  403. Comment by Mikeonhisbike | 08.5.2009 | 10:41 pm

    I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing your struggles with us. May Heavenly Father bless you and your family to make it through the next year. Trust in him and he’ll help you out. He loves you and wants your family to succeed.

  404. Comment by Joe | 08.5.2009 | 10:42 pm

    I just discovered your site a couple of weeks ago. Today, I saw Lance’s mention of Susan, and knew she had passed. Thank you for taking on this challenge, and Susan, thank you for your fight. May you rest in peace.

  405. Comment by hmgf | 08.5.2009 | 10:42 pm

    My most sincere condolences.

  406. Comment by Josh | 08.5.2009 | 10:42 pm

    Heartfelt condolences and deepest sympathies to you and your family. Susan’s life and fighting spirit will not only be a forever memory, but a motivator to live strong, and fight hard for the best life can offer. It’s amazing how you have captured her life and your passions on this blog. I have never met you or Susan, but I have tears streaming down my face. They are tears of sadness of your loss and of pain for all those who have suffered at the blade of this killer. Let’s all spread the word to “Fight Like Susan”. It is my mantra for life from now on. Her name will never be forgotten.

    Peace to you and your family from Fredericksburg, VA.

  407. Comment by brad | 08.5.2009 | 10:42 pm

    both of you have made a difference.

  408. Comment by Les | 08.5.2009 | 10:43 pm

    Deepest sympathies. I’ve have been following your blog for a while now. You and your wife are amazing examples of human spirit. You both inspire people and yes “FIGHT LIKE SUSAN”.

  409. Comment by Musicianmommy | 08.5.2009 | 10:43 pm

    Our deepest condolences to you and your family from ours in Istanbul, Turkey. I will teach my children to Fight like Susan…

  410. Comment by Heather G | 08.5.2009 | 10:45 pm

    Even amidst the suffering, Susan *lived* - and her life inspired so many others. And you, Elden, with your willingness to be so open on your blog, detailing the anguish and grief, but also the love and joy — you have profoundly touched so many hearts. Thank you, Elden for sharing your love and your life. And thank you, Susan, for your courageous will to fight.

    Fight - and Live - like Susan.

  411. Comment by Dave699 | 08.5.2009 | 10:45 pm

    Very sorry to hear about this, Fatty, but you and your family have set an amazing example of dealing with adversity and being strong. Thank you.

  412. Comment by Karen | 08.5.2009 | 10:45 pm

    May Susan rest in peace. God bless you and your family.

  413. Comment by Travis | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    Deepest condolences to you and yours. The way your family has turned your personal tragedy into a vessel for good has effected more lives in a way that can never be repaid. You are why the world can still be considered good. Your family has inspired me in a way that can not be expressed through words. Suffice it to say, thank you, and all of my positive thoughts are with you and yours.

  414. Comment by Mel | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    My heart felt condolences to you and your family. I am truly sad for your loss :(

  415. Comment by Dutch Girlie On a Bike | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. I don’t know what else to say…..

    Suzanne in The Netherlands

  416. Comment by Jenn @ Juggling Life | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope that all you have done to help others, in the name of your wife, brings comfort to you and your family.

  417. Comment by Rob | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    My condolences to you and your family for your loss.

  418. Comment by Dogwood | 08.5.2009 | 10:46 pm

    Win!

  419. Comment by Victoria | 08.5.2009 | 10:47 pm

    Oh Susan. You are and inspiration. Peace.

  420. Comment by Jenna | 08.5.2009 | 10:47 pm

    My deepest condolences. Susan, you, your kids, and your support team are amazingly strong. If we all fight like your family, I have no doubts about what we can do.

  421. Comment by Nathan Taylor | 08.5.2009 | 10:47 pm

    When my grandfather passed away from cancer 3 years ago, I didn’t feel like he had lost. Susan’s fight continues through the people who supported her, and you through all of this.

  422. Comment by Fatherofmany | 08.5.2009 | 10:48 pm

    Thoughts and prayers for you and your family from across the pond here in Australia. May God hold and bless you through the tough times ahead. Remember the good stuff and keep living strong.

  423. Comment by Macey | 08.5.2009 | 10:48 pm

    My heart is with you and your children right now. I’ve been reading your blog, and have sent many prayers upward for your sweet Susan.
    What a strong woman. Keep fighting. I know SHE did.
    Macey

  424. Comment by Aaron | 08.5.2009 | 10:48 pm

    I am so very sorry Elden. My deepest condolences for you, and your family.

  425. Comment by Caroline | 08.5.2009 | 10:49 pm

    I only started following your blog 2 weeks ago… I’m still in 2007 but you have provided more inspiration for biking and fighting cancer in those short days than I could have imagined. My mom recently was diagnosed with cancer - I want her to read this blog so she can be inspired to fight the way Susan did. Her legacy will live on in the hearts of those who fought with her.

    I LiveStrong for Susan.

  426. Comment by Cathy B. | 08.5.2009 | 10:49 pm

    I just found your blog through PW - today. I’ll add my condolences to the rest, and hope the thoughts and prayers of everyone here give you and your family some comfort.

  427. Comment by TJ | 08.5.2009 | 10:49 pm

    would that we could change it all for you, we would

    would that we could live our lives with the dignity and grace and strength of spirit and love that you and susan have shown, we should

    would that we could continue this journey with you, and fight like susan, we will

  428. Comment by Jeff L. | 08.5.2009 | 10:50 pm

    My deepest sympathies to you and your children. Susan helped to inspire so many of us. I never would have taken up this fight if not for you and Susan. I hope you are somehow able to find peace.

  429. Comment by Bravo Delta | 08.5.2009 | 10:50 pm

    Fatty, we are all sending you strength to get through this dark time.
    Stay strong for your family and we will stand shoulder to shoulder with you in the battle to eradicate Cancer from our vocabulary. We will fight and win like Susan, thank you for sharing your experience with us and for letting us help in some all way..

    BD

  430. Comment by Rob | 08.5.2009 | 10:50 pm

    Your sharing of your & Susan’s ups and downs in this fight has given me and many others an invaluable example of how to stand strong when faced with great adversity.
    Wishing you peace & tailwinds-

  431. Comment by Laura | 08.5.2009 | 10:50 pm

    The title loaded first - and my heart dropped, knowing what the rest would say. I am so sorry, Elden. Lean on those around you. We’re here for you, even if you can’t see most of us.

  432. Comment by Bryn | 08.5.2009 | 10:50 pm

    Be proud, be brave and stay strong!

    She died leading the front line of the cause that you made the world that little bit more aware of!

    For your rationality, your persistence and your fight, you truly are a hero!

    Forever & Always!

  433. Comment by Leslie | 08.5.2009 | 10:52 pm

    Thank you so much for sharing Susan’s long and courageous fight with all of us. Although many of us have never met you tonight we feel like we lost a friend. We have followed you sometimes with a giggle and sometimes with tears streaming but one thing was always constant… it was always with much admiration and love. May the wonderful years you spent together and the memories you made as a family comfort you tonight. God Bless.

  434. Comment by Sally | 08.5.2009 | 10:52 pm

    Thank you for sharing your story. Both Susan and you have inspired so many people far and wide. My deepest sympathies are with you and your family.

  435. Comment by Nancy | 08.5.2009 | 10:52 pm

    You and your family will continue to be in my prayers and thoughts. Thanks for sharing Susan with us, and I hope you will continue the fight in her name as long as you can. She has left a remarkable legacy with her grace, strength, perseverance, talent and style, living life with all those qualities and more. She fought and won on so many levels. Peace to you and may angels bike around you all in the days to come.

  436. Comment by Danielle | 08.5.2009 | 10:52 pm

    My mom is a cancer patient advocate and says that sometimes God takes the cancer out of a person, and sometimes he takes the person out of the cancer. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am glad that tonight Susan is out of the cancer forever.

  437. Comment by Rich Wielgosz | 08.5.2009 | 10:52 pm

    My deepest condolences.

  438. Comment by Hank | 08.5.2009 | 10:53 pm

    Losing can only happen if you stop fighting - and I don’t think Team Fatty is going to slow down any time soon.

    God bless Fatty.

  439. Comment by Beth | 08.5.2009 | 10:54 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family and Susan’s…I am so, so sorry for your loss. We will all Fight Like Susan…she will be our inspiration to always fight. You will continue to be in my prayers for peace and strength.

  440. Comment by Robert | 08.5.2009 | 10:54 pm

    Condolences.

  441. Comment by Tonia | 08.5.2009 | 10:55 pm

    Our deepest sympathies to you and your family. You are an inspiration, as is Susan, and it has been an honor to have these daily glimpses into your life.

    Prayers from Texas….Fight Like Susan!

  442. Comment by Dave | 08.5.2009 | 10:55 pm

    My deepest condolences to you and your family.

    She has done so much, and has inspired so many, and we will ALL continue to fight for her!

  443. Comment by Helena | 08.5.2009 | 10:55 pm

    Peace in your heart, passion in your fight.

  444. Comment by Niall | 08.5.2009 | 10:55 pm

    My condolences Fatty. Susan’s fighting spirit will endure…

  445. Comment by Melissa | 08.5.2009 | 10:56 pm

    My heart aches for you and your children. Peace be with you.

  446. Comment by SteveS | 08.5.2009 | 10:56 pm

    Although you and I might share some similar hopes for a future reunion with our dearest friends and family, it doesn’t stop the hurt and the loneliness right now. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family tonight. God bless.

    FIGHT FOR SUSAN

  447. Comment by Donna Tocci | 08.5.2009 | 10:56 pm

    So, so sorry to hear this news, Elden. Susan was a brave, strong woman who taught us all the true meaning of the word “fight”. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your children.

  448. Comment by Joi | 08.5.2009 | 10:56 pm

    My deepest condolences. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  449. Comment by Laura from PA | 08.5.2009 | 10:58 pm

    I’m so so sorry to hear about this. I come from Pioneer Woman’s site. Nothing can ease your pain, but hopefully sharing it with the hundreds of people that are currently supporting you gives you something to feel comforted by. I will be praying for you and your family. I hope you can find peace soon.

  450. Comment by TB | 08.5.2009 | 10:58 pm

    Eldon - My thoughts and prayers are with you. May the inspiration of Susan live on, and continue to drive you to be the amazing guy that you are. Livestrong.

  451. Comment by Brooke | 08.5.2009 | 10:58 pm

    Elden,
    You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Please allow yourself the time to heal and take care of yourself. You are now embarking on another difficult journey, but may you find comfort in knowing that a part of Susan will always be there with you and your friends will continue to be here cheering you on.

  452. Comment by Mike | 08.5.2009 | 10:59 pm

    Fight the good fight, Fat. 445th, as they say…

  453. Comment by KP | 08.5.2009 | 10:59 pm

    Sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

  454. Comment by UltraRob | 08.5.2009 | 10:59 pm

    I’m praying for you and the kids.

  455. Comment by Anonymous | 08.5.2009 | 11:00 pm

    I am so sorry. Our hearts go out to you and your family. Thank you for sharing your fight with us. You will be in our prayers.

  456. Comment by Tripp | 08.5.2009 | 11:01 pm

    Elden:

    You and Susan are an inspiration to me, and I’m sure countless others.

    Stay strong.

  457. Comment by HobbleCreek Possee | 08.5.2009 | 11:02 pm

    Our thoughts and prayers have been with you and continue to be. We are so sorry for your loss, but grateful that Susan is in a place of peace. She is an inspiration to all and so are you, Eldon. Continue to Livestrong!

    Deepest Condolences,

    Vince and Krista Adams

  458. Comment by Jose Ramirez | 08.5.2009 | 11:02 pm

    My heart and prayers are with Susan, your kids and you, please accept my condolences.
    This is a time I never thought it would or never wanted to happen.
    But I know you are strong and you’ll get through this.
    This is the most difficult race you’ll have to ride, but sooner or later you’ll see the finish line.
    I know that Team Fatty will carry on and be stronger tha ever on fighting this horrible disease.

    God bless

  459. Comment by LarsA | 08.5.2009 | 11:03 pm

    Also very sorry to read this.

  460. Comment by nycifyouare | 08.5.2009 | 11:04 pm

    I just wanted to say that I am deeply sorry for your loss. I don’t know how you feel, I can’t even imagine how you feel, but I just want to say that you and Susan have done an amazing thing for cancer. My mom has cancer, and it scares me to the bone, and if wasn’t for people like you and Susan, people like my mom wouldn’t have a chance.

  461. Comment by Pinkbike | 08.5.2009 | 11:05 pm

    It’s been a long journey, hasn’t it? And Susan was so very brave, every step of the way. And her inspiration was passed right along to all of us, thanks to you, Fatty. Her legacy will continue to ripple through both the cancer community and the bike community, bringing us all together in this fight that is so very, very important.

    You’re right. Susan did not lose. We all gained. Generations will gain. All from her courage.

    We all love you, Fatty, you and your family. Stay strong.

  462. Comment by Benn | 08.5.2009 | 11:06 pm

    Prayers and love from Washington.

  463. Comment by Marielle | 08.5.2009 | 11:06 pm

    I am very sorry for your loss. Our prayers and good thoughts are with you and your family.

  464. Comment by donbiker | 08.5.2009 | 11:06 pm

    Condolences. Such a painful loss.

    Cancer is a wily adversary. There are so many forms just of breast cancer. Progress is ongoing. My breast cancer which metastasized last year after 9 years in remission is being held in check with medications that were not available 10 years ago. Thanks so much for your valiant help in this battle.

    So sad that a vibrant young woman is struck down while this 77 year old geezer is spared.

  465. Comment by andy | 08.5.2009 | 11:06 pm

    so sorry for your loss.

  466. Comment by Steph | 08.5.2009 | 11:07 pm

    The love you two shared is an inspiration to all of us….the strength, love, tenderness and passion.

    My heart is with you and your family and will keep you in my prayers.

  467. Comment by Walker Wilkson | 08.5.2009 | 11:08 pm

    I am so sorry to hear this. Condolences and my sympathy for you and your family.

  468. Comment by scott | 08.5.2009 | 11:08 pm

    “She led the charge. She showed the rest of us how to fight: with determination, focus, creativity, and outrageous endurance.”

    The same could be said about you my friend.

  469. Comment by diamondjim | 08.5.2009 | 11:09 pm

    I lost my mum to TFC when she was about Susan’s age and I was 14. My dad was our rock through this. We can celebrate a life well lived, and her legacy in us. I trust you can too. Good luck - thoughts and prayers to you and yours.

  470. Comment by Nathan | 08.5.2009 | 11:10 pm

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

    You and Susan have been an inspiration to me and countless others. You are incredibly brave.

    Hang in there.

    Sending you kind thoughts from Oakland, California.

  471. Comment by Anne | 08.5.2009 | 11:12 pm

    My deepest sympathy and condolences from Southern California. You all are in my prayers.

  472. Comment by klmilliard | 08.5.2009 | 11:13 pm

    I only came upon this blog recently, but you and Susan have inspired me to do what I can in the fight against cancer. I am very sorry for you and I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

  473. Comment by somcak | 08.5.2009 | 11:13 pm

    Hugs. I’ve been a silent follower for over a year. I’m crying. Bless you.

  474. Comment by Charles | 08.5.2009 | 11:13 pm

    My Mother, who like your wife was named Susan, and Aunt both died of cancer. My Mom when I was in grade school and my Aunt while I was a Junior in College. I am so sorry to hear that your wife’s death. I heard about everything that you are doing to raise money for cancer research.

    Thank you for fighting the good fight. Hopefully, some day in the future, everybody will be able to win it. In the meanwhile, I can only offer my sincere condolences.

  475. Comment by Keith | 08.5.2009 | 11:14 pm

    My wife Kasia and I are keeping thoughts of warmth and comfort for the Nelson family.

    Blue skies, Susan.

  476. Comment by melinda | 08.5.2009 | 11:15 pm

    I’m so sorry, Fatty. You’ve changed thousands of lives here.

  477. Comment by Alli | 08.5.2009 | 11:15 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. You family has inspired me in the fight against cancer. I’m keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

  478. Comment by Lisa | 08.5.2009 | 11:16 pm

    I am so sorry for you and your family. You will all be in my prayers. Peace to your courageous wife.

  479. Comment by Anonymous | 08.5.2009 | 11:18 pm

    You have also shown us how to fight. We need to ban together even more to support each over in our battle. Cancer may be winning the game but we are catching up. We are he to support you. And we will fight like Susan.

  480. Comment by Jessica Volkmer | 08.5.2009 | 11:18 pm

    Dear Fatty,
    I’m sorry that Susan died. My heart sank when I read your news. Susan had so many strangers praying for her and thinking of her. My husband and I will be praying for you and your children. I feel like you guys are a part of our family. I am going to have a hard time going to sleep tonight.
    Jessica

  481. Comment by Clydesteve | 08.5.2009 | 11:19 pm

    Dear Elden & family,

    My deepest heartfelt condolences for your loss. I completely got it when I saw your title: Don’t say she lost. What Susan did is finish her fight. And what a glorious fight.

    That is just what I felt about my cousin’s death just about a year to the week ago from pancreatic cancer. David, like Susan fought hard, and with dignity.

    You and Susan have been and continue to be a personal inspiration to me on several levels.

    You are in my prayers.

    Steve

  482. Comment by Bryan (not that one) | 08.5.2009 | 11:19 pm

    Fatty, my wife and I are very sorry for you and your family. You all continue to be in our prayers.

  483. Comment by Julie | 08.5.2009 | 11:21 pm

    Susan was a very blessed woman to have you by her side. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  484. Comment by Oscar | 08.5.2009 | 11:22 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss. My heart truly goes out to you, your children and the rest of your family.

  485. Comment by Joshica D. | 08.5.2009 | 11:22 pm

    It has been such a privilege to watch her fight with such resolve. We love you Elden. And we love Susan.

  486. Comment by Erin Dunn | 08.5.2009 | 11:22 pm

    I will be thinking about you and the family…you are all inspiring and amazing and your story has been moving. (I use the word ‘moving’ because I don’t know of any word that holds enough weight to fit in it’s place).

  487. Comment by snapper | 08.5.2009 | 11:23 pm

    I’m so sorry, Elden. Like so many others, I kept hoping and paying for a miracle in spite of what seemed imminent. May peace and comfort and the Spirit of the Lord be with you and your family now. Thank you for sharing yours and Susan’s story. It has been an inspiration and touched so many. Embrace your memories and draw strength from them for you and your kids. Continued prayers going your way.

  488. Comment by Mark (the rando guy in Seattle) | 08.5.2009 | 11:24 pm

    Elden — I’m proud to be on Susan’s team. You and your family are in my family’s thoughts.

    Mark

  489. Comment by Gary | 08.5.2009 | 11:24 pm

    RIP Susan.

    Elden, be strong for those kids man, Susan I’m sure will be watching over you all.

  490. Comment by Leslie | 08.5.2009 | 11:28 pm

    Elden, I am so sorry. Susan has been and will continue to be an inspiration to many for her tremendous courage.

    You and your family will be in my prayers today and for the next little while.

  491. Comment by Rose | 08.5.2009 | 11:29 pm

    Dearest Fatty and family,

    I can’t express how devastated I am for you. Fatty, you have done so much already for the fight against cancer and I know you have so much more to accomplish. I hope you and your family continue to fight like Susan to win this battle against cancer.

  492. Comment by Nikki | 08.5.2009 | 11:29 pm

    I don’t leave comments here….not for lack of wanting to say anything….but mostly not knowing what to say.
    Today is no different. I see you inspiring so many.
    I see you loving your wife and family.
    I see you hurting and aching, and being transparent.
    If we all lived like this, and were able to die with so much love by our side….carrying on our legacy.
    Then lives would be lived fully, and without worry of fading away into memories.
    Susan lives on. Your journey has just begun.
    Know that you are not alone.
    And this young lady will be praying for you again tonight.

  493. Comment by Trish | 08.5.2009 | 11:30 pm

    Dear Elden,
    I’ve only just ‘met’ you. . . and the truth be known -I don’t really even know how to ride a bike. . . but I have loved and lost - my mother and more recently, her mother, my grandmother, over the past 15 months. . . . both to cancer. I wish you strength and peace to carry on and lead a happy and healthy family.
    With deepest sympathy,
    Trish

  494. Comment by KDAY | 08.5.2009 | 11:30 pm

    susan was an inspiration to us all. because of her we will all fight a little harder,

  495. Comment by m00se | 08.5.2009 | 11:31 pm

    Blessings to your family in these turbulent times. Her fight changed the way a lot of people looked at life, and that we can all FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

    I look up to you both. Be strong, friend.

  496. Comment by Fritz | 08.5.2009 | 11:32 pm

    Fatty, condolences to you and the rest of your family. You are in our thoughts here in NY.

  497. Comment by Bill F. | 08.5.2009 | 11:33 pm

    Elden,
    The one word that comes to mind is “courage”. I have been inspired by you, by Susan and by your kids. My heart is sad but my spirit is confident you will be with her again.

    Billy

  498. Comment by Liz A. | 08.5.2009 | 11:33 pm

    Deepest sympathies to you and your family. Hug your children close and know that Susan is no longer in pain. You have inspired so many.

  499. Comment by Pat | 08.5.2009 | 11:33 pm

    What can be said at a time like this? Please know that you and your family are in our prayers and in our thoughts. Your comments about Susan have made her an inspiration to all of us, and I hope you know what an example you have been of strength, and love through all the time I have been reading your blog. What a blessing for Susan to have a husband who so obviously loved and supported her and cared so tenderly for her. Give your children a kiss and hold them tight for me, and always keep their mom alive in their minds with lots of stories and memories of her. We send our love to you and your family.

  500. Comment by cyclechic | 08.5.2009 | 11:33 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Susan was strong until the end and her memory will live on forever through you and your children.

  501. Comment by Anonymous | 08.5.2009 | 11:33 pm

    With 486 comments there is probably nothing else to say but I wanted to let you know one more person found Susan and you to be in inspiration of really living life and of loving kindness to one another and everyone else. She left an amazing legacy of her family and will continue to bless the lives of others. That may not be any help now but may be later. I am sorry she is no longer here to walk the road with you.

  502. Comment by Scott Ferguson | 08.5.2009 | 11:34 pm

    I’m so sorry for you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you now.

  503. Comment by Sue W | 08.5.2009 | 11:35 pm

    I’m so sorry to hear about Susan’s passing. Elden, you and Susan are both winners. You both fought a good fight, and its up to the rest of us to keep fighting in Susan’s memory.

    FIGHT FOR SUSAN!

  504. Comment by FatJeff | 08.5.2009 | 11:35 pm

    Aloha oi Susan, your story touched many, and inspired more to the fight.

  505. Comment by Jeanie | 08.5.2009 | 11:36 pm

    My condolences to you and your family at this difficult time. May you be blessed in your time of need.

  506. Comment by Canadian Roadie | 08.5.2009 | 11:37 pm

    I am saddened and inspired. May your family provide the support you need. I am thinking of you.
    Andrea

  507. Comment by Brian. | 08.5.2009 | 11:38 pm

    God bless your courage and thank you for using you and susan’s story to bring even more attention to the need for a cure. My prayers are with you and your family.
    Never give up. Never surrender!

  508. Comment by Jan R. | 08.5.2009 | 11:39 pm

    Fatty,
    as I have told you before …
    I said the MiSherberach for Susan everyday.
    I will continue to say it for your family as you learn to walk this walk of life without her physically by your side.

    God Speed to Susan.
    May her memory be a blessing.
    Jan R.
    Oak Park, CA

  509. Comment by Janet | 08.5.2009 | 11:40 pm

    She is free, and whole and perfect again… Thank you Fatty, for sharing this time with all of us. Her legacy, and your amazing journey, will change the lives of many. Prayers from me to you and yours.

  510. Comment by Chaz | 08.5.2009 | 11:40 pm

    I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your children. My very best to all of you.

  511. Comment by Rob | 08.5.2009 | 11:42 pm

    You and yours are in my thoughts. I’m making a donation to Livestrong.com now in her memory.

  512. Comment by Terry | 08.5.2009 | 11:43 pm

    Our most sincere condolences. Susan’s fight has been an inspiration to many of us. Thank you for sharing so much of her spirit to so many.

  513. Comment by Stephen Waits | 08.5.2009 | 11:43 pm

    Thank you Susan. I never met you, but you and your family touched me. Thank you. Nobody could ever say you lost.

  514. Comment by John Stevenson | 08.5.2009 | 11:44 pm

    Elden

    Deepest sympathies from me and everyone at the Future bike krewe. You and your family are in our thoughts.

    John

  515. Comment by Amy | 08.5.2009 | 11:45 pm

    Susan is an inspiration, and her story will encourage us to not blow our chance to fight like her.

  516. Comment by adam | 08.5.2009 | 11:45 pm

    Fatty -

    The fight Susan put on 99.99% of us could never match. You’re in the 0.01%. Her fight will never end. It will live on in the spirit of those who knew her. It hurt when my girlfriend called and told me. She’s in a happier place now where this dreaded disease doesn’t exist & she doesn’t hurt anymore. She never lost. No one loses to cancer. Cancer loses to them, as every case makes us stronger at treating it and one step closer to a cure. Cancer can’t evolve. We can.

    Keep up the good fight, Fatty. You are a true gentleman, and you and your family have, and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers There’s lots of love in the universe being sent in your general direction.

  517. Comment by miss & stewOZ | 08.5.2009 | 11:48 pm

    We’re so sorry. We are only two of many, many people who are standing by you and your family. You have taught us all something very very valuable.

    Please take care and take time out for yourself as well.

  518. Comment by j-p | 08.5.2009 | 11:48 pm

    Fatty- you have verbalized a lot of the thoughts and feelings I have struggled to understand since my Dad passed last year. Thank you. The fight for Susan and against cancer will not lessen. My family will be praying for yours.

  519. Comment by MVSC | 08.5.2009 | 11:48 pm

    Heartbreaking and inspiring. My heartfelt condolences.

  520. Comment by Karin | 08.5.2009 | 11:49 pm

    My deepest condolences. I will be praying for you and your family… for a peace that defies understanding.

  521. Comment by Mal | 08.5.2009 | 11:52 pm

    My deepest sympathies to you and your kids. Thank you for the continuing inspiration.
    The fight against cancer will continue in Susan’s name

  522. Comment by Randy | 08.5.2009 | 11:53 pm

    I’m very sorry, Elden.

  523. Comment by Kingfisher412 | 08.5.2009 | 11:53 pm

    Susan was a fierce warrior who showed us how to fight with courage and grace. She is at peace now. May the love, compassion and tremendous admiration of your legions of readers across the globe enfold you, your children and family in comfort and peace.

  524. Comment by Doozyanner | 08.5.2009 | 11:54 pm

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  525. Comment by bill | 08.5.2009 | 11:54 pm

    My very sincere condolences to you, I am very proud to be riding in Philly on your team and wish you all the best. You done good.

  526. Comment by Kirsten | 08.5.2009 | 11:55 pm

    My prayers are with you and your family. May you be at peace knowing that she now is. Your wife is an inspiration to us all.

  527. Comment by Dave | 08.5.2009 | 11:55 pm

    Our thoughts are with you, Susan will not be forgotten and her influence will live on!

  528. Comment by Meaghan | 08.5.2009 | 11:56 pm

    Nothing I can say that hasn’t already been said. Thank you for being such a huge impact on the lives of so many. I think I’m going to call a few people and fix some relationships now…
    Thinking about you, and sending some major hugs to a truly inspiring family.

  529. Comment by Rita | 08.5.2009 | 11:56 pm

    Condolences to you and the family, Fatty. May Susan rest peacefully, having brought us all together by her lessons and yours. I’m so sorry she’s gone.

  530. Comment by BEEF | 08.5.2009 | 11:58 pm

    Mate,

    Just got into the office and heard the news about Susan.

    Tears in my eyes and that’s tough to admit for a guy like me…..

    My thoughts are with you, your friends and family.

    That was some fight Susan put up…..be very proud of that.

    Peace…….

  531. Comment by Jenn | 08.5.2009 | 11:58 pm

    By the way, Elden, I can spell and I know you aren’t Eldon. I just thought I would add that to my first comment, 2 hours and 250 comments later. Look at what a difference you and Susan have made. Thinking of you still…

  532. Comment by jenjen | 08.6.2009 | 12:00 am

    Oh Elden,
    I am so, so sorry. She was such an amazing person. So kind. Such a great artist. So selfless. So caring. Such a great mom. A wonderful writer. Funny. Smart. Optimistic. And such a quiet fighter. I will miss her so much.

    XOXO
    Jen

  533. Comment by Little1 | 08.6.2009 | 12:01 am

    There are no words… only tears for a person I never knew, a family I may never know but who I feel intricately connected to and love!

    Peace be with all of you

  534. Comment by Christine | 08.6.2009 | 12:01 am

    Elden:

    Many prayers have been offered on your behalf and will continue. You and Susan turned your experiences with a devastating disease into an opportunity to touch and bless the lives of many.

    From Gridley with love- Christine and family.

  535. Comment by Abby | 08.6.2009 | 12:02 am

    A life cut so short - and yet, so many of us still around can only dream of what you all have already achieved in so many aspects of your lives. Winners indeed……

    Deepest condolences Fatty, to you and your family. All our prayers here in Australia are with you.

  536. Comment by sday | 08.6.2009 | 12:06 am

    We pray for you. Your family is our inspiration. Susan is an angel. Thank you for teaching us how to live and love strong Susan. Our sincere condolences.

  537. Comment by Josh | 08.6.2009 | 12:06 am

    condolences from Omaha.

  538. Comment by Jim H | 08.6.2009 | 12:06 am

    I’ve been reading your blog for a couple months now. Your daily quest to find a little strength by getting away on a bike struck a chord. So did trading pulls with equipe Fat Cyclist in Seattle. You and Susan have a lot of friends.

    But your courage is the part that’s really kept us reading. Yours and your whole family’s. Courage is contagious and you’ve all had an incredible amount to give. You and Susan are still giving it. Even now. Unbelievable.

    Sincerest condolences from our entire family.

  539. Comment by Matt Gruenwald | 08.6.2009 | 12:06 am

    Eldon and Family, our thoughts and prayers go out to you. May Susan’s story be an inspiration to many, and may her spirit continue to give strength to those who feel weak.

    =====

    Now that I’m gone,
    remember me with a smile and laughter.
    And if you need to cry,
    cry with your brother or sister
    who walks in grief beside you.

    And when you need me,
    put your arms around anyone
    and give to them
    what you need to give to me.

    There are so many
    who need so much.
    I want to leave you something,
    something much better
    than words or sounds.

    Look for me
    in the people
    I’ve known and loved or helped
    in some special way.
    Let me live in your heart
    as well as your mind.

    You can love me most
    by letting your love
    reach out to our loved ones,
    by embracing them
    and living in their love.

    Love does not die,
    people do.
    So, when all that’s left of me is love,
    give me away as best you can.

    -Auther Unknown

  540. Comment by Sheri Bush | 08.6.2009 | 12:06 am

    Susan was a brave inspiring lady. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  541. Comment by Nick | 08.6.2009 | 12:07 am

    I’m very sorry to hear that Susan is gone. The strength that you both showed through her battle has been amazing, and through sharing that battle and inspiring others to join the fight against cancer, you have made the world a little better place. Your goal in starting Team Fatty, to give Susan a legacy, has been more than realized.

    Your family is in my prayers, and I hope it’s at least some comfort to see all the good that has come out of this ordeal.

    Rest in peace Susan

  542. Comment by Anonymous | 08.6.2009 | 12:09 am

    Sending my condolences and thinking of you…

  543. Comment by Barbara | 08.6.2009 | 12:09 am

    God bless you all.

  544. Comment by Joe D | 08.6.2009 | 12:10 am

    We’ll miss our sweet friend. Thank you Eldon for sharing your lives with us. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family. Joe & Susan

  545. Comment by Phil | 08.6.2009 | 12:11 am

    As others have said, there are not really any words that can be said at times like this, apart from my condolences. You and yours are in my thoughts.

  546. Comment by Laura H. | 08.6.2009 | 12:14 am

    Elden,

    Susan’s legacy will grow and thrive in your children, but it is in the original definition of the word “legacy” that the rest of us will find our inspiration…”a body of persons sent on a mission.”

    Fight Like Susan!

  547. Comment by Lucia | 08.6.2009 | 12:14 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. You are absolutely right, Susan has had a phenomenal impact on cancer fundraising, and is a personal inspiration to thousands and thousands. How many of us can say that after a lifetime? She will be missed, but we will push forward, fighting the good fight against cancer–prevention, diagnosis, and treatment. Susan’s life will save others.

  548. Comment by Chandi | 08.6.2009 | 12:15 am

    You and your family are in my thoughts.

  549. Comment by D.R. | 08.6.2009 | 12:15 am

    My condolences. I cannot imagine the loss.

  550. Comment by ian | 08.6.2009 | 12:15 am

    Shine on. You and your family have demonstrated an incredible amount of courage. I am grateful for everything you have communicated and shared with your readers. You must know we all owe you a large measure of what-it-means-to-a-part-of-this-world. Thank you for that spirit, Susan’s parents and Elden’s parents.

    We all ride together, shining on.

  551. Comment by Chris Hess | 08.6.2009 | 12:17 am

    Mate… my thoughts are with you and the kids. Susan, you and the kids are an inspiration for us all.

    Fight Like Susan! INDEED!

  552. Comment by Brian | 08.6.2009 | 12:17 am

    My most sincere condolences go out to you and your family. We will all keep fighting with the spirit that Susan has given us.

  553. Comment by Mary Eileen | 08.6.2009 | 12:18 am

    Deepest condolences from Montreal, Quebec, and Reno, Nevada…

  554. Comment by stuckinmypedals | 08.6.2009 | 12:19 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ll continue to pray for you and your family.

  555. Comment by Peter | 08.6.2009 | 12:19 am

    I’m so sorry to hear this.

  556. Comment by J. Karlik | 08.6.2009 | 12:20 am

    I also send my condolences. It is obvious that you and Susan had many many great friends.

    She is now with God, and I will pray for you and your boys.

    God bless and let’s end this terrible disease.

  557. Comment by Shaun from AUS | 08.6.2009 | 12:21 am

    I am so so sorry for you and your family. This is the saddest post ever. Susan is now at peace. Hope you can take strength from the thousands world wide whose thoughts are with you.

  558. Comment by Stuart | 08.6.2009 | 12:21 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time.

  559. Comment by Hoggy | 08.6.2009 | 12:23 am

    It has never felt weird or strange to well up with tears or openly cry about Susan or to be inspired about Susan’s (and Fatty’s) strength even considering they are 2 people I never really knew and will likely never meet. But I suspect many people following this blog the same. my condolonces to you and your family Eldon, and long may the fight continue.

  560. Comment by laineyme | 08.6.2009 | 12:27 am

    My Heart goes out to you, your children and your family during this difficult time.
    May Susan’s fighting spirit and passion lend you all strength.
    Rest in peace Susan with the knowledge that the fight you started will be continued by the thousands that you have inspired and touched

  561. Comment by Kris | 08.6.2009 | 12:28 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family. Susan taught all of us how to WIN. May we fight on in her memory.

  562. Comment by Bisso | 08.6.2009 | 12:29 am

    Fatty,

    Like everyone i hope that in some way our few heart-felt words remind you and will always remind you of the joy and inspiration your whole family has given to us, your friends from all over the world.

    You have suffered and lost like so many of us have suffered and lost loved ones. some of us are lucky and have friends and family that, in time, help us get through the pain and the loss.

    Thank you for sharing the roller-coaster you have been riding. The way you have dealt with everything that has been thrown at you both is nothing short of amazing. Truly, truly inspirational and i feel honoured you have allowed us to be a part of it all.

    A beer tonight and a ride tomorrow in your honour.

  563. Comment by Jeannette Beckerdite | 08.6.2009 | 12:29 am

    I cannot express in words how sorry I am for you and your family. You are all in my prayers. Susan was a fighter, and I hope that I can live up to that same example.

  564. Comment by MIke | 08.6.2009 | 12:34 am

    so sorry for you and the family. Sending love to you all from the UK.

  565. Comment by Amanda Howell | 08.6.2009 | 12:35 am

    I am so very sorry….You and your family are in my prayers. I cannot imagine the pain you all are experiencing. So so sorry….

  566. Comment by Clericeric | 08.6.2009 | 12:41 am

    You and Susan are an inspiration to me, and will continue to be so. Thank you for sharing your lives, and your battles with all of us in the blogosphere. You and your family are in my prayers tonight and in the days to come.

  567. Comment by Tiff | 08.6.2009 | 12:41 am

    I hope that in some tiny way it helps you & your family to know that Susan is honored by so many people across the world. We didn’t know her like you, but we can join in saying that she was a very special human being, an inspiration.

    Fatty, you said Susan “showed the rest of us how to fight: with determination, focus, creativity, and outrageous endurance.” Well I just want to add that you have showed the rest of us how to love: with determination, focus, creativity & outrageous endurance. Thank you for demonstrating love like that.

    My heartfelt thoughts & prayers go out to you and your children. I’ll be praying for you all in the days/weeks/months ahead. May we all live our lives well & love like you & fight like Susan.

  568. Comment by Yukirin Boy | 08.6.2009 | 12:43 am

    my sincerest condolences to you and your family from Tokyo, Japan. Susan inspired us all.

  569. Comment by bobbieh | 08.6.2009 | 12:44 am

    WIN Susan ~

  570. Comment by Shiva | 08.6.2009 | 12:44 am

    Our deepest condolences. You and your family are in our prayers.

  571. Comment by jim | 08.6.2009 | 12:44 am

    I can not say anything at all to help, but did want you to know I am thinking of you and Susan. I am deeply sorry that I can not do more.

    You are right she (and you) have inspired so many. Keep up the good work.

    Thank you,

    jim

  572. Comment by BuzzLiteBoy | 08.6.2009 | 12:45 am

    Peace to you and your family.

  573. Comment by The Martin's | 08.6.2009 | 12:53 am

    I have only been reading for a month and I feel so blessed to have found you and thank you to your family for sharing your story. You are amazing people and I am sure that I can never know your pain. You have been so selfless to help others while fighting thru your own battles…what an inspiring family you are…peace and love be with you all.

  574. Comment by Shawn in socal | 08.6.2009 | 12:53 am

    I am so sorry for your loss fatty. I have been a long time lurker and you and Susan have been an inspiration. My thoughts are with your family.

  575. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 12:56 am

    I don’t have the words. So sorry.

  576. Comment by Tom | 08.6.2009 | 12:58 am

    I’m not ashamed to say I cried when I heard the news.
    But your blog and susan’s inspirational struggle
    has encouraged over 500+ people to join Team Fatty, and you have touched thousands and thousands of readers.
    I will be fighting like susan, doing all I can to help raise awareness and funds for the fight against cancer.
    This is her legacy: an army of fighters.

  577. Comment by Minx | 08.6.2009 | 12:58 am

    Susan has been - and will be forever an inspiration to us all. I have quietly ridden my bike for her many times over the past year and will do so again today. My love to you and your family.

  578. Comment by Tim | 08.6.2009 | 1:03 am

    My sincere condolences.

  579. Comment by Scott S | 08.6.2009 | 1:07 am

    My condolences to you and your family, Elden. Please know that you and Susan are both HUGE inspirations to many of us!

  580. Comment by dwb | 08.6.2009 | 1:10 am

    Sept. 24, 1996 4:05 p.m. edt I lost my father to multiple myeloma. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  581. Comment by Arizona | 08.6.2009 | 1:12 am

    Families can be together forever. Our prayers are with you. We are so sorry.

  582. Comment by eliel | 08.6.2009 | 1:15 am

    I’m so sorry fatty. My deepest condolences. Susan will always be in our hearts. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. *hugs*

  583. Comment by Grayduncs | 08.6.2009 | 1:16 am

    There can not be a reader of this blog who has not been awed, humbled and inspired by the experience of Susan, yourself and your family. This is not the time to measure your achievements or consider how to take them forwards but they should be acknowledged.

    My condolences to you and your family, my thoughts are with you.

  584. Comment by Beej | 08.6.2009 | 1:16 am

    I don’t know what to say. My thoughts are with you and yours.

  585. Comment by Beth | 08.6.2009 | 1:17 am

    You and your family have my heartfelt sympathy. Susan has my deep admiration. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us.

  586. Comment by Gordon & Heidi | 08.6.2009 | 1:18 am

    We are so sorry for your loss. You have been a great example of how to fight cancer with passion, love, and hope. Our continued prayers are with your family and we celebrate Susan’s life with you.

  587. Comment by psychorider | 08.6.2009 | 1:20 am

    So sorry to hear. Thank you so much for sharing your story and Susan’s story with us, including so many personal and inspiring moments. I was led to your blog by my friend SBJ about a year ago. I have enjoyed reading your blog and your story and your fight. Sadly now it’s up to you to fight on your own, and with your children. You and Susan are an inspiration to so many, and may you and Susan continue to inspire generations to come.

  588. Comment by Dave | 08.6.2009 | 1:22 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time. You are all inspirational.

  589. Comment by T | 08.6.2009 | 1:23 am

    I’ve been following Susan’s battle through your blog for some time and to read how she fought that awful disease was truely inspiring. I’m so so sorry for your loss.

    My thoughts go to you and your family.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  590. Comment by tyler | 08.6.2009 | 1:25 am

    win susan!

  591. Comment by Heather | 08.6.2009 | 1:27 am

    I will carry her fighting spirit with me as I continue on in my own journey. May you and your family’s celebration of Susan’s life coninue to inspire, incite, ignite.

  592. Comment by Lindy | 08.6.2009 | 1:28 am

    Deepest sympathies to you and your family. You have inspired so many.

  593. Comment by Jo, UK | 08.6.2009 | 1:28 am

    So very sorry for your loss.

  594. Comment by Judy | 08.6.2009 | 1:29 am

    I am sorry to hear of your loss. My thouhgts are with you and you family at this difficult time.
    Susan’s strength was an inspiration even towards the end.
    Take care and please continue with the blog.
    With love xxx

  595. Comment by Vet Sculler | 08.6.2009 | 1:30 am

    Elden

    I’m so, so sorry for your loss. I was thinking of you on my ride in to work this morning (proudly sporting my 2009 FC shorts), and the fact that Team Fatty is truly global; that’s a hell of a memorial for Susan.

    My love to you and the kids

    Paul W
    London UK

  596. Comment by Kristy | 08.6.2009 | 1:31 am

    Although I have never met you or Susan in person, I feel like I know you from following your blog for over a year now. Thank you for sharing your battle with us. We will continue to fight this terrible disease. Love and prayers.

  597. Comment by KatieA978 | 08.6.2009 | 1:31 am

    So much love for you and the entire family.

    Susan IS an inspiration to everyone, and you have both touched so many people with your heartfelt words and stories of love, family, community and courage.

    You’ve created a community of people wanting to win a war against cancer, and together we can do our damnedest to beat it.

    We all want to fight like Susan.

    Love,
    Katie

  598. Comment by Praveen D V | 08.6.2009 | 1:32 am

    My deepest condolences and praying for you and your family.

  599. Comment by Greg Hayes | 08.6.2009 | 1:33 am

    Heard about you and your family through Lance Armstrong, this is my first post and I am so sorry that it is to give you my condolences.

    Sending thoughts and prayers from London.

    GH

  600. Comment by Hillphobic | 08.6.2009 | 1:34 am

    We’re so sorry, Elden.

    We’ve all come to know Susan from reading your blog and will miss her greatly now. Her fight against this terrible disease was truly inspirational - as well as gut-wrenching and tragic. Lean on your extended family and friends for support in the coming weeks and take special care of those four little kids.

    Our thoughts are with you now. We’ll keep on fighting like Susan down here in Australia.

  601. Comment by dr_robert | 08.6.2009 | 1:35 am

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  602. Comment by Ows | 08.6.2009 | 1:36 am

    Sincerest condolences to you and your family, Elden.
    This blog is an inspiration to me and, by the looks of things, thousands of others.
    I wish you the strength to forge ahead, and I shall remember Susan for the courage she showed.

    Millay says it best:

    My candle burns at both ends;
    It will not last the night;
    But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends;
    It gives a lovely light!

  603. Comment by Shiffon | 08.6.2009 | 1:39 am

    As soon as I saw the blog title today before the site fully loaded I knew, and I cried.
    You and Susan have offered me the experience to see how awful cancer is. I’ve never had personal contact with the disease, but now I now that you, your family and most of all Susan are as close in my heart and my prays as my own family.

    Your loss, is our loss. We all fight together.
    I send you love, peace and rest.

    Shiffon, Sydney Australia.

  604. Comment by Dave | 08.6.2009 | 1:40 am

    Condolences from the southern tip of Africa. You are in our thoughts.

  605. Comment by AJ | 08.6.2009 | 1:41 am

    You have been inspirational in everything you have written and done. Your humanity and compassion has shone through.

    I’ll ride hard for you and your family when I ride4life in two weeks in Ireland.

    We will continue to Fight like Susan,

    Livestrong
    AJ (Devon, UK)

  606. Comment by col | 08.6.2009 | 1:45 am

    I am very sorry for your loss, Condolences from Ireland.

  607. Comment by James | 08.6.2009 | 1:47 am

    Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, Fatty.

  608. Comment by Dave Shephard UK | 08.6.2009 | 1:48 am

    Really sorry and saddened to hear the news about Susan. Reading your blog made realise I need to be grateful everyday for what I have - and that the trivial things that ’stress’ me from day to day are just that… trivial. Be strong.

    Dave S (UK)

  609. Comment by Mike D | 08.6.2009 | 1:51 am

    Thinking about you brother…

  610. Comment by Ingrid | 08.6.2009 | 1:51 am

    Elden, now you are a survivor, as is my husband, he too helped his wife of 22 years, fight and die from Non Hodgkins Lymphoma in 2001. I shared your story with him, he knows intimately, the pain of the experience you & your family are going through. He is an incredible man, with 2 great sons who are men now. I see them as survivors of cancer, as you and your family are. I am so blessed that Ben and I found each other. I too know disease, MS is my battle and Ben chose to be with me knowing what I am living with, he is right back in the thick of illness, supporting me as we fight to live stronger every day. Thank you for the video “JOY” I used to ride the same trail and many others in the Wasatch. It brought goosebumps and helped me acutely remember that pure joy. Thank you for your honesty and willingness to share your life with the world. It inspires me to say” I can do this”, I can try harder, I am not a victim, I can be stronger. live in each moment, live with love. Ride your Best in the leadville, just do it. Thank you. Go well Be safe

  611. Comment by Sam | 08.6.2009 | 1:52 am

    There is little that I can say that has not already been said. May I join the chorus of voices giving condolences and love to you and your family.

    Thank you for sharing Susan’s story with us, she will go on to inspire so many people!

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!

  612. Comment by Sean | 08.6.2009 | 1:54 am

    Deepest sympathy to you and your family from here in Los Angeles. Very sorry for your loss Fatty.

  613. Comment by Tom | 08.6.2009 | 1:56 am

    so sorry to hear the news, thoughts from England to you and your family. FLS.

  614. Comment by Phil B | 08.6.2009 | 1:57 am

    Very sorry to hear Susan passed away last night, my thoughts and wishes are with you.
    PB

  615. Comment by ricky | 08.6.2009 | 1:58 am

    our our thoughts and prayers are with you. stay strong.

  616. Comment by Rob | 08.6.2009 | 1:59 am

    Eldon, so so sorry for your loss!!

    In the short time that I have followed Susan’s story I have been inspired and amazed in equal amounts. What a woman!!!!

    The courage that you have shown is truly astounding!!!

    As soon as I heard your news my heart sank. It cant be real!!!!!

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

    Rob
    England

  617. Comment by Phill | 08.6.2009 | 2:04 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  618. Comment by sarah | 08.6.2009 | 2:08 am

    i’m so sorry.

    please take good care of yourself.

    love to your family from california.

  619. Comment by Joe | 08.6.2009 | 2:09 am

    Thinking of you and your family. Through your blog, I feel like I’ve come to know you and share your loss.

  620. Comment by Wanderer | 08.6.2009 | 2:12 am

    Never forget, never give up. My deepest and most sincere condolences to you and your family. Keep your head up! FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!
    Tom - Portland, OR

  621. Comment by Mattyboy UK | 08.6.2009 | 2:14 am

    Thinking of you Fatty and your family.

    You’ve inspired us all to fight cancer in anyway we can, thanks for being able to share it via your blog.

    Blue Skies, Elden, blue skies.

  622. Comment by Eric D | 08.6.2009 | 2:15 am

    Quiet yet fierce in battle, Susan will live on and be missed! Eldon, you and your family are an inspiration and example to us all. FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!

  623. Comment by mtbcat | 08.6.2009 | 2:16 am

    Truly sorry to hear about your loss - condolences to you and your family.

  624. Comment by ~Kristi | 08.6.2009 | 2:17 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I hope Susan is at peace and also that you and your the kids will find some peace.

  625. Comment by bsugi | 08.6.2009 | 2:20 am

    I always feared seeing this post, but I know Susan is in a far better place smiling down on all of us. Thinking of you and your family.
    Sending lots of hugs to you
    Take care!
    -bsugi

  626. Comment by Fuzzy | 08.6.2009 | 2:23 am

    Elden,

    I’m so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

    Susan isn’t gone- she is with you always. Every time you think of her, she is in the room. Every time you see your children, you are seeing part of Susan. She will be with you forever, still inspiring and fighting.

    Luv ‘n Stuff
    Fuzzy from the UK

  627. Comment by Misbehavious | 08.6.2009 | 2:26 am

    I never met Susan, but she has inspired me to raise even more money for cancer related charities and in particular Marie Curie Cancer Care so that the terminally ill and their families get the support they need.

    RIP Susan

  628. Comment by Jeff Jones | 08.6.2009 | 2:29 am

    Elden,

    I’ll echo what John Stevenson said: we’re all very sad to hear of Susan’s passing. Absolutely gutted for you.

    But your fight has been and remains inspirational.

    Jeff

  629. Comment by Candice Flores | 08.6.2009 | 2:30 am

    oh, Elden…I’ve been checking this site a number of times each day, more and more concerned, and when there were no new entries I kept thinking…oh, please, no…you and Susan were in my thoughts all day today…and will be for many, many days to come.

  630. Comment by Alicia | 08.6.2009 | 2:32 am

    A Spanish writer said once “Since we can’t make life longer, let’s concentrate in making it wider” I think Susan lived a wide deep life and you guys should be proud of that. I’m really sorry for your loss

  631. Comment by Gary Lake | 08.6.2009 | 2:35 am

    Susan’s fight has been nothing short of heroic! I guess I was always prepared for this post everytime I logged on, ironically I still couldn’t believe my eyes when I eventually saw it.

    You’ve both been an inspiration in what it means to be strong, my thoughts are with you buddy!

  632. Comment by Russ | 08.6.2009 | 2:35 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I stand ready to continue the fight.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!

  633. Comment by Jaana | 08.6.2009 | 2:36 am

    I found your blog through Pioneer Woman and want you to know that both you and Susan inspired me greatly. Praying for peace for you and yours tonight. God bless you all.

  634. Comment by Dave | 08.6.2009 | 2:37 am

    As one who has read of Susan’s spirit in your ever-supportive posts, I’m sure she’s proud of your achievements and thankful she had such a great husband.

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  635. Comment by Patty | 08.6.2009 | 2:38 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your children and all who loved Susan.

    Patty - Greeneville,TN

  636. Comment by Terri | 08.6.2009 | 2:39 am

    I’m so sorry…love to you and your family.

  637. Comment by James Gillies | 08.6.2009 | 2:40 am

    You are both an inspiration!

    James, UK

  638. Comment by Conor | 08.6.2009 | 2:46 am

    Begin Again

    Begin again to the summoning birds
    to the sight of light at the window,
    begin to the roar of morning traffic all along Pembroke Road.
    Every beginning is a promise born in light
    and dying in dark determination
    and exaltation of springtime flowering
    the way to work.
    Begin to the pageant of queuing girls
    the arrogant loneliness of swans in the canal bridges linking the past and the future
    old friends passing though with us still.
    Begin to the loneliness that cannot end since it perhaps is what makes us begin,
    begin to wonder at unknown faces at crying birds in the sudden rain at branches stark in the willing sunlight at seagulls foraging for bread at couples sharing a sunny secret alone together while making good.
    Though we live in a world that dreams of ending
    that always seems about to give in
    something that will not acknowledge conclusion insists that we forever begin.

    Brendan Kennelly (1936- )

    Peace to all of you.

  639. Comment by Onan the Barbarian | 08.6.2009 | 2:46 am

    As so many others have said here, I’m so sorry for your loss.

  640. Comment by Ant | 08.6.2009 | 2:48 am

    Elden, so much has been said and every word of it is meant.

    Your lovely wife Susan, through you, has inspired I suspect hundreds of thousands of people to donate, raise money, raise awareness, spread the word, and get serious about fighting cancer.

    Not to mention inspiring hundreds of thousands of people to get out and ride their bikes.

    When I’m riding single trail in the middle of nowhere, and the only person that I come across tells me that they have a FC jersey the same as mine, that tells me how far the word has spread.

    An amazing woman who will be greatly honoured, and greatly missed.

    We’ll all continue the fight with you - and I certainly hope that you can continue leading the fight.

  641. Comment by flossy | 08.6.2009 | 2:49 am

    Our deepest condolences to you and your family. Mourn Susan’s passing and celebrate her life. You and Susan are both an inspiration. Our thoughts are with you and your children

  642. Comment by Jake | 08.6.2009 | 2:52 am

    That is truly awful news, My deepest condolences to you and your family.

    Keep up with the campaigning you will make a difference!

  643. Comment by A PW Reader | 08.6.2009 | 2:53 am

    My prayers go out. Thank you for allowing us to be there with you and your family!

  644. Comment by Johan | 08.6.2009 | 2:57 am

    So very sorry for your loss. Continue to inspire.

    Johan
    South Africa

  645. Comment by conor | 08.6.2009 | 2:57 am

    Heart felt condolences to you and your family. Remain strong and be proud of what both Susan and yourself have achieved in the fight against cancer.

    Conor

  646. Comment by Linda | 08.6.2009 | 2:58 am

    Grace and peace to all of you. Susan showed us all how to fight, you’re right, Elden. How to fight with dignity and gritty determination and grace. What a legacy for your children.

  647. Comment by Patricia Woodruff | 08.6.2009 | 3:00 am

    You came into my life at a time a family member had been given a cancer diagnosis. Your family seems close to me now. Thank you for sharing and helping so many others by giving us Susan. Hugs from Sarasota.

  648. Comment by Nev | 08.6.2009 | 3:00 am

    Only recently found your blog, but I’m so sad to hear this news. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

  649. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 3:01 am

    Elden,

    You should be so proud of Susan for inspiring you and equally we are proud of you for inspiring us.

    A lot of us have been touched by cancer through family and friends but your words eloquent and insightful have done so much.

    Susan RIP.

  650. Comment by Amanda | 08.6.2009 | 3:03 am

    I am so sorry. My prayers are with you and your family.

  651. Comment by Jeremy | 08.6.2009 | 3:07 am

    I never realized that reading so few words could make me so sad.

    Though I do not know you or your family, I express my deepest condolences and prayer. I hope that in some small way Susan’s death will inspire others to fight cancer even harder and that will be her immortal legacy.

  652. Comment by Hamish A | 08.6.2009 | 3:07 am

    There’s nothing I can possibly add that hasn’t already been said. Susan is truly an inspiration in this fight and we’ll carry it on in her name. We will win.

    I’m so terribly sorry for all of you. Prayers & love coming your way.

    Stay Strong.

  653. Comment by Jeremy | 08.6.2009 | 3:10 am

    So sorry to hear about your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  654. Comment by Andrew Newman | 08.6.2009 | 3:11 am

    I am so sorry. You, Susan, and your family are an inspiration.

  655. Comment by Jon Burns | 08.6.2009 | 3:13 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  656. Comment by Steve | 08.6.2009 | 3:14 am

    Do not stand at my grave and weep,
    I am not there, I do not sleep.
    I am in a thousand winds that blow,
    I am the softly falling snow.
    I am the gentle showers of rain,
    I am the fields of ripening grain.
    I am in the morning hush,
    I am in the graceful rush
    Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
    I am the starshine of the night.
    I am in the flowers that bloom,
    I am in a quiet room.
    I am in the birds that sing,
    I am in each lovely thing.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there. I do not die.

    Mary Elizabeth Frye.

  657. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 3:14 am

    I hope and trust you and your children have the strength to overcome this. Thank you for sharing your moving story, it’s an inspiration on many levels.

    Mike,
    Amsterdam

  658. Comment by Chris | 08.6.2009 | 3:16 am

    I agree with you. I hate it when people say a battle with cancer is lost.

    God’s speed to you all. Continue to blaze the way you have. Susan will livestrong forever in us all. Take care.

  659. Comment by Paul Ruffy | 08.6.2009 | 3:18 am

    God Bless.
    A shining light in the fight against cancer.

  660. Comment by ekimq | 08.6.2009 | 3:24 am

    Susan will live on in thousands of hearts. Her legacy will reach wider than she could ever have hoped. She will bring joy to many who will never even hear her name.

    That is no comfort to you today; it will be small comfort in the coming days, but it will be a huge source of pride in the years which lie ahead.

    Thank you Elden (and your family too), you have brought us all the zest and a little of your pain. Hopefully we can all take some of your burden.

    You, Susan and the family are in our prayers.

  661. Comment by sherri | 08.6.2009 | 3:25 am

    So sorry. Hope you and your family can find peace.

  662. Comment by Jo | 08.6.2009 | 3:27 am

    The courage that you and Susan have shown in such difficult times is an amazing inspiration and incredible legacy.

    That you have had the strength to share your journey will no doubt support and help countless others both now and in the future.

    My greatest sympathies to you and the family.

    Jo
    UK

  663. Comment by Luis vasconcelos | 08.6.2009 | 3:27 am

    How I have deen dreading to type your site adress every morning. The news would surely came but I believed that maybe it would not happen, not if I typed real gentle, like when you cycle up a mountain in order not to wake the mountain up…
    It happened, Susan has escaped the peloton and will lead us now, just like she has in the last months. I will try to follow.
    My deepest simpathies from Portugal

  664. Comment by Connie | 08.6.2009 | 3:30 am

    Elden: You have created a huge community of people who are here to surround you and your family with love, caring and support. I hope you feel it, because you have given and continue to give so much to all of us. You inspire each of us to live our best possible life. Thank you. Please wrap your family in our loving arms for comfort. We are all here for you as you have been for us. Fight like Susan. She has taught us all and will continue.

  665. Comment by sdj | 08.6.2009 | 3:31 am

    Deepest sympathies from England. You inspire many across The Pond too. Continue the great work.

  666. Comment by Freedom | 08.6.2009 | 3:35 am

    LOVE

  667. Comment by danielle | 08.6.2009 | 3:35 am

    Our thoughts are with you and your family. You and Susan have been an inspiration…

  668. Comment by MiSzA | 08.6.2009 | 3:37 am

    My deepest and sincere…

  669. Comment by Helen | 08.6.2009 | 3:37 am

    I’m so sorry. You have both been an inspiration to us all, and will continue to be.

  670. Comment by WKF | 08.6.2009 | 3:37 am

    God Bless you all.

  671. Comment by James | 08.6.2009 | 3:40 am

    You and Susan have inspired us all. I’ll never forget. Peace to Susan, you and your family.

  672. Comment by Sarah | 08.6.2009 | 3:46 am

    It has already been said by so many people here and again, I have been so touched and inspired by reading your blog. I hope you can find some strength from the huge amount of support and love coming to you from all over the world as I know many others will find strength from reading your blog. Thank you for sharing with us and my deepest sympathies to you and your family.
    Sarah
    UK

  673. Comment by william | 08.6.2009 | 3:47 am

    I am very sorry to hear that. You inspire me with how you have kept going through this and kept your family together.
    My thoughts are with you all

    William

  674. Comment by Shadowduck | 08.6.2009 | 3:50 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family. *hug*

  675. Comment by Shane Emmons | 08.6.2009 | 3:51 am

    Our thoughts are with you. You and Susan are an inspiration to hundreds.

  676. Comment by Tony Tennant | 08.6.2009 | 3:52 am

    Elden and Families, rest your hearts in the Grace & His peace you so deserve, know you are Loved, and cared for by many… as One, being watched over.
    She is with the Lamb now. SO sorry for your pain and wishing you love and blessings.. God speed!!

    We can’t all ride the same trail but we do carry you with us.

    Much Comfort & Solice

    Birds Fort, Tejas

  677. Comment by Randy | 08.6.2009 | 3:52 am

    Very Very sorry for your loss.

  678. Comment by Eric Pilsk | 08.6.2009 | 3:55 am

    This is the blog entry I have so never wanted to see. You both have and I think always will inspire me to fight, to think and to do. Go in peace.

  679. Comment by Ingrid | 08.6.2009 | 3:55 am

    If it is true what they say that you are not really dead until you ar truly forgotten then Susan will continue to be with us in spirit for a very long time.
    For me you both have given the battle against cancer a face. Thank you for that.
    I will wear Susan’s bracelet with even more respect and honor.
    Wishing you all the strenght you will need, now and in every other difficult moment in the future.
    Ingrid, Netherlands

  680. Comment by Gabriel | 08.6.2009 | 3:56 am

    My thoughts are with you, Susan and your family – at least the people that loved her and she loved were there right up until the end.

    Gabriel

  681. Comment by Frank & Mer | 08.6.2009 | 3:56 am

    Our thoughts are with you and your family. May Susan rest in peace.

  682. Comment by eandjmum | 08.6.2009 | 4:01 am

    Remember the good times… celebrate Susan’s life… you are an inspiration - like Susan

  683. Comment by John Lamar | 08.6.2009 | 4:03 am

    Susan’s and your courage have turned adversity into victory against this horrible disease. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  684. Comment by Louize | 08.6.2009 | 4:03 am

    So sorry to hear the news :(

  685. Comment by Michelle | 08.6.2009 | 4:04 am

    I am very sorry for your loss Elden. God Bless you and your family at this time. Your blog has been such an inspiration to us all in so many ways. I feel as though we’ve all lost a friend, but at the same time she is no longer suffering. Fight Like Susan! Peace to you and your children.

  686. Comment by Richie | 08.6.2009 | 4:05 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May Susan rest in peace.

  687. Comment by Jeremy | 08.6.2009 | 4:07 am

    Prayers go out to Susan and your family. The number of responses above is a testament to the good works you’ve done in her memory.

  688. Comment by Bragger | 08.6.2009 | 4:07 am

    Susan’s fight is over, but ours goes on. May she rest in peace, and may you and your children cherish her memories. God bless you.

  689. Comment by Francesca | 08.6.2009 | 4:09 am

    Sincere condolences to you and your family. May Susan rest in peace.

  690. Comment by Kevin | 08.6.2009 | 4:10 am

    So sad to hear the news, but inspired by the courage you and Susan showed. Heartfelt best wishes.

  691. Comment by Si | 08.6.2009 | 4:14 am

    You inspired me to start my own website about mountain biking and I’ve always found your site to be a real inspiration. I remember when you first broke the news about Susan’s fight. My heart nearly jumped out of my chest when I read it and since that day I’ve found myself regularly thinking about you and your family. You’ve all been so incredibly strong for each other. May Susan rest in peace.

    Sympathies from the UK.

  692. Comment by Saso | 08.6.2009 | 4:15 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. I wish you a lot of strength.

  693. Comment by Robb Sutton | 08.6.2009 | 4:16 am

    She is now in a better place and pain free. You guys have taken a terrible situation and turned it into hope for others. That takes a lot of strength and courage. My deepest condolences and prayers for you and your family.

  694. Comment by Albert | 08.6.2009 | 4:16 am

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you are your family.

  695. Comment by jim | 08.6.2009 | 4:17 am

    Our deepest condolences to you and yours. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and add to your strength.

  696. Comment by JP Miller | 08.6.2009 | 4:18 am

    Elden-

    Win Susan. You have been and continue to be an inspiration to so many through her fight and your own.

  697. Comment by Tony | 08.6.2009 | 4:20 am

    I have followed you and Susans Ordeal through your blog for quite a time. Have Peace, and be well. May God be with you and your family. Rest assured your readers all mourn with you.

  698. Comment by ToddBS | 08.6.2009 | 4:22 am

    Such a tragic loss, even when you knew it would happen. You’ve already shown yourself more than strong enough to continue the fight though. I think your kids have benefited from that strength, and will continue to do so. Best wishes.

  699. Comment by mofembot in france | 08.6.2009 | 4:25 am

    You don’t know me, and this is the first time I’ve come to this website, having been directed here via a DailyKos diary. Please accept my sincere condolences on your loss, and my thanks for your channeling your grief to helping fight against such a cruel disease.

    More than two years ago, we lost our 15-year-old nephew to a form of cancer that, by rights, he should have only gotten past the age of 40 after smoking his entire life. After 11 months of treatment, including surgery to remove most of his tongue, and then another one to replace a bone in his arm dissolved by a tumor, my nephew died relatively peacefully surrounded by his immediate family.

    He and they were lucky to have a good health insurance plan and a huge amount of support from extended family, friends, and (once my nephew’s story started circulating) very kind strangers. After his funeral, I thought about the many, many people in America who were struggling with serious, life-threatening illness, and who had neither the informal support structure my nephew had, nor comprehensive health insurance and treatment. For some, their loved ones will die and not only are they left bereft, but they are left facing complete financial ruin. It should not be this way in America.

    I contribute to my nephew’s memorial team in the annual Race for Life held in his home town, so I will not be participating in the drawing for that lovely bike. (As I live in France, both the shipping and the customs fees would be daunting.) But I thank you again for being proactively engaged in finding a cure for the dreadful illness that took your wife.

    Peace and consolation to you, your sons, and to all who loved Susan.

  700. Comment by Donna | 08.6.2009 | 4:26 am

    My prayers go our for you and your children and for wonderful Susan, who is now at peace. Bless you all for your courage, spirit, determination and love.

  701. Comment by Shiny Flu | 08.6.2009 | 4:29 am

    I will never forget. Susan, your family and yourself are an inspiration. I’m so sorry

  702. Comment by Petit Chévre | 08.6.2009 | 4:32 am

    My deepest sympathies. We have never met, nor even conversed but I consider you a friend because of your writing, because of the struggle you shared with us all.

    My prayers go out to you and your family.

    Peace

  703. Comment by gail | 08.6.2009 | 4:34 am

    What a wonderful example Susan has given her family and all of us, with countless lessons for how to live our lives right to the end. She is in every way a winner. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time.

  704. Comment by Leigh | 08.6.2009 | 4:35 am

    I am very sorry for your loss. My heart and prayers go out to you and your children.

  705. Comment by Surly Dave | 08.6.2009 | 4:36 am

    Sorry to hear it. My sympathies to you and your family. Susan’s courage, and yours, in the face of this evil disease has been an inspiration.

  706. Comment by Matthew Allen | 08.6.2009 | 4:38 am

    I’m so sorry Fatty. May she rest in peace.

    Matthew

  707. Comment by Sherri | 08.6.2009 | 4:38 am

    My deepest sympathies are with you and your family at this very difficult time. God Bless you and “live strong”, knowing what wonderful things you had and how her legacy will continue on through you.

  708. Comment by Jacqui | 08.6.2009 | 4:42 am

    All condolences to you and the family. My thoughts are with you, as I was in that place a week ago myself.

    Thanks for the blog, be strong, FIGHT

  709. Comment by Phil | 08.6.2009 | 4:44 am

    Thank you for sharing Susan’s fight with Cancer. I will be praying for you in coming days.

  710. Comment by Matty | 08.6.2009 | 4:44 am

    Elden

    my thoughts are with you and you family at this time of loss.

    I am currently recovering from a cycling accident, having come off and fractured my pelvis. However with time on my hands I was able to find this site through Lance Armstrong. So much of life is about perspective. Having read of some of the experiences of you and your family, I have a new perspective about my own situation.

    Hopefully I will return to my bike and regain my fitness. This will be a new challenge. Those first rides back on my bike will be for you all. You remain in my thoughts.

    Matty - Hertfordshire - UK

  711. Comment by Leah | 08.6.2009 | 4:45 am

    Please know your family will be in my prayers. ((((hugs)))

  712. Comment by sapie | 08.6.2009 | 4:46 am

    Yesterday I bought a LHT frame to build up. Today I decided to call her Susan. We love you Elden.

  713. Comment by Kali Durga | 08.6.2009 | 4:48 am

    I’m so sorry, Elden.

    In going through the absolute worst anyone could imagine, both you and Susan brought out the best in each other and many, many other people. I’m so glad that you had so much of your family with you when this finally happened. The love you all have for each other has been obvious throughout this blog and it’s what will carry you through.

    May the memory of Susan live on.

  714. Comment by Hospice RN too | 08.6.2009 | 4:51 am

    There are no words to make the pain go away now. I have unfortunately been expecting this post, but was sad to see it today-my heart dropped. How amazing you, Susan, and your family have been and will be in the future!

    My thougths and prayers are with you and your family.

  715. Comment by Leslie | 08.6.2009 | 4:51 am

    May the peace that passes all understanding be with you and your family. Susan has been such an inspiration, AS HAVE YOU. You’ll never know how many people you’ve touched, but please take a moment and feel all of us there, at your back, supporting you. I’m so sorry for your loss, and thankful for Susan’s life.

  716. Comment by Dan | 08.6.2009 | 4:52 am

    Susan and you have touched so many lives for the better. We love you man.

  717. Comment by TB | 08.6.2009 | 4:53 am

    Sympathies from Whitinsville, MA. Praying for you and your family.

  718. Comment by Jason | 08.6.2009 | 4:53 am

    F*ck Cancer. Remember, always.

  719. Comment by Rox | 08.6.2009 | 4:53 am

    I’m so sorry to hear this. She does inspire all of us and you and your family inspire us too. Hang tough, stay strong and know that we all love you.

  720. Comment by fbr | 08.6.2009 | 4:54 am

    So sorry for all the pain, my prayers are with you.

  721. Comment by Annalisa | 08.6.2009 | 4:54 am

    Elden (Fatty),

    I’m so very sorry. I’ve been afraid to open your blog the past week because I knew that it was impending and felt so helpless. Then I thought of Susan and of her huge fight and your fight and helpless just doesn’t fit into that equation. I’m in the Netherlands but will fight cancer here with Susan at the helm. I was a cyclist in the early to mid ’80’s (road) and love to follow your blog and your fight. Please accept my condolences and I wish you strength in the coming time which you will need to adjust. But Susan will always be there. I was widowed at 26. Husband was a professional cyclist riding for PDMagnetics in the late ’80’s (when Greg LeMond was the lead rider - Sean Kelly - Pedro Delgado etc.). He died of a heart defect but that wasn’t made public until all of the rumors re: EPO use etc. were vented. It tainted his memory (not for me) but feel free to look him up. He was Dutch national road champ in 1987. Died in 1990 after the Sicilian week (pre-season) and finished the tour in 1989 a very proud cyclist. Johannes Draaijer. So, I know what it’s like to lose the one you love. Peace to you.

    Annalisa (Draaijer) Schmad

  722. Comment by Sarah | 08.6.2009 | 4:54 am

    I’m so very sorry for your loss–I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

  723. Comment by Andy | 08.6.2009 | 4:59 am

    so sorry, hang in there my friend

  724. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 5:00 am

    My deepest condolances, I can’t imagine how you’ve maintained your spirit this far, but I’m sure you’ll continue to keep your chin up. Keep up the FIGHT, and continue all the good work.

    Paul (from London)

  725. Comment by Mary Beth | 08.6.2009 | 5:01 am

    Dear Elden and family,
    God bless you and yours always. Susan and you all fought a brave fight and taught us so much about love, honor, friendship, caring, inner strength. I feel you are a nurse now Elden. You have joined the millions of us throughout time who loved and cared for our family who needed us through pain and suffering. I hope you have some peace. You were the BEST BEST husband to Susan. She is watching over you now smiling and happy waiting for your next bike adventures. God bless you always.
    MB

  726. Comment by Bill | 08.6.2009 | 5:05 am

    Prayers for God’s peace to fill you and your loved ones!

  727. Comment by Paul Gutman | 08.6.2009 | 5:05 am

    Elden–my deepest condolences and wishes for peace for you all. Your story has terrified and inspired me. 3 years into my own marriage I cannot fathom the fight and torture you’ve been through, and the possibility that I might also have to experience that is horrifying and terrifying.

    But your response, your bravery, and the way you have converted your energies has truly been inspiring, and makes me hopeful of the sort of person I and we all can strive to be.

  728. Comment by Andy | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    So sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this sad time.

    Andy (UK)

  729. Comment by Warwick | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    Elden
    you have let us into your lives, thank you for sharing and making a difference

    You and your family are in our prayers

    Sydney, Australia

  730. Comment by Tracylyn | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    My heart breaks for you and your family.

  731. Comment by Aristotelis Grammatikakis | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    Her memory will stay strong as she has already become a symbol to those fighting the disease. She seemed to be a remarkable and unique woman. I can’t begin to imagine your suffering, but I trust that you begin a new phase in your life and a whole new fight with renewed vigour and strength.
    Suzan didn’t lose. Her body may have been beaten but her spirit never was.
    Suzan Won.

  732. Comment by Teamfubar | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    Elden and family.

    I went through a similar experience two years ago. Please be strong in knowing you did everything possible for her. Comfort each other. It doesn’t make it easier, but know the pain will get easier and soon, you will be reliving the good times, not these last few months.

    I read this early, as I am up early for a ride before work. This morning I ride for Susan!

  733. Comment by Susan Tomlinson | 08.6.2009 | 5:07 am

    I’m sorry, Elden. Peace to your family.

  734. Comment by Nick | 08.6.2009 | 5:08 am

    Sympathies from Michigan.

  735. Comment by KitchenSink | 08.6.2009 | 5:09 am

    When the sun goes down beneath the horizon,
    It is not set, the heavens glow a full hour after its departure,
    And when a good person dies,
    The sky of this world is luminous long after they are out of sight,
    Such a person cannot die and be lost from this world,
    For when they go they leave behind much of themselves,
    Being dead they speak.

  736. Comment by Bobby | 08.6.2009 | 5:11 am

    My deepest sympathies and condolences go out to you and your family. You are a man blessed with the gift of courage, strength, and family. These will help you see through these tough times. God bless you

  737. Comment by SarahinNE | 08.6.2009 | 5:11 am

    Sympathies from Nebraska.

  738. Comment by Mike K. | 08.6.2009 | 5:14 am

    I’m very sorry for your loss. All the best to you and your family, and thanks so much for making a difference and raising awareness.

  739. Comment by Matt | 08.6.2009 | 5:16 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. You and Susan have inspired thousands of people to fight.

  740. Comment by Udo | 08.6.2009 | 5:17 am

    May you and yoour’s find some consolation by this song from a German, who loost his wife and brother within a week by cancer:
    the wind will slice
    the air like ice
    and seabirds screech at me
    the elements
    will darkly duel
    but your lighthouse i see
    i stand awake
    and grip the wheel
    against a violent sea
    i’m climbing up horizon bound
    because that’s where you’ll be

    Use the link for website for this song, it’s english!

  741. Comment by nick | 08.6.2009 | 5:17 am

    I’m so sorry to hear this. My sympathies, and wishes for peace for you and your family.

  742. Comment by Marie-Claude | 08.6.2009 | 5:18 am

    My deepest sympathies and condolences to you and your family.

  743. Comment by Diana | 08.6.2009 | 5:18 am

    My condolences to you and your family. It’s nice to hear that many loved ones were there..

  744. Comment by Pat | 08.6.2009 | 5:18 am

    Thoughts and prayers with Susan and your family. She did win as she faced this terrible disease with courage and strength. Thanks for sharing the journey.
    Regards.

  745. Comment by Marie | 08.6.2009 | 5:19 am

    I wish you and your family all the strength you need… good luck ‘picking up your life’ again, somewhere, somehow, some day..

  746. Comment by clark | 08.6.2009 | 5:20 am

    I am truly sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  747. Comment by Matt | 08.6.2009 | 5:20 am

    Sorry to hear the news this morning, she inspired you an and in turn you inspired us, something we are all thankful for, keep fighting…

  748. Comment by Miss Lola | 08.6.2009 | 5:21 am

    Susan’s battle has touched me deeply…God Bless you all.

  749. Comment by Christa | 08.6.2009 | 5:21 am

    Sorry for your loss.

  750. Comment by ChefJT | 08.6.2009 | 5:24 am

    Her pain has ended. For that I am grateful.

    My prayers now are for you, Elden, and your children, for strength during this time of sorrow. Susan has, and will continue to be an inspiration to many. I’m so terribly sorry for your loss.

    God bless you, Fatty, and your family.
    God bless you, Susan.

  751. Comment by Evia | 08.6.2009 | 5:24 am

    What an amazing woman - sorry for your loss. Praying for all of you.

  752. Comment by jank | 08.6.2009 | 5:26 am

    Peace for now.

    Susan’s fight has inspired us all.

  753. Comment by George Swain | 08.6.2009 | 5:26 am

    My deepest condolences are with you and your kids. You and Susan are an inspiration to others who are now or will some day face similar struggles. Be well.

  754. Comment by Jason | 08.6.2009 | 5:27 am

    So sorry.

    You and Susan inspired and united folks from all over the world to help fight a terrible and soul sucking disease. These are ways that the memories of our loved ones are never forgotten.

    Thought are with you and your family.

  755. Comment by Marcy | 08.6.2009 | 5:29 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. May you find peace in the memories of Susan. She inspired us all!

  756. Comment by Tracy | 08.6.2009 | 5:30 am

    I am so so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  757. Comment by allan | 08.6.2009 | 5:30 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  758. Comment by spa | 08.6.2009 | 5:31 am

    I didn’t know her, but I will never forget her. Or you. Peace.

  759. Comment by Steve A | 08.6.2009 | 5:31 am

    My thoughts go to you and your family. You are correct that Susan led the fight. It is her time to rest! Take care.

  760. Comment by Elliott | 08.6.2009 | 5:31 am

    I won’t offer prayers as they are not who I am but I will offer thoughts of healing and condolence.

    Your story has touched me. I am inspired that at the same time you cared for your wife and family that you still found the time for your passion. Be with your family but take some time for yourself on your favourite trails to find healing in your passion. Ride for Susan as that is what I think she too would want.

    My thoughts and wishes are with you and your family.

  761. Comment by Bykmor | 08.6.2009 | 5:31 am

    Some people take opportunities to make change, for the better. Susan, with the help of Elden, did. Fight like Susan. Thank you both for your inspiration.

  762. Comment by Jeannette James | 08.6.2009 | 5:32 am

    Fatty, I am soooo sad for you. My daughter’s best friend died of breast cancer 2 years today in much the same way as Susan. I have been sharing parts of your blog with my cycle group, the funny bits, and they have loved and laughed with you. My best wishes and thoughts, Jeannette.

  763. Comment by Buckshot77 | 08.6.2009 | 5:34 am

    Eldon, no words can change the way things are, but know that the actions of yourself and Susan have inspired thousands of us to fight along side you. Take comfort in what you’ve all ready accomplished and knowing that what you continue to do in the future will honor her life. We’re here fighting right with you.

  764. Comment by Cheryl T | 08.6.2009 | 5:34 am

    So very sorry for your loss.

  765. Comment by Tyler | 08.6.2009 | 5:35 am

    Fatty, you, your family and friends are in my thoughts. My condolences to all of you. We will continue to Fight Like Susan, she’s an inspiration.

  766. Comment by julia | 08.6.2009 | 5:36 am

    My sympathies to you and your family. julie

  767. Comment by Eloy | 08.6.2009 | 5:39 am

    My condolences. Susan and you are an inspiration.

  768. Comment by Steve Miller | 08.6.2009 | 5:39 am

    Thanks for sharing your and Susan’s fight with us. It is and will continue to be an inspiration. I will be praying for you and your family.

  769. Comment by Julie | 08.6.2009 | 5:41 am

    So very sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  770. Comment by lady clay | 08.6.2009 | 5:41 am

    Thinking of you from Atlanta.

  771. Comment by Henrik | 08.6.2009 | 5:42 am

    Sorry to hear the bad news.
    I’ve been in your shoes 7 years ago and I know that nothing I say will ease the pain. But still I feel the need to express my sadness of your families loss.

    Henrik from Denmark

  772. Comment by Anonymous | 08.6.2009 | 5:42 am

    So sad to hear. You have been amazing. All the best to you and your family.

  773. Comment by Terri A. | 08.6.2009 | 5:43 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  774. Comment by viii_ball | 08.6.2009 | 5:43 am

    Of course its a sad time for those left behind but we all know in our hearts that Susan has won and is now no longer suffering the bonds of this world. Elden, be strong for your children as your collective family will be strong for you. LiveStrong!

  775. Comment by Cindy Cor | 08.6.2009 | 5:44 am

    Love, prayers, and peace, my friend. A whole community mourns with you and your family.

  776. Comment by StephS | 08.6.2009 | 5:44 am

    God bless Susan and all of you. The next few days, weeks will be tough but take time to remember good times and give your kids lots of hugs.

  777. Comment by Leah | 08.6.2009 | 5:45 am

    My thoughts are with you. No she didn’t lose. She made many of us better people. Peace.

  778. Comment by Erwin | 08.6.2009 | 5:45 am

    Fatty,

    I would like to add my condolences. My best friend’s wife passed on after suffering from breast cancer about a year ago. My thoughts are with you.

  779. Comment by gargoyle030 | 08.6.2009 | 5:46 am

    Elden and family — Peace and prayers for you from MN.

  780. Comment by Evan | 08.6.2009 | 5:47 am

    You and Susan are inspirations to all of us.

  781. Comment by DeborahB | 08.6.2009 | 5:47 am

    Oh Elden. I’m so sorry for your loss. So many people have been touched by her story, so for that we thank you. We will continue the fight. God bless you and the kids through the rough weeks ahead.

  782. Comment by Darien | 08.6.2009 | 5:47 am

    I’m so very sorry.

  783. Comment by Marsha | 08.6.2009 | 5:49 am

    I mourn with you. Thank you for sharing Susan’s story.

  784. Comment by Tery | 08.6.2009 | 5:49 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  785. Comment by Another Evan | 08.6.2009 | 5:49 am

    I think it’s fair to say that everyone’s thoughts are with you and your family.

  786. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 5:50 am

    Sorry for your loss.

  787. Comment by Nisha | 08.6.2009 | 5:51 am

    condolences from Brenham, Texas

  788. Comment by Gena | 08.6.2009 | 5:51 am

    God bless you and your precious children. You have showm them how to be a true companion. WIN SUSAN! May you be surrounded by the love of God and may his arms be wrapped around you and your family.
    God Bless. Keep Fighting.

  789. Comment by Shelley | 08.6.2009 | 5:51 am

    Speechless! So very sorry for your loss.

  790. Comment by Wine Dog | 08.6.2009 | 5:53 am

    Last night was the night we’d all hoped would never come. I’m very sorry for the loss of your wife and the mother of your children. She was a very special woman who changed lives. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  791. Comment by Shaun | 08.6.2009 | 5:56 am

    My deepest condolences go out to you and your kids, Fatty.

    Thank-you for sharing with us and having the bravery to bring Susans fight to the attention of the world. I’m finding it hard to put into words how sad I am to hear about Susan. My wife has gone through breast cancer at a young age and had to endure surgery, chemo, radiation and a long recovery. We all need more people like you to inspire us all and fight this bastard cancer and be rid of it one day forever.

    Goodbye Susan, you will never be forgotten by people who never met you but have all been touched by you.

    Fight hard, Fatty.

  792. Comment by Ellen | 08.6.2009 | 5:56 am

    My prayers and thoughts are with you…

  793. Comment by Juancho | 08.6.2009 | 5:57 am

    One pedal stroke at a time now. You have a good crew around you. Let them take the pulls.

    peace, jr

  794. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 5:57 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts will be with you and your family today.

  795. Comment by bob | 08.6.2009 | 5:57 am

    I’m sorry for your loss and am praying for you, your children, your extended family and Susan.

  796. Comment by Bob | 08.6.2009 | 5:57 am

    The cancer lost - it’s gone. Susan’s spirit lives on forever.

    Take care.

    Bob

  797. Comment by Sheila | 08.6.2009 | 5:58 am

    I’m so sorry.

  798. Comment by Belinda | 08.6.2009 | 5:58 am

    My condolences to you and your family. And my thank you to Susan for sharing her story thru your blog. May she rest peacefully among the angels as she watches over her loved ones. Susan is an inspiration!

  799. Comment by Fletch | 08.6.2009 | 5:59 am

    Sorry for your news.Lets carry on the fight in her name, if we are half as determined as she was - we will win.
    Love to the family.

  800. Comment by Spruce Hill | 08.6.2009 | 5:59 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my prayers. She fought hard, for herself and for all breast cancer survivors. Hopefully someday no one will have to die from this terrible disease.

    http://motherswithcancer.wordpress.com/

  801. Comment by shannon | 08.6.2009 | 5:59 am

    i’m so sorry, Elden.

  802. Comment by C-re | 08.6.2009 | 5:59 am

    I pray for peace for you and your sons as you go through the painful motions of loss. I know that you and your kids know that Susan is in a better place, pain free and is watching down over you.

    You have been such a brave and strong husband for Susan. God Bless.

  803. Comment by Willie Nelson | 08.6.2009 | 5:59 am

    We are saddened by the news. We won’t forget her. Ever. Thank you for sharing with us a very personal journey.

  804. Comment by brokeMBA | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    Susan is an inspiration. I am so sorry for your loss. Hug the kids and be thankful for the wonderful family you have. We all will have your family in our thoughts.

  805. Comment by Den | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    Love and warm thoughts to you and your family.

    Thank you for sharing the journey…

    Praying for you always.

  806. Comment by VT Rob | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

  807. Comment by Trudy Medrano | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    Please accept my deepest condolences for you and your family.

  808. Comment by Ben | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    I’m sorry for your loss Elden, my thoughts are with you and your family.

    Ben from Australia

  809. Comment by Michael Maddox | 08.6.2009 | 6:00 am

    Godspeed Susan, you will be missed.

    And all our hopes and wishes are with you, Elden and family, as you struggle through this difficult time. May each day be brighter than the last.

  810. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 6:01 am

    Elden, my deepest sympathy and condolences to you and your family.

  811. Comment by km | 08.6.2009 | 6:03 am

    My sincere condolences at your(and our) loss of such an inspirational person.

  812. Comment by Shauna | 08.6.2009 | 6:04 am

    I am so sorry to hear Susan is gone. I have been reading your blog for years and have never written to you until now. I’m sure there are many thousands of people like me who have laughed and cried while reading you blog. All of us are thinking of you and your family today. We will all miss Susan and send you our love and condolences.

  813. Comment by John | 08.6.2009 | 6:04 am

    Her fight is over. Ours is not. You both are an inspiration to many. You have my prayers.

  814. Comment by Kim | 08.6.2009 | 6:04 am

    My sincere condolences to you and your family. Susan is an inspiration.
    Kim from Austin, TX.

  815. Comment by Dawn- H Texas | 08.6.2009 | 6:05 am

    God bless Susan.

  816. Comment by Sandra | 08.6.2009 | 6:06 am

    I am so sorry, my thoughts are with all who love and miss Susan.

  817. Comment by Tracey | 08.6.2009 | 6:07 am

    Love never truly dies. Peace to your family.

  818. Comment by Tashva | 08.6.2009 | 6:07 am

    I’m sorry. My prayers have been with you and your family and will continue to be.

    Blessings to you all in this time.

  819. Comment by Josh | 08.6.2009 | 6:07 am

    I’ve read your blog for a long time, but have never posted anything. Your family is and will be an inspiration, and I’m very sorry for your loss.

  820. Comment by medici | 08.6.2009 | 6:08 am

    Thank you for inviting us in. Both you and Susan are unforgettable.

    Heidi Kuehne

  821. Comment by Ken | 08.6.2009 | 6:08 am

    Susan won. She won the heart of a good man who took care of her and loved her to the end. She won the love of a family who will remember her forever. She won the hearts of thousands of blog readers.

    I am a better person for having read about Susan over these past few years. My family wishes your family the sincerest of condolences and warmest thoughts for this trying time.

  822. Comment by Nina in Ohio | 08.6.2009 | 6:08 am

    John said it best - her fight is over and ours is not. Thanks for sharing your very soul during this fight and letting those of us who have family fighting cancer know that we are not alone in our anger, despair, and hope.

    My deepest condolences to you, your beautiful children, and your extended family.

  823. Comment by Kevin | 08.6.2009 | 6:09 am

    You’re a stronger man then I. Susan will always be remembered for her strength and efforts. Fight like susan.

  824. Comment by Kristi (from Texas) | 08.6.2009 | 6:10 am

    So very sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and your family.

  825. Comment by lkb3 | 08.6.2009 | 6:11 am

    Our prayers are with you and your family.

  826. Comment by Leslie | 08.6.2009 | 6:11 am

    Elden,

    It is hard to know what to say, which is the situation you face every day. And yet you write — to and for all of us. Thank you. Thank you for sharing your experience and for telling the truth. Thank you for fighting cancer. Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us. Thank you to Susan for allowing you to share her experience.

    I’m a 4 year breast cancer survivor (married to a road biker) — I hate the fact that so many people are afraid to talk about or think about cancer. You have helped to break through the barrier a bit. And you’ve raised a lot of money and done so many good things.

    My heart goes out to you and your family today and always. I think about you guys every day, and I will continue to do that. I’m sending you strength and love and hopefully some wonderful, healing bike rides.

    Leslie

  827. Comment by Peter Doucet | 08.6.2009 | 6:12 am

    My deepest condolences-

    Be well in the love that will always be.

  828. Comment by tcrdave | 08.6.2009 | 6:12 am

    My deepest sympathies go out to you and your family. Thank you for sharing her with all of us. Susan will be greatly missed.

    Dave in Pasco, Washington

  829. Comment by Jane | 08.6.2009 | 6:14 am

    So sorry for your loss. Thinking about you all today.

  830. Comment by Tracie | 08.6.2009 | 6:15 am

    I’m so sorry for your family’s pain. A dear friend of mine also lost a loved one to cancer this week. I hope your family can find some peace and grace in these days and that your memories of Susan will be full of joy! Just don’t stop talking about her. I have lost my father and brother to terminal illness and share stories about them to my children, who also talk about them (and they never knew them). Memories and pictures are a gift!

  831. Comment by Trapperdan | 08.6.2009 | 6:15 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  832. Comment by Leah Weiss Caruso | 08.6.2009 | 6:15 am

    Condolences to your whole family. So sorry for your loss. You, Susan and your family have inspired so many people - you are a gift. thank you.

  833. Comment by Rob | 08.6.2009 | 6:15 am

    Elden,
    Deepest condolences to you and your family, Susan was an inspiration to so many and you conveyed her strength and courage with honour. May the Lord bring peace to your family.

  834. Comment by Sailinghome | 08.6.2009 | 6:16 am

    I’m so sorry to hear that Susan has passed away… nothing I can say will help, we have been and continue to be inspired by you and Susan.

  835. Comment by Richard | 08.6.2009 | 6:17 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

  836. Comment by Another Fat Cyclist | 08.6.2009 | 6:17 am

    So Sorry, man. Your fight against cancer is her legacy. Prayers for you and yours.

  837. Comment by Becky | 08.6.2009 | 6:18 am

    My deepest condolences to you, your family and to all that have been touched by your wife’s spirit. Cancer sucks.

  838. Comment by Danny | 08.6.2009 | 6:19 am

    God bless Susan, Fatty & family.

    Fight Like Susan

  839. Comment by Chris | 08.6.2009 | 6:19 am

    I knew how the story would end, but I still gasp. I won’t say Susan lost. I promise. We prayed for you, Susan and the kids last night as a family. Our prayers will continue.
    Condolences and blessings, Chris and Family

  840. Comment by Luis | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  841. Comment by Ama | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    My sincere condolences to you and your family. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers.

  842. Comment by Kimberly | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    My wishes that your family and friends can all have as much strength as Susan in these coming days. You are an inspiration to us all.

  843. Comment by Nate V. | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    Elden,
    I’m so so sorry for your loss. The courage and hope that Susan, yourself and your family showed through this very very difficult time will be the legacy that you leave. My prayers go out to you and yours.

    Nate

  844. Comment by Denise | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    I am so sorry for your loss.

    I have been inspired by Susan’s fight.

    I pray for strength for you and your family.

  845. Comment by Big Mike In Oz | 08.6.2009 | 6:20 am

    This has caused me to return to Livestrong and double my entries for the Orbea, such is my need to prove to cancer that it can’t win this war.

  846. Comment by Marla K. | 08.6.2009 | 6:21 am

    Susan is more than a conquerer. She has won the race! Her life, your life, and your life together has touched so many. Grace and Peace to you and your family!

  847. Comment by kentucky joe | 08.6.2009 | 6:21 am

    I feel your loss albeit in a small way but Susan’s story has inspired me and she lives on in my heart and mind though I never met her in person. My thoughts, admiration and pride go out to you and your families during the difficult days ahead. I can’t imagine the journey your family has been on but I like to think because of reading your story, that I would at least have the handbook on how to handle it with class, dignity, humility and determination throughout the entire battle.

  848. Comment by Cyclin' Missy | 08.6.2009 | 6:21 am

    Grace and peace to you and your family.

    We will keep on fighting with Susan’s inspiration in our hearts.

  849. Comment by Trae | 08.6.2009 | 6:22 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family today. I’d be extremely blessed to be as strong as she was. God bless.

  850. Comment by John | 08.6.2009 | 6:22 am

    Thank you Susan, and thank you Fatty.

  851. Comment by David | 08.6.2009 | 6:22 am

    Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Doing what I can to raise funds to fight the fight.

  852. Comment by Laura | 08.6.2009 | 6:23 am

    Bless Susan. You and Susan have touched the world and are making such a difference. Thank you.

  853. Comment by Joe | 08.6.2009 | 6:24 am

    Sincerest condolences to you and your family. Your words and life have inspired me to do more.

  854. Comment by Hughes | 08.6.2009 | 6:25 am

    Woke up and read the news. Then I biked to work, thinking about it on the way.
    I have been reading your blog for the last 2 years, made a few comments, but nothing like the bunch that always were ready with a comment.

    My wife asked why I was sad today, and I replied, a friend’s wife passed away.
    I might not have met in person, but like many here, I followed your blog daily. We might be all over the globe (Mexico my case) but we all are with you in these moments and our thoughts are with you and yours.

    My most sincere sympathies. Susan won!!

  855. Comment by steventoby | 08.6.2009 | 6:25 am

    Stay strong Fatty! My condolences to you.
    I’m gonna fight as best I can to do my part.

  856. Comment by mom8k | 08.6.2009 | 6:26 am

    Grace, mercy and peace to you and yours.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    It has been a long and valiant fight.

  857. Comment by Claire | 08.6.2009 | 6:26 am

    Condolences to you and your family, you fought side by side with Susan. There are no words to say to try and make this better for you, but I am thankful that Susan is free from pain and that you all were with her. I hope you take comfort that lots of strangers were rooting for you and Susan and are sending their wishes across the information superhighway from across the globe. x x x x

  858. Comment by Bob | 08.6.2009 | 6:26 am

    – I just want to say I’m sorry and my thoughts are with you. Stay strong.

  859. Comment by Remdog | 08.6.2009 | 6:26 am

    No…she did not lose. She succeeded with you in bringing more & more people to fight this thing.

    I’ll keep fighting here in Canada & spreading the Team Fatty word.

  860. Comment by Jennifer | 08.6.2009 | 6:27 am

    Guess I’ve been waiting for this post for awhile. My God, did she fight hard and courageously! What an inspiration.
    I will make a donation in her name and in my father’s name and in sister-in-law’s name and the in the name of the lady who works at the thrift store I frequent who has lost her long brown hair to chemo.
    Take care of yourself and your family.
    You’re in my thoughts and I’m about to go for a ride so I’m gonna dig out my FC jersey and wear it in her honor.
    Jennifer in Tampa

  861. Comment by Christopher | 08.6.2009 | 6:27 am

    I lost my mom a few years ago, and I wish that I could have had the courage and strength to say something half as encouraging when I lost her as what you’ve just said in the wake of your loss.

    Keep it fat, Elden.

  862. Comment by Wes | 08.6.2009 | 6:27 am

    Oh, Fatty… If Susan lost, then I want to lose as good as she did. The sun is a little darker, the sky a little less blue. The bird’s song is less sweeter, and the hill is a little higher. This damn bike just isn’t going as fast… We’ll all miss Susan. We are so proud of her, and you.

  863. Comment by T-odd | 08.6.2009 | 6:28 am

    I found out in a tweet from Lance Armstrong. So sorry. I don’t have a huge following on my blog, but I directed readers to your site to remember Susan and help in your fight against cancer.

    My condolences to you and your family. You have all done a great thing by sharing your lives with all of us.

    Take care and god bless.

  864. Comment by JTM | 08.6.2009 | 6:28 am

    A pit formed in my stomach when I hit the site this morning for my faty fix. My most sincere condolences. Our thoughts are with you and your family.

  865. Comment by ant1 | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    What a shame that all the good Susan and yourself have been able to bring to the rest of the world came as such a great expense to your family. I would have never guessed I could be so moved by strangers on the internet, but you have taken something that, unfortunately, many have to live through privately and managed to turn it into something public and positive for the rest of the world to benefit from. You are a great man Elden, and along with Susan have been a great inspiration to so many. Keep up the fight, the world needs people like you.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  866. Comment by leeb | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    Prayers and prayers and prayers your way.

  867. Comment by E | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    I am so sorry to hear this. I’m thinking of you and your family, and hoping that sooner or later we’ll make progress on this disease.

  868. Comment by crazycommutingcyclist | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    I was sad to read that Susan had passed. My family prayers are with you and your family and God are with you and your children. You and Susan have made a difference and I am sure both of you will continue to do so. God Bless you.

  869. Comment by Suze | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    God bless Susan, you and your family.

  870. Comment by Murchball | 08.6.2009 | 6:29 am

    I’m so sorry. Condolences to you and your family.

  871. Comment by ~Mad | 08.6.2009 | 6:30 am

    Holding kind thoughts for you and yours today….and following.
    My best to you.
    ~Mad(elyn) in Alabama

  872. Comment by Lindaloo | 08.6.2009 | 6:30 am

    An inspiration to me, I will take the lessons I’ve learned from Susan with me as I make my way through the challenges that I encounter. Strengh, reseiliency,humor. tenacity, and grace. My ptayers are for all of you.

  873. Comment by patrick | 08.6.2009 | 6:30 am

    Thanks, Susan and Elden. Creating so much good out of such a horrible thing is something to be really, really proud of. Peace to you and your family.

  874. Comment by Rachel | 08.6.2009 | 6:31 am

    My prayers are with you and your family. May God be with you to bring you peace and comfort.

  875. Comment by Todd | 08.6.2009 | 6:31 am

    The grace and strength which both of you have demonstrated through this ordeal is a sign of victory, indeed. God’s peace be upon you and your children as you grieve.

  876. Comment by c downunder | 08.6.2009 | 6:32 am

    Fatty,

    My condolences to you & your family. May you remember the good times w susan & the love shared.

    Thank you for being brave enough to share your pain with the world. I’ll continue to wear my FC jersey with a smile :)

    Take care

  877. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 6:32 am

    So very sorry and send my prayers to you and your family. Your story has inspired many to ride, walk, run, and whatever else they can to fight cancer. Livestrong and God bless Susan.

  878. Comment by mom8k | 08.6.2009 | 6:32 am

    ps I’m so glad you posted that thank you video the other day. I (and my husband) were touched by her grace–and yours. Thank YOU and God Bless.

  879. Comment by Pete | 08.6.2009 | 6:33 am

    So sorry to hear, hope you and the kids find strength in each other and Susan’s love that’s still with you.

  880. Comment by Tracy (Oklahoma) | 08.6.2009 | 6:34 am

    God Bless Susan, you, your children and all your family at this time and the days, weeks, years ahead. My deepest condolences to you all. Susan was an inspiration to all that knew her, and to those of us who didn’t. Thank you for sharing your most precious journey with all of us. I am so sorry for your pain.

  881. Comment by Jeff K | 08.6.2009 | 6:34 am

    Elden, very sorry to hear about Susan, please accept my condolences.

    We all have a lot of FIGHT to give.

    Peace to you and your family.

  882. Comment by Jocelyn | 08.6.2009 | 6:35 am

    Susan was here for a short time; but accomplished exactly what she was placed on this Earth to do. Prayers and smiles for you and your family.

  883. Comment by Sandy | 08.6.2009 | 6:35 am

    I am so very sorry for your loss.

    Thoughts and prayers coming from Perth, Australia.

    Take care

  884. Comment by Ferenc | 08.6.2009 | 6:36 am

    My sincere condolences for you and your family. You are inspiring a lot of people around the globe. The fight goes on, we keep on riding and will never forget Susan!

  885. Comment by mikeweb | 08.6.2009 | 6:36 am

    Eldon, Susan’s fight and you and your family’s rock-solid strength and openness all along have been an incredible inspiration.

    Do know that she is in a better place and that her memory and example will live on - ARE living on - through her example and your voice and deeds here.

    Mike Webster

  886. Comment by Caroleigh | 08.6.2009 | 6:37 am

    Elden - I am so sorry for your loss. I just lost my Mom to cancer 7 months ago and can’t imagine what it is like to lose your life partner and love. I know there is nothing I can say to help ease your pain. I will be riding in the Philly LiveStrong Challenge and will be thinking of Susan and your family.

  887. Comment by lisa jackson | 08.6.2009 | 6:37 am

    I dont know you and didnt know Susan. but my heart goes out to you. my 2 yr old grandson Aiden battled ATRT brain cancer and earned his wings 4 mo after being diagnosed. i promise you just like i promised Aiden i will use the rest of my life to fight cancer.

  888. Comment by scotty | 08.6.2009 | 6:38 am

    peace

  889. Comment by Tom G. | 08.6.2009 | 6:38 am

    Elden,

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in this time of grief.

    Take the Lord’s wheel. He’ll help you over the climb.
    Peace,
    Tom

  890. Comment by Rob | 08.6.2009 | 6:38 am

    I’m so sorry, Elden. Susan didn’t lose, but I think we’ve lost a very special person. I wish you and your family all the best in this very difficult time.

  891. Comment by Spanky | 08.6.2009 | 6:38 am

    Elden,

    I’m so sorry. Be strong for yourself and for those who depend on you. My prayers are with you all. God bless you.

  892. Comment by Paul Whitehurst | 08.6.2009 | 6:40 am

    Sorry for your and your family’s loss.

  893. Comment by Scott | 08.6.2009 | 6:40 am

    The prayers of our family are with yours. God bless.

  894. Comment by Born 4 Lycra | 08.6.2009 | 6:40 am

    Oh mate words will never say enough. I’m in tears. I will be proud to stand alongside you as we continue to Fight like Susan. Love to the you and the Kids. Take Care.

  895. Comment by Tariq | 08.6.2009 | 6:40 am

    I work for a company that makes drugs to fight cancer. It’s news like this that reminds me why I come into the office each day.

    Fatty, my deepest condolences to you and your family.

    You’re absolutely right - Susan didn’t lose. You win by fighting, which is exactly what she did.

  896. Comment by Joe | 08.6.2009 | 6:41 am

    Susan, thanks for your inspiration! Fatty, peace and comfort to you and your family. Live strong - fight like Susan!

  897. Comment by Eric | 08.6.2009 | 6:41 am

    Fatty,

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You and Susan are an inspiration.

    Fight like Susan!

  898. Comment by Captain Lou | 08.6.2009 | 6:41 am

    You are in our thoughts and prayers, Fatty.

  899. Comment by Laura Willoughby | 08.6.2009 | 6:43 am

    Fatty -
    My husband follows your blog religiously and often forwards me the status of your wife. I sit here crying as I hear the news and I have never even met you. I despise this disease. My friend continues her 10 year fight against breast cancer so finding a cure for this wretched disease is close to my heart. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I am just incredibly sorry.

  900. Comment by Michael Schlei | 08.6.2009 | 6:43 am

    Thank you Elden, for giving us men the tools and the inspiration to “step up” for the Susans in our lives. You have showed us how to take up the fight when it’s difficult to see our loved ones hurting. It’s what true men do. I hope I can “Serve Like Elden” if it ever becomes my turn.

    I know that Susan is right now putting on a team Fatty jersey saying “It’s my turn to ride with you Elden” and on the back of the jersey it doesn’t say “Win!” her’s says “I Won!”
    May God’s peace and comfort wash over you and your family Elden.

    Michael Schlei
    Houston, TX

  901. Comment by Andy | 08.6.2009 | 6:43 am

    *Hugs*, lots and lots of *Hugs*.

  902. Comment by Clayton | 08.6.2009 | 6:44 am

    Sincerest condolences. Susan inspired us all to take action, and that’s a big Win. Thank you Susan.

  903. Comment by Doominator | 08.6.2009 | 6:44 am

    Fatty, we don’t know one another but my whole family has been following Susan’s battle through your amazing blog. I just wanted to send out my sincere condolences!

    Fight like Susan!

    from Montreal, QC, Canada

  904. Comment by JEnn | 08.6.2009 | 6:44 am

    I’m so sorry. Susan and your whole family are in our thoughts.

  905. Comment by JP | 08.6.2009 | 6:45 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss, words simply cannot express the void left with susan not here … our thoughts and prayers are with you….

  906. Comment by Brooklyn | 08.6.2009 | 6:46 am

    Everlasting peace to your LOVE and your family.
    xoxoxoxox

  907. Comment by Renata | 08.6.2009 | 6:46 am

    Fatty and family,

    I am so sorry for your loss, your news made me cry.

  908. Comment by Sarah | 08.6.2009 | 6:46 am

    You are not grieving alone. You are in my prayers.

  909. Comment by Laurie | 08.6.2009 | 6:47 am

    Please know that you are and have been in my prayers. I pray that you will feel God wrapping his arms around your family today. From State College, PA

  910. Comment by Streak | 08.6.2009 | 6:48 am

    You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts. Susan has shown us all how to fight and that is what I will do and motivate others to do as well.

    Fight like Susan!

  911. Comment by Robert | 08.6.2009 | 6:48 am

    My sympathies from Alabama…

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  912. Comment by dana (born 4 lycras daughter) | 08.6.2009 | 6:48 am

    my father tells me everything that he reads on your blog, the ride downhill/uphill with one of your daughters and every single video you have posted i have watched

    i am extremly sorry for you loss, i thank you for all the fundraising you do for cancer, i have lost my grandfather to many different types and i know how it feels, not exactly but of sorts…

    i hope that everything gets better soon, and that susans memory never fades :)

    you are a good father for what you do for your children, a good husband for how you looked after your wife and a good man for coping as well as you would have. many of us would not have coped as well as you have

    Win Susan

    xx

    dana

  913. Comment by GeWilli | 08.6.2009 | 6:49 am

    Thank you Susan.

    For your fight. For your inspiration to everyone.

    Thank you Susan. Rest in Peace.

  914. Comment by Rhey | 08.6.2009 | 6:49 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

  915. Comment by Big Shorty | 08.6.2009 | 6:49 am

    Elden,

    Wow…no words to say that haven’t been said already. What an amazing lady Susan is…the inspiration when combined with your forum & abilities created a reaction which inspired people around the world and lead to $500K for LiveSTRONG. I say $600K is in reach..

    I’ve been a supporter, now a fundraiser.

    Thoughts and prayers to everyone who was touched by Susan.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

    BigShorty

  916. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 6:50 am

    My heart is heavy because of your loss.

  917. Comment by Grant | 08.6.2009 | 6:50 am

    My wife and I will be praying for you and yours, Elden.

  918. Comment by nancy | 08.6.2009 | 6:50 am

    Lost both my parents to cancer. It’s a tough battle for all involved. Peace now to you and your family.

  919. Comment by FattMass | 08.6.2009 | 6:50 am

    Elden,

    I type with a very heavy heart this morning. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your children. Hold them tight. It’s up to the rest of us to continue the fight and continue we will.

    Godspeed

  920. Comment by Marie | 08.6.2009 | 6:51 am

    My deepest condoleances to you and your familly. Susan was a fighter and so are you. All my love go to you and to the fight that you have put up and continue putting up against cancer.

  921. Comment by Emily | 08.6.2009 | 6:51 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your children today and through the coming weeks and months. I’m so proud that I got to “know” you and Susan through your blog. Thank you for sharing her story and yours. Fight Like Susan is beautiful…

  922. Comment by Fat Cathy | 08.6.2009 | 6:52 am

    Heartfelt condolances to you and your family from North Carolina. We’ll keep you in our thoughts.

  923. Comment by Reggie | 08.6.2009 | 6:53 am

    Susan, you and your family have been a great inspiration, my sympathies are with you. I’ve only known you and susan through this blog and countless links to it but I have grown attached and am devastated to get this news.

  924. Comment by FliesOnly | 08.6.2009 | 6:53 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

  925. Comment by Matt | 08.6.2009 | 6:53 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss.

  926. Comment by Jay | 08.6.2009 | 6:53 am

    Are thoughts are with you and your children.

  927. Comment by Chris | 08.6.2009 | 6:54 am

    She will be remembered.

    Fight like Susan.

  928. Comment by Reader | 08.6.2009 | 6:54 am

    Sincere condolences.

  929. Comment by c3 | 08.6.2009 | 6:54 am

    No, Susan didn’t lose.

    What she leaves behind in her family, in her friends, and in her countless supporters is a testament to the best kind of life. She fought for every minute, wrung out every bit of life she could, and left a legacy of faithfulness, courage, and strength that will help carry those who have to now go on without her.

    Thank you to both of you for sharing your strength with so many people. The fight goes on.

  930. Comment by Josh | 08.6.2009 | 6:55 am

    I’m so very sorry Elden. I realize I’m just another condolence amongst hundreds, but you and Susan and your family are a source of impressive courage to everyone here.

    -A long time fan.

  931. Comment by bjdfh | 08.6.2009 | 6:55 am

    Susan was an inspiration to all of us. Peace to all of you. What you are doing for all cancer families is inspirational.

  932. Comment by Rae | 08.6.2009 | 6:55 am

    I will add Susan to the list of people I fight for in this war against cancer. Stay strong and see Susan everyday in your kids.

  933. Comment by Bridget | 08.6.2009 | 6:55 am

    I am so sorry to hear (read) this. My heart goes out to you and your family. I’m sure Susan is in a better place and watching over all of you.
    Much love and respect,
    Bridget

  934. Comment by AndyK | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    Elden,

    Sorry for your loss, keep fighting the good fight brother!!

    Condolences from New Hampshire

  935. Comment by Patrick | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    You must be so proud of her

  936. Comment by TracieB | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    Sympathies to you from Italy. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  937. Comment by Paula | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    Thoughts of peace and love are with your family.

    Fight like Susan!

  938. Comment by Emy | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    Elden,

    I am so incredibly sorry. I am praying for you and your family. You all have been so strong, and Susan the strongest of all. Thank you for sharing with us and allowing us to be educated, encouraged, and inspired by Susan’s fight. Susan won, in ways never imagined.

  939. Comment by Pascale | 08.6.2009 | 6:56 am

    Hai Elden,

    I started following you’re blog two weeks ago, because Lance had put a link on his Twitter.
    I was touched by you’re story.
    I understood Suzan was very sick but I didn’t know how quickly after I started reading you’re blog she would pass away :(
    Thanks you for sharing you’re story.
    I wish you and you’re kids and everybody who was close to Suzan all the best, my thoughts are with all of you!
    Suzan will always be around, watching over all of you guy’s! I’m sure of that!!!

    Lot’s of love from Holland,

    Pascale Bierhuizen

  940. Comment by Chris | 08.6.2009 | 6:57 am

    Peace.

  941. Comment by Tracey | 08.6.2009 | 6:57 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you as you mourn your loss and celebrate Susan’s life. May the love and warmth of friends and family comfort you today and always.

  942. Comment by tim | 08.6.2009 | 6:57 am

    thoughts from Merseyside, England.
    Much love to you and your family.
    Thanks for the inspirational writing and the inspiratational behaviour from you and yours.
    So sorry for your loss.

    Fight like Susan.

  943. Comment by Sprite's Keeper | 08.6.2009 | 6:58 am

    I did not want to see this post in my Reader, Eldon. I’m so sorry. But I will tell you that Susan’s bravery and determination has inspired me so much to live my life to the fullest. And your words have given a voice to her fight against cancer. My prayers are focused on you and yours.

  944. Comment by Dana | 08.6.2009 | 6:59 am

    i will always remember susan.

  945. Comment by Brenda | 08.6.2009 | 7:00 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

  946. Comment by sheri | 08.6.2009 | 7:00 am

    I saw you through Pioneer Woman’s website. Peace to you and your family. Thank you for inspiring others with your story. I will be walking in the Susan G. Koman Race for the Cure this weekend in Kansas City in honor of some people very dear to me also. Keep up the fight!

  947. Comment by John Cully | 08.6.2009 | 7:00 am

    Elden,
    You don’t know me, but I’ve read and enjoyed your blog for a long time. I lost both my parents to cancer, and have followed your wife’s fight and the extraordinary way you’ve channeled your energy to fight for a greater good, while caring for your wife, with great admiration.

    My thoughts and condolences are with you and your family, and I pray for Susan’s spirit to live on in your children and in your efforts against cancer.

    With respect,
    John Cully

  948. Comment by MOCougFan | 08.6.2009 | 7:00 am

    I’ve always been impressed by your courage and your strength throughout this horrible time. You are an inspiration. I hop for the best for you and your family now. I know it will be very difficult.

    I’m sorry my friend.

  949. Comment by Julie | 08.6.2009 | 7:00 am

    I’m so glad that you opened your family’s and your own struggle up to your readers. I started reading for the cycling jokes, I stayed because of your and Susan’s humanity and courage. My deepest condolences…

  950. Comment by Debi | 08.6.2009 | 7:01 am

    I offer my thoughts and prayers of comfort from Atlanta. I am sorry for your loss. I am inspired by the love and energy displayed by all here.

  951. Comment by sandy | 08.6.2009 | 7:02 am

    Susan knows how you and her have touched so many people by this blog and her fight against cancer. She has through your words impacted lives and made a difference. She has won!

  952. Comment by cindyf | 08.6.2009 | 7:02 am

    Elden, I’ve been a long-time reader, no-time commenter. I’ve been stingy with my money. But not today. Today I donate to the Fight Like Susan cancer research fund. Today I hug my kids a little closer. Today I kiss my husband like he’s never been kissed before. Thank you for helping us remember how precious and wonderful life is.

  953. Comment by Laura S | 08.6.2009 | 7:02 am

    God’s blessings and comfort to your family.

  954. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 7:02 am

    My sincerest condolences to you and your family. Susan’s fight has touched many of us and given us a glimpse into what the fight with cancer is all about. Thank you for sharing.

  955. Comment by Will | 08.6.2009 | 7:02 am

    All the best to you and your family. Don’t stop what you’ve started here.

  956. Comment by Joe Biker | 08.6.2009 | 7:03 am

    Tear in my eye fatty. You’re a strong writer, strong rider, but even a stronger husband & father. Now it’s time to hold your kids close…and let your family take care of you.

  957. Comment by tricia | 08.6.2009 | 7:04 am

    Thank you for sharing your life with us. We have been touched.

  958. Comment by lrh | 08.6.2009 | 7:05 am

    I am so sorry. You and Susan are such an inspiration. Thank you.

  959. Comment by Redbird74 | 08.6.2009 | 7:06 am

    I went for a ride yesterday morning and wore my Team Fatty jersey. Got a few thumbs ups along the way as people read the back. I wonder how many people were out yesterday with the WIN on their sleeve. Have you and your family in my prayers and will be thinking of Susan on the road today. We all know that Susan has won.

    Prayers and thoughts from my family to yours.

  960. Comment by Margaret | 08.6.2009 | 7:06 am

    My sincerest condolences to you and your family. I’ve been sitting here wondering how reading the blog of a stranger could leave me fighting tears, but I am.

    Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. Your entire family is an inspiration to anybody going through this fight.

  961. Comment by Ron | 08.6.2009 | 7:08 am

    Sympathies from West Virginia.

  962. Comment by JEB | 08.6.2009 | 7:09 am

    I am sorry for your loss, but my goodness, look at what you and Susan accomplished along the way. You both inspired so many and did so much. And the effects will last forever.

  963. Comment by KYClyde | 08.6.2009 | 7:10 am

    Elden,
    As a long time follower, I have seen the most courageous fight by you and your family. I know that condolences don’t take the hurt away, but know that you and Susan have insipred us all to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  964. Comment by Claire | 08.6.2009 | 7:10 am

    So sorry to hear this news, Elden. My sympathies and thoughts are with you, your children, your families, and your friends.

  965. Comment by Alex M Lewis | 08.6.2009 | 7:10 am

    I am so sorry for your loss, I hope the following helps.

    Do not stand at my grave and weep,
    I am not there, I do not sleep.
    I am in a thousand winds that blow,
    I am the softly falling snow.
    I am the gentle showers of rain,
    I am the fields of ripening grain.
    I am in the morning hush,
    I am in the graceful rush
    Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
    I am the starshine of the night.
    I am in the flowers that bloom,
    I am in a quiet room.
    I am in the birds that sing,
    I am in each lovely thing.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there. I do not die.

  966. Comment by Dave | 08.6.2009 | 7:10 am

    My very sincerest condolences, Fatty. Susan’s story and your own, will continue to inspire me.

  967. Comment by Brad | 08.6.2009 | 7:10 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss, Fatty. I’ve been deeply inspired by Susan’s strength and courage. Thanks to the work she has inspired this site to take, Susan’s battle is still being fought.

  968. Comment by Kristine | 08.6.2009 | 7:11 am

    I am sorry for your loss. Susan is so proud of you and your accomplishments. My heart goes out to you and your whole family.

    Stay strong

  969. Comment by john deeley | 08.6.2009 | 7:12 am

    So Sorry to hear the news.

    Your Blog has lifted hearts and spirits and given hope to so many people. Susan will be remembered, as will you for the love you shared for each other and for life.

    My very best wishes to you all

  970. Comment by Tom Byrne | 08.6.2009 | 7:12 am

    My condolences on you and your family’s loss. Susan’s fight was and remains inspirational - I cannot imagine where she (and you and yours) found the strength to fight so steadfastly and gracefully.

    You are all in my prayers.

  971. Comment by Ned | 08.6.2009 | 7:12 am

    My deepest condlences to you and your family - I hope that your family will find peace in these trying hours -

  972. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 7:12 am

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Elden.

  973. Comment by kale | 08.6.2009 | 7:12 am

    I’m deeply sorry for you and your family’s loss, and grateful for the gifts Susan has given the world with her life.

    Elden, this may sound stupid but - don’t pass up any hugs for a while.

  974. Comment by Jennifer | 08.6.2009 | 7:13 am

    I am deeply sorry for the loss of your wife. I found your blog through Ree.

    If we all fought like Susan how different this world would be.

    You and your family will be in my thoughts.

  975. Comment by Tim Tiscornia | 08.6.2009 | 7:14 am

    Elden,

    I was thinking of you and Susan the other day when I saw some Fatty’s bike the other direction around Mercer Island. So sorry to hear this news. Our thoughts are with you and Susan/You will be top of mind as we train for and ride in Austin.

    Tim Tiscornia
    Mercer Island, WA

  976. Comment by Rie | 08.6.2009 | 7:14 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing and allowing us to fight alongside you.

  977. Comment by Vicki M. | 08.6.2009 | 7:16 am

    I am praying for you and your family today. I pray you will have peace and hope and comfort. And I will continue to pray for a long time. God bless you and your children.

  978. Comment by John | 08.6.2009 | 7:16 am

    I’m very sorry for your loss and thank you to you and Susan for your bravery to share all this.

    When I lost my sister, I felt I might never smile again but I kept hearing how other, happy people, have had tragedies in their lives. There will be a brighter day.

  979. Comment by JTinSC | 08.6.2009 | 7:16 am

    . . . i wore my FC jersey this morning for a 5 am ride. now I know why. win

  980. Comment by Justin | 08.6.2009 | 7:17 am

    I am sorry.

  981. Comment by Teri | 08.6.2009 | 7:18 am

    RIP Susan.

  982. Comment by Tracy | 08.6.2009 | 7:18 am

    My heartfelt condolences and wishes for continued strength for you and your family.

  983. Comment by Val | 08.6.2009 | 7:19 am

    May the Lord sustain you during this time.

  984. Comment by tracym | 08.6.2009 | 7:19 am

    My thoughts and prayers and hugs go out to you and your families. Susan and YOU are such an inspiration. Warmly, Tracy

  985. Comment by Terry | 08.6.2009 | 7:19 am

    Rest in peace brave Susan. My sincere condolences to Susan’s family, you have all fought so bravely.

  986. Comment by AJ | 08.6.2009 | 7:19 am

    You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May you be blessed with comfort and peace. Know that you and Susan have changed the world.

  987. Comment by Alecia | 08.6.2009 | 7:19 am

    You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless you all.

  988. Comment by Rick | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    So sorry Elden.

  989. Comment by Richard Bundro | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    Fatty-
    I’ve been reading your site for a long time. I was reading it in December when my father an otherwise strong 57 year old was diagnosed with late stage stomach cancer. I was reading the April when he lost his fight after only 5 months. Not a day goes by when I don’t miss my dad. Nothing I can say will ease your pain, and I’m truly sorry for you loss. I am also very thankful for all of you efforts. Hopefully, because of what you are doing to raise both funding and awareness, someday we will actually be able to defeat this awful disease.

  990. Comment by Ryan | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    peace be with you.

  991. Comment by Emilie | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    Peace to you and yours. And sweet final peace for Susan.

  992. Comment by DG | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    So sorry to hear this.

    Deepest sympathy from Ireland.

    Keep up the fight.

  993. Comment by Iron Girl Trixie | 08.6.2009 | 7:20 am

    Fatty,

    Wow! Look at the community you and Susan have inspired. I am truly awed and amazed to see such goodness come from such a terrible situation. I second the multitude of comments above (cause they all say it so well). Even though, I’m tearin’ up from the news, my head is thinking back to your post a few days ago - Leadville or not. I think Susan really wanted you to go and so did she. But she wasn’t able to in her current condition. The gang should go (even the kids) and make it an incredible Susan “kicks behind party” with all of your closest friends. Although, I can imagine the next few Livestrong Events will be chock full of celebrating Susan!

  994. Comment by jilrubia | 08.6.2009 | 7:21 am

    Thank you for sharing your life with us. Susan will always be in inspriation to me because sometimes winning a fight has more to do with how it happens than the end result. I’m so very sorry for the loss of your special wife, mother and friend.

  995. Comment by Anonymous | 08.6.2009 | 7:21 am

    you were all so lucky to have had each other. i wish you guidence in your new life.

  996. Comment by Steve H | 08.6.2009 | 7:21 am

    I started reading for the cycling humour. I kept reading in awe for your courageous fight against this evil disease. My heartfelt condolences and prayers are with you.

  997. Comment by Len in NSW Australia | 08.6.2009 | 7:22 am

    Eldon

    It was with great sorrow that I read that God has recalled another angel.I am so sorry for your loss.Your family have been an inspirationThankyou so much for sharing Susan with us all.My thoughts & prayers are with you & your wonderful children.Godspped my friend

  998. Comment by Krissa | 08.6.2009 | 7:22 am

    There are no words. Peace now, for you and yours; rest for Susan.

    We will fight.

  999. Comment by Brice | 08.6.2009 | 7:23 am

    I am sorry. Susan touched many including myself.

  1000. Comment by Andy | 08.6.2009 | 7:23 am

    Sincere condolences from Washington D.C. Have very much admired the stength and grace shown by you and your family during Susan’s struggle. Wishing you and yours the best.

  1001. Comment by hoon | 08.6.2009 | 7:23 am

    keep up the fight! our thoughts go out to you and your family.

  1002. Comment by Pink | 08.6.2009 | 7:24 am

    Have probably shed more tears for you and Susan and your family in the last year than I’ve done in ten years.

    You all fought the brave fight with valor and strength.

    You will find the right way to grieve and honor her.

    prayers to all of you

  1003. Comment by Andrea | 08.6.2009 | 7:24 am

    God bless you and your family.

  1004. Comment by Jaime O. | 08.6.2009 | 7:24 am

    No words Fatty. Thinking of you and the kids…and Susan’s amazing legacy.

  1005. Comment by Big Mel | 08.6.2009 | 7:24 am

    May the peace that passes all understanding be with you and your children.

    God bless you each moment of each and every day.

  1006. Comment by mgr | 08.6.2009 | 7:25 am

    Peace and condolences, Elden. Sorry for your loss.

  1007. Comment by Sarah | 08.6.2009 | 7:25 am

    Thank you so much for sharing all of this with your community. Peace, strength and love to you and your family. We can all only hope to be as strong as Susan.

  1008. Comment by kiwi | 08.6.2009 | 7:27 am

    I don’t know what to say,I have never meet you and your family, but my heart hurts for you and kids,

    FIGHT Like SUSAN

    Kiwi

  1009. Comment by dodey | 08.6.2009 | 7:27 am

    went for a ride this morning thinking of you and your family. it was appropriate that it was raining. the heavens are weeping.

  1010. Comment by Lizzy | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    Fight like Susan, indeed.

    Be strong.
    LiveStrong.

  1011. Comment by ridethewomble | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    Sorry, Fatty.

  1012. Comment by Tessa | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    May God bless each of you through this difficult time & always. Susan is an inspiration to us all.

  1013. Comment by The GPC | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    Mine and my family’s thoughts are with you Elden and the kids. We will never say she lost and your journey with your own fight against cancer, the lives you have touched and the people you have inspired is just beginning.

    GPC

  1014. Comment by Lorie | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    Hugs and prayers to you and all your family, Elden.

  1015. Comment by PB and Jazz | 08.6.2009 | 7:29 am

    Condolences to you and your family. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  1016. Comment by Rob P | 08.6.2009 | 7:30 am

    My deepest sympathies to you and your family. Take care of yourselves.

  1017. Comment by GAC | 08.6.2009 | 7:30 am

    I am very sorry for your loss. You and Susan have inspired so many to fight for a good cause, and you’ve accomplished a lot. You both have shown us the true meaning of grace.

  1018. Comment by Sean | 08.6.2009 | 7:30 am

    You have my sincerest condolences.

  1019. Comment by Gillian. England | 08.6.2009 | 7:30 am

    I know how hard this is for your children. I watched my Mother die a long slow and painful death. You begin to pray for an end, but when it comes it’s no easier to bare.
    I can’t imagine how this must be for you. To lose the person you choose to spend the rest of your life with. That must be hard too.
    My prayers are with you all.

  1020. Comment by jt | 08.6.2009 | 7:30 am

    Fatty,
    I’m so sorry. My condolences to you and your family.

    Fight LIKE Susan

    jt

  1021. Comment by Christopher | 08.6.2009 | 7:31 am

    I’m so sorry Elden. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  1022. Comment by damokate | 08.6.2009 | 7:31 am

    Peace.

  1023. Comment by EdL | 08.6.2009 | 7:32 am

    So sorry to hear. My deepest condolences.

  1024. Comment by Erik B. | 08.6.2009 | 7:33 am

    Impressive is her inspiration to so many. Impressive, your strength in such difficult times. You have both made and continue to make a positive impact in this world and have changed lives.

    I’m so sorry that she has too early transcended her physical self, Fatty…. she will always be with you and your family.

    Let’s all keep the fire burning and Fight Like Susan!

  1025. Comment by Martin | 08.6.2009 | 7:33 am

    Condolences to you and your family.

    Take care.

  1026. Comment by Stefanie | 08.6.2009 | 7:34 am

    Blessings and grace.

    Susan inspires us all, and always will.

  1027. Comment by Carl | 08.6.2009 | 7:35 am

    Susan is a winner! Come on people, there is still time to join us in Philly or Austin!

    Love to Fatty, the kids, and all of Susan’s loved ones from Youngstown, Ohio.

  1028. Comment by Ruth Ann | 08.6.2009 | 7:35 am

    God’s peace and comfort be with you and your family. She is holding her head up high up there with God. I know you are so very proud. My thoughts will especially be with you in these next few weeks. I have been there, having lost a husband, and it seems after a few weeks, reality really sets in. Cherish the memories, cherish the memories. God bless you all.

  1029. Comment by GenghisKhan | 08.6.2009 | 7:35 am

    Ditto all the great sentiments and condolences of previous commenters. Nothing new to add, just condolences and thanks for sharing your experience with us.

  1030. Comment by mnbiker | 08.6.2009 | 7:36 am

    My deepest sympathies to you are your family! Your story has touched thuosands and will do great things in the fight against this horrible disease.

  1031. Comment by MattC | 08.6.2009 | 7:37 am

    I’ve got tears in my eyes and can’t type now…but you are in my thoughts. Be strong like Susan.

  1032. Comment by Dave | 08.6.2009 | 7:37 am

    You and your family will be in my thoughts.

  1033. Comment by Rudi | 08.6.2009 | 7:38 am

    I posted on your earlier thread, but I share my condolences for you, your family and Susan. FIGHT ON!

  1034. Comment by Angi | 08.6.2009 | 7:38 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I am so very sorry for your loss.

  1035. Comment by just a guy | 08.6.2009 | 7:38 am

    I’m really sorry for your loss. I hope others will Fight Like Susan.

  1036. Comment by Jouni Ranta | 08.6.2009 | 7:39 am

    Elden, deepest condolences to you and yours. Know that strong arms are around you.

  1037. Comment by ErinW | 08.6.2009 | 7:39 am

    Dear Elden,
    I too found you through Lance’s twitter and have been truly moved by your family’s struggle and am saddened to hear about Susan’s passing. I took up triathlons this year and my mantra is “it’s gonna hurt, suck it up” because basically swimming is hard, but cancer is harder, riding is hard, but cancer is harder, running is hard, but cancer is harder. I’m sending you all my love from Oakville, Ontario Canada. I’ve got my next tri in two weeks here in Toronto. I’m dedicating it to you and Susan.

  1038. Comment by Kim and Kelley | 08.6.2009 | 7:39 am

    Fatty and family,
    We are so sorry.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  1039. Comment by michael corbridge | 08.6.2009 | 7:39 am

    I am so very sorry to learn of your loss. On my morning ride today, I stopped at Woods Hole, looked out over the sparkling sea, and sent a prayer to Susan and your family.

  1040. Comment by brian chasm | 08.6.2009 | 7:39 am

    condolences from kansas city here. ive been following your blog for years now. feel like i know you guys on a personal level, my heart aches for you. i have been incredibly inspired by your strength and positivity, by susan’s strength, and by the strength of your children.

    you are a strong man and you will get through this, and will undoubtfully have many people to help you with this part of the journey of life. take care, elden.

    -brian

  1041. Comment by CeeCee | 08.6.2009 | 7:40 am

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. So many of us are strangers.
    My deepest condolences to your entire family.
    Prayers from Austin.

  1042. Comment by Jeff | 08.6.2009 | 7:41 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. May her memory live on forever.

  1043. Comment by NoTrail | 08.6.2009 | 7:41 am

    Susan was an amazing fighter through all of this … and so were you Elden. Wishing only the best for you and your family in the future. Peace.

  1044. Comment by patty | 08.6.2009 | 7:41 am

    Condolences from New Jersey. Your strength and that of your kids, friends, and family will get you through this. You and Susan have touched more people than you will know. Keep fighting the good fight.

  1045. Comment by Clay | 08.6.2009 | 7:42 am

    This is a day I had hoped would never come … Prayers for you and your wonderful children, Elden.

  1046. Comment by fatkatonabike | 08.6.2009 | 7:42 am

    You are right, Susan did not lose! Even in your time of sadness, you are an inspiration. God bless you and your family Elden.

  1047. Comment by andy | 08.6.2009 | 7:42 am

    I am so sorry for your loss.

  1048. Comment by bfp | 08.6.2009 | 7:42 am

    long long time lurker–just wanted to say–thank you so much for sharing susan’s story with the world. it has changed my life.

    much tenderness and respect,

  1049. Comment by Kevin in Atlanta | 08.6.2009 | 7:43 am

    I’m so sorry for your family’s loss. Through your blog Susan has been an inspiration to me, and although I’ve never met any of you, I feel like I know you and I hurt for you right now.

    Keep up your fight against cancer.

  1050. Comment by Todd | 08.6.2009 | 7:44 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I feel privileged to have been able to donate as part of her fight - she inspired me to contribute.

  1051. Comment by Ben | 08.6.2009 | 7:44 am

    Elden,
    My thoughts and prayers are with you today. This is absolutely heart wrenching to see, but her fight inspired something amazing. I know, I just know that you’ll continue this fight and make her life, and this horrible disease, into something amazing.

    Ben aka Chubby Super Biker

  1052. Comment by Matt Boulanger | 08.6.2009 | 7:45 am

    Sending you my thoughts and prayers, Elden. I’ve directed my tens of readers to your site. I hope in this difficult time you can feel the collective embrace and gratitude from everybody whose life you and Susan have touched.

  1053. Comment by sllym | 08.6.2009 | 7:45 am

    I am so, so sorry.

  1054. Comment by Eric W. | 08.6.2009 | 7:45 am

    I’m a relative newcomer to your blog, but have been deeply touched by everything you’ve gone through and the moving way in which you have been able to share your feelings and experiences with us. My deepest, most sincere condolonces to you, your family, and all of your and Susan’s friends. My thoughts are with you in Washington, DC today…

  1055. Comment by ConnieJeanne | 08.6.2009 | 7:47 am

    Peace be with you and your family.

  1056. Comment by MrsEAM | 08.6.2009 | 7:48 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. Thank you for allowing this community of strangers and friends to be part of the journey, and for providing a way for all of us to fight for and with Susan. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers during the next few difficult days and weeks.

  1057. Comment by Hannah Handpainted | 08.6.2009 | 7:48 am

    You don’t know me–and I don’t know what to say but I am amazed at your entire family. Your strength, your pain, even your dedication to cycling amazes me (I need to get out of an exercise rut), and I just know that amazing people like you will again be happier, have the more peaceful life beyond cancer that you deserve. I just wish your family happiness and peace.

  1058. Comment by Dave L | 08.6.2009 | 7:49 am

    Our thoughts are with you and your family.

  1059. Comment by Rick S. | 08.6.2009 | 7:50 am

    Susan showed me what it is to fight. Inspiring. Our family is thinking of you and hope you find peace.

  1060. Comment by Julia | 08.6.2009 | 7:50 am

    My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am terribly sorry that this had to happen to you and your family. I hope you don’t take this the wrong way when I continue to think and feel and say, Win Susan.

  1061. Comment by Dan O | 08.6.2009 | 7:50 am

    Deepest condolences, it’s time for all of us to fight like Susan

  1062. Comment by Andrea | 08.6.2009 | 7:50 am

    Condolences from the Midwest. Will walk for Susan at the Susan G Komen Kansas City Race for the Cure this Sunday.

  1063. Comment by Robert | 08.6.2009 | 7:50 am

    May the Good Lord bless you and your family today. I know that there are no words that can ease this pain, but may we all continue to fight this horrible disease!

  1064. Comment by josh | 08.6.2009 | 7:51 am

    you and susan have touched all of our lives.

    my deepest condolences.

  1065. Comment by Clydesdale | 08.6.2009 | 7:51 am

    RIP Susan

    Know that you have done a wonderfull job in raising your amazing children and inspiring hordes of people!

    You will be missed and you leave your family in good hands.

    LIVESTRONG FATTY!!

  1066. Comment by Linda | 08.6.2009 | 7:52 am

    My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Susan is finally free of all pain. God bless you all.

    Hugs and love.

  1067. Comment by Lya | 08.6.2009 | 7:52 am

    Thank you for creating something good with your blog and awareness, out of a horrible and private situation.

  1068. Comment by Lisa | 08.6.2009 | 7:52 am

    Rest now Susan. Love to you and yours.

  1069. Comment by SDM | 08.6.2009 | 7:52 am

    Peace to yu and your family…stay strong and LiveSTRONG

  1070. Comment by CB | 08.6.2009 | 7:53 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family…Hang in there.

  1071. Comment by Yaniel | 08.6.2009 | 7:53 am

    My deepest condolences for your loss. I’ll keep you and yours in my heart. I’m very sorry for your loss.

  1072. Comment by whitney | 08.6.2009 | 7:53 am

    I’m so sorry to hear about Susan’s passing. Know that she lives on in all of us who have been moved, inspired, and spurred to action because of her story. Peace.

  1073. Comment by NW | 08.6.2009 | 7:53 am

    Yes Susan did. I am so sorry for your loss.

  1074. Comment by Curtis Blood | 08.6.2009 | 7:54 am

    I am sorry for your loss. God be with you and your family.

  1075. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 7:54 am

    Fatty I don’t know what to say. I want to be eloquent and insightful and i just can’t be. I’m so sorry.

  1076. Comment by Paul M | 08.6.2009 | 7:54 am

    I going to do the Livestrong challenge here in Austin for you guys. Trying to decide between the run or the ride (hmm, maybe both?), but either way, I plan to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  1077. Comment by etucker | 08.6.2009 | 7:55 am

    Your recent posts brought back my memories of the summer of 1996 when we lost my Mom to Lymphoma. It is really hard when someone you love has to go through that. Know that the hurt will heal some, but not all the way (which is a good thing IMO), and you will be able to enjoy the good memories. I think of my Mom as a guardian angle for our family, and Susan will now fill that role for you and your sons. Keep the faith and know that all of us in the cancer community are with you.

  1078. Comment by Durner | 08.6.2009 | 7:56 am

    Keep up the fight and thanks to you and your family for fighting so hard from the start.

  1079. Comment by Mickie Ortiz | 08.6.2009 | 7:56 am

    I did not know Susan and it has been a long time since I have seen you Elden, but Kellene and Rocky have kept us posted on her battle that by default became your battle too. I am sad for you and your sweet young family. This is a huge trial. I don’t know how to cope with this kind of loss, I just know that God will watch over you and that through His merciful plan you can be together again. Without that knowledge it would be an unbearable loss. May God and His angels bless you in the coming days weeks and months that lie ahead.

  1080. Comment by mtnbkr | 08.6.2009 | 7:57 am

    So very sorry for you and the kids…

    Susan can finally rest. Team Fatty will now carry on the fight.

    Love and Peace from CT. Fighting Like Susan!!

  1081. Comment by Catherine | 08.6.2009 | 7:58 am

    Thank you for sharing so much of Susan’s grace and strength with us. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.

  1082. Comment by Karen Towns | 08.6.2009 | 7:59 am

    My mother died 4 years ago on August 2 of CA breast. Same horrible story except hers came back in her stomach. So yuck.

    My new filthiest curse word is cancer. It’s so vile I won’t even use it on my worst enemies.

    I am thankful for heaven- no more sickness there. Thanks to Jesus.

    You are fighting the good fight. Keep the faith!

    You and your family are in my prayers.

    Karen

  1083. Comment by Tstaniec | 08.6.2009 | 7:59 am

    I am sad for you. I am inspired by you. My heart goes out to you. I am in awe of your strengh. I am so sorry.

  1084. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 7:59 am

    My sincere condolences to you and your family. Please take care of each other as Susan would have wanted you to.

  1085. Comment by Christy | 08.6.2009 | 8:00 am

    Thoughts and prayers for you and your family from Tennessee.

  1086. Comment by Becky | 08.6.2009 | 8:01 am

    Peace be with you and your family. You are truly inspirational.

  1087. Comment by Matt | 08.6.2009 | 8:02 am

    I’m sorry, Elden.

  1088. Comment by John | 08.6.2009 | 8:02 am

    Fatty,

    So sorry for your loss.

    Through raising awareness and raising funds for the fight against cancer Susan leaves a legacy to be immensely proud of.

  1089. Comment by Ricardo | 08.6.2009 | 8:02 am

    I’m sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family.

  1090. Comment by Kathleen | 08.6.2009 | 8:03 am

    Through your blog I’ve been able to witness cancer in a way that I’ve never experienced before. I have been deeply moved by Susan’s struggle, and by your ability to cope and keep your humor through it all. My deepest sympathies to you and your family.

  1091. Comment by Heidi | 08.6.2009 | 8:03 am

    like many others — landed here some weeks ago via Levi Leipheimer’s (if I remember correctly) and LA’s twitters.
    like many others — a stranger.
    like many others — praying for your family and that same spirit of endurance your wife clearly had surround you & your boys.
    Once my husband is home tonight we’ll be looking into where we can throw our support. I figure my old stomping ground of Philly will probably do just fine.
    H in Alberta, Canada

  1092. Comment by Julian | 08.6.2009 | 8:03 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  1093. Comment by Jenn | 08.6.2009 | 8:03 am

    One day i found my way to your blog via the pioneer woman and I was hooked. I haven’t been on a bike since I was a child, I know nothing about cycling and I don’t know your family, but I was hooked. For a few days I couldn’t figure out why I was always drawn to your blog to read about something I knew nothing about. One day I figured it out. It was/is your devotion and love for your wife and children. Thru your blog I could feel the love you felt, the devotion and the compassion. I wish you and your family peace and love during the months and years ahead and I will continue checking in often and even though I still don’t ride, I can appreciate your passion for the sport and your family.

  1094. Comment by tom | 08.6.2009 | 8:04 am

    So sorry Elden. Thank you for sharing your story and upping the ante in the fight against cancer.

  1095. Comment by Doug | 08.6.2009 | 8:04 am

    Susan inspired many of us. As do you, Elden.

  1096. Comment by Bryan | 08.6.2009 | 8:04 am

    My condolences Fatty. May the lord watch over you and your family during this extremely difficult time. Susan, and you are the biggest fighters and both of you inspire me! God Bless You All!

    Sincerely,

    Bryan and Sara

  1097. Comment by leroy | 08.6.2009 | 8:05 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family.

    When one considers the family you and Susan have raised and the fight against cancer you and Susan have led, how can anyone doubt that Susan won?

    My own small experience suggests that the pain of your loss will ease, but you will still miss her. You will find comfort in the realization that Susan will be with you in your heart.

    My prayer for you is that some day soon you find yourself thinking about the good you and Susan have done, the family you have raised and that you smile.

    Much love and condolences,

    L.

  1098. Comment by Michael | 08.6.2009 | 8:05 am

    so, sorry sorry to hear this news. Please keep riding and writing. You genuinely inspire me to be better.

  1099. Comment by Jenni Laurita | 08.6.2009 | 8:05 am

    Saw this last night and fell asleep with tears in my eyes. So much love coming your way. Good advice up there somewhere- let others do the pulling for a while, you’ve earned it.
    Going home from vacation and donating more to my page in Susan’s memory.
    Love love love,
    jenni

  1100. Comment by Paul | 08.6.2009 | 8:05 am

    Thoughts and tears are with you, Fatty.

  1101. Comment by Jess | 08.6.2009 | 8:05 am

    Even in her passing, she has inspired one more. She will continue to do so.

    My husband has followed your blog for some time. He has spoken of Susan’s fight. He said I should really read the blog sometime.

    I did today, and I cannot say I’m sorry I did.

    Your family is in my thoughts.

  1102. Comment by jennifer | 08.6.2009 | 8:06 am

    We love you and are truly praying for your family.

  1103. Comment by km | 08.6.2009 | 8:06 am

    God bless you and your family we’re all with you.

  1104. Comment by Ka_Jun | 08.6.2009 | 8:06 am

    My sincere and deep condolences to you and your family. I pray for comfort for you and your family. Peace to you and your house.

  1105. Comment by VT Telegirl | 08.6.2009 | 8:06 am

    I am so sorry. Peace be with you and your family.

  1106. Comment by db | 08.6.2009 | 8:06 am

    We will miss you, Susan. Peace and strength to the entire family.

  1107. Comment by Daniel | 08.6.2009 | 8:07 am

    Elden, you and Susan are an inspiration for all of us. I am so sorry for your loss, but I know that the strength of your family and your community will see you through. We’re all standing by you, fighting like Susan.

  1108. Comment by Vanilla | 08.6.2009 | 8:07 am

    My sincere condolences. I have only been reading your blog for a couple of months, but you and Susan have been a huge inspiration.

  1109. Comment by Carole | 08.6.2009 | 8:08 am

    May she rest in peace and may you and your family find comfort and strength. You all are in my prayers.

  1110. Comment by Micah Aaron | 08.6.2009 | 8:09 am

    You and Susan have inspired me ever since I started reading your blog and I know you both will continue to inspire me. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family during this difficult time.

  1111. Comment by p.j. | 08.6.2009 | 8:09 am

    Elden,

    My most heartfelt condolences to you, your children, Susan’s family and yours. May you all find peace and comfort in your memories of Susan’s courage and your mutual commitment to making her life count. Susan’s legacy will be a blessing for many, many people.

    Take care, p.j.

  1112. Comment by MJ | 08.6.2009 | 8:09 am

    I cannot imagine the grief that you and your family are coping with right now. I only hope that the thoughts and prayers of all these people brings some comfort, so I add my own thoughts and prayers to theirs.

  1113. Comment by TimothyDay | 08.6.2009 | 8:10 am

    Condolences from Philadelphia

  1114. Comment by Jon | 08.6.2009 | 8:10 am

    Thank you for sharing your experiences with all of us. I do hope that we readers can offer you additional strength. My deepest sympathies to you and your family.

  1115. Comment by Portia | 08.6.2009 | 8:10 am

    My sympathy to you and your family. Susan was an excellent example to all women, may she rest in peace.

  1116. Comment by mymosk | 08.6.2009 | 8:11 am

    Your whole family has been in insiration. My prayers are with you all.

  1117. Comment by Steve | 08.6.2009 | 8:11 am

    A hard fought battle and a lasting legacy!

    Team Fatty
    LiveStrong San Jose

  1118. Comment by Kent | 08.6.2009 | 8:11 am

    Wondering if Susan wanted you to go to Leadville and this was her way of giving you the wings to fly. I’d sure hate to be your competition.

  1119. Comment by Bruce | 08.6.2009 | 8:12 am

    My prayers go to you and your family. Please take comfort in knowing that Susan no longer feels the pain of this hideous disease. My hope is that you and the kids cope with the pain of your loss.
    May God bless you all,
    Bruce

  1120. Comment by JC | 08.6.2009 | 8:13 am

    Thank you so much for sharing Susan’s story and inspiring so many people to take up the fight with her. My heart is sad for you, but knows that she is now an angel. Prayers from Team Fatty Michigan Fighting For Susan.

  1121. Comment by Jayme | 08.6.2009 | 8:15 am

    Your’s is the first I check every morning when I take my morning break to find out how Susan is. I am so very sorry. Prayers are with you from Duluth, MN.

  1122. Comment by Gordon | 08.6.2009 | 8:15 am

    You, Susan and the rest of your family have been a shining example of how to deal with adversity. I hope that I would be able to manifest half of the grace you’ve exhibited under half of the stress you’ve undergone.

  1123. Comment by Will | 08.6.2009 | 8:16 am

    You are both an inspiration.

  1124. Comment by Hilslug | 08.6.2009 | 8:16 am

    Tears and prayers for you and your family. I will keep fighting.

  1125. Comment by Rebecca | 08.6.2009 | 8:17 am

    Our family joins our prayers with all the others going up to send you comfort and peace.

  1126. Comment by Melissa | 08.6.2009 | 8:17 am

    So sorry for you and your families loss. Thank you for sharing.

    Mnay hugs and prayers from Kansas.

  1127. Comment by Terri | 08.6.2009 | 8:18 am

    Elden,
    Susan fought and led a powerful charge and even though I don’t know you all personally, the Nelsons changed my life. You too have set a beautiful example of courage and determination and love. I thank you for sharing your very private experience with the world and pray for you and your family that you find stength and peace in your heart and continue the fight against this horrible disease. You, Susan and your kids have inspired me so much.

  1128. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 8:18 am

    With spirit like yours and everyone who has shared their condolences, Susan will live on for a very long time. I can only imagine the pain and loss you are going through and even though Susan can’t be with you and your family she has moved on to a much better place where pain and suffering have no business hanging around. Stay strong and lean on family and the many friends you have here at Team Fatty.

    May God bless Susan’s soul so that she rests in everlasting peace.

    -Mike

  1129. Comment by NightAngel | 08.6.2009 | 8:18 am

    I am so very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

    Keep up the good work- and the good fight.

  1130. Comment by Linda | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.

  1131. Comment by Rachel from Missouri | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    The past few weeks I’ve thought it would be a relief when the end finally came. But I burst into tears when I read the news.
    “I didn’t even know her,” I sobbed to my husband. “Yes, you did,” he said, “though his blog.”

    You have shown me that suffering together is preferable to living without the one you love.

  1132. Comment by Tom Gruver | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    Such a loss. Our thoughts are with you back in Redmond!

  1133. Comment by Russ | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    God bless you buddy, and your family too. Susan’s fight is inspiring, but your battle to choose positive ways of fighting has been as much or more of a personal inspiration for me.

  1134. Comment by Toni | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    I am so deeply sorry for your loss, but forever inspired by Susan–and you. I wish you and your family peace.

  1135. Comment by jay | 08.6.2009 | 8:19 am

    We are thinking of you Elden and family.

  1136. Comment by Mike and Sherry | 08.6.2009 | 8:20 am

    Our heartfelt condolences to you and your children. As many others have said Susan and you have become an inspiration… Roll on!

  1137. Comment by Mario | 08.6.2009 | 8:20 am

    Unless one has experienced it, no words can describe what you are feeling. Be strong. You and your family are in my thoughts.

  1138. Comment by Ian | 08.6.2009 | 8:20 am

    Peace to you and your family.

  1139. Comment by Laura | 08.6.2009 | 8:20 am

    I wandered onto your website a while back and have continued to return. I find it strange how I feel about people I’ve never met. All I can say is your family is beautiful. My heart is with you all.

  1140. Comment by Frank F | 08.6.2009 | 8:20 am

    I wish I could be as strong as Susan and you. I wish I could carry some of your grief, if only to lighten your load.

  1141. Comment by Shram | 08.6.2009 | 8:21 am

    My condolences, this is one of the most real blogs out there, I hope you keep it up.
    WIN FOR SUSAN

  1142. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 8:21 am

    Elden, I’m so sorry. My condolences at this difficult time.

  1143. Comment by Lynne | 08.6.2009 | 8:21 am

    tears flow; words fail. But the he incredible gift you and Susan have given us all shines in this dark time.

    Thank you both for sharing your story, for leading the fight. The courage, grace, and inspiration you both provide will long stand as a testament to the power of love and the strength of the human spirit.

    Peace and strength to you and your family now as you work through this horrible, painful time. You are all in my prayers.

  1144. Comment by Becky | 08.6.2009 | 8:24 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  1145. Comment by Bob E | 08.6.2009 | 8:24 am

    Elden, Our family thanks you, your family and especially Susan’s courage and endurance in leading the battle against cancer. Susan inspired so many. Your family has been in our thoughts and prayers for months. May you and the kids find the comfort and support you need.

  1146. Comment by Allyson | 08.6.2009 | 8:24 am

    Peace for you and your family, Elden.

  1147. Comment by Sam | 08.6.2009 | 8:24 am

    I am sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.

  1148. Comment by Lowrydr | 08.6.2009 | 8:25 am

    She has been released from her pain and confusion.
    She has not lost rather she has won.
    She will lead the fight at a higher level.
    She has not left you as she is there in the faces and hearts of your children.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!!

    Us other mear mortals hold you in our thoughts and grieve for your familys loss of a guiding light.
    You are strong and will hold the family up in this terrible time that you now journey through.

    We are here for you to lean on when ever you wish.

    Peace, Thoughts and Prayers to you and yours Eldon.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!!!

  1149. Comment by Purduerose | 08.6.2009 | 8:25 am

    Susan can not loose the battle she has You, your family and all of your blogging friends to fight. As long as we keep fighting eventually she will win!

    I’m sorry for your loss. All I can do is keep you and your family in my thoughts. (and keep fighting).

  1150. Comment by Tamra | 08.6.2009 | 8:25 am

    I was introduced to your family by Ree when she did the fundraiser/giveaway. I have been following your blog since. I have wanted to comment many times to encourage you and Susan and your family as you all battled cancer. I had nothing different to say then the many people that love you and expressed concern and sympathy so I didn’t. But today, I want to tell you that my heart is heavy. My deepest sympathies to you and your children and your family. I pray that you will find peace in knowing that Susan is well and painfree and dancing in heaven. You have been a loving caregiver and an inspiration.

  1151. Comment by Jennebelle | 08.6.2009 | 8:25 am

    I am so sorry to hear about Susan. At least where she is she will hurt no more.

    Love to all of you!

    (Saskatchewan, Canada)

  1152. Comment by Dominique | 08.6.2009 | 8:26 am

    Susan was and continues to be an inspiration as do you.
    Fight like SUSAN! Take care of yourself and your family and may you feel the best wishes of all your blog readers and the cycling community!

  1153. Comment by CellPhoneGuy | 08.6.2009 | 8:26 am

    Twin Six’s home page says it all.

  1154. Comment by Erin | 08.6.2009 | 8:27 am

    Much, much love to you and the kids, from yet another Internet stranger.

  1155. Comment by jwbikes | 08.6.2009 | 8:27 am

    Elden,
    I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family. I wish you peace and strength.

    Jeff

  1156. Comment by gregc | 08.6.2009 | 8:27 am

    You and Susan have inspired legions of us to fight the battle as evidenced by the swelling Livestrong team and > $500,000 so far. The well wisher comments like this (1121 comments already at 7:21 AM on Thursday) are a testimony of her spirit. Susan is at rest now, its up to all of us to honor her memory and persevere in the fight against cancer. Be strong, we are with you.

  1157. Comment by Ed | 08.6.2009 | 8:27 am

    Don’t know you or Susan, but your story and her fight inspire me. Words cannot convey the sadness you must feel, as I feel as though we have all lost a friend. You will be in my thoughts, Ed

  1158. Comment by Andy R. | 08.6.2009 | 8:28 am

    I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength, and I stand and watch until at last she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come down to mingle with each other. Then someone at my side says, ‘There she goes!’

    Gone where? Gone from my sight … that is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and just as able to bear her load of living freight to the place of destination. Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says, ‘There she goes!’ there are other eyes watching her coming and their voices ready to take up the glad shouts ‘Here she comes!’
    ~ by Henry Van Dyke ~

  1159. Comment by Daddystyle | 08.6.2009 | 8:28 am

    RIP Susan, she lives on in u and your family.

    Love the Stanhopes

  1160. Comment by Chris from Denver | 08.6.2009 | 8:29 am

    I’m sorry to hear the news, fatty. I’ve been enjoying your blog for about a year now and wanted to post my first comment to say thank you for sharing your life with us. So, thank you.

  1161. Comment by Mandy | 08.6.2009 | 8:29 am

    I would say I am so sorry for your loss but Susan was not a loss at all. She was in inspiration and a fighter!!! Determined!!!! I am sorry that you all are left behind but what a lesson she not only taught you all but all of us bloggers and blog readers!!!. Plus…she will continue to touch lives for many years to come! I am sorry for you all and you all will be in my thoughts and prayers!!!

  1162. Comment by Ian | 08.6.2009 | 8:29 am

    My heart goes out to you and your family. Both you and Susan are a tremendous inspiration.

  1163. Comment by Kevin | 08.6.2009 | 8:30 am

    I admire the dignity with which your family has shown in this sad situation. My deepest sympathy.

  1164. Comment by frilly | 08.6.2009 | 8:31 am

    Elden, Peace & love to your family during this difficult time.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  1165. Comment by Johnny | 08.6.2009 | 8:31 am

    While it was a gut-shot reading the news this morning, there was a certain peace through the tears knowing Susan is in a better place. My condolences to you and your family.

  1166. Comment by imonmybike | 08.6.2009 | 8:31 am

    Many are thinking of you and your family. I add my prayers to numerous others for you and your family. Susan inspired us all.

  1167. Comment by Rick B | 08.6.2009 | 8:31 am

    Wow…so very sorry for you all. Just got the news via Lance Armstrong tweet…which is also how I learned of your blog within the past couple of weeks and now check it daily…numerous times. My deepest condolences…

  1168. Comment by Norma | 08.6.2009 | 8:32 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  1169. Comment by sue | 08.6.2009 | 8:32 am

    Fatty my heart goes out to you and your family. What an incredible woman your Susan was and what a legacy of strength she has left for your children. I hope you can find some solace in this hardest of times. Let people take care of you too.

  1170. Comment by DarbE | 08.6.2009 | 8:33 am

    You may never read this due to the sheer volume of comments, but that volume ought to tell you just how much you and your family have touched the lives of those around you. I have never met you or Susan, yet my heart breaks for you and your family. Thank you for rallying a great group of people around a fight that must be won. My prayers are with you and I donate and fight in Susan’s honor. God be with you at this difficult time!

  1171. Comment by Emily | 08.6.2009 | 8:33 am

    my condolences to you and your family.

  1172. Comment by Fattier | 08.6.2009 | 8:34 am

    Fatty, the amount of money you have raised pales in comparison to the number of people you and Susan have inspired during this fight. No words can express my condolences. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

    Wearing the Team Fatty kit this Saturday will mean more than it ever has before.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  1173. Comment by Scott Rosenbaum | 08.6.2009 | 8:35 am

    I am so sorry for your families loss.

  1174. Comment by giulia | 08.6.2009 | 8:35 am

    I just wanted to give my condolences to you and your family

    thank you for all you have done

  1175. Comment by Jeff | 08.6.2009 | 8:36 am

    Our thoughts are with you Elden and family. Our prayers will be for you. Susan has thouched so many lives through your amazing words- my life is better for having been able to view yours. Keep up your amazing work Fatty- you are an amazing person, husband and father- and will continue to be be all of those things and more!

  1176. Comment by RaginCajun | 08.6.2009 | 8:37 am

    Peace and strength to you and your family.
    J

  1177. Comment by Melissa | 08.6.2009 | 8:37 am

    I am just so very sorry…

  1178. Comment by Vance Longwell | 08.6.2009 | 8:37 am

    I ride to survive. Today, I ride for Susan. Please accept my most sincere condolences.

  1179. Comment by Rico | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    Elden - My thoughts are with you and your family.

  1180. Comment by neil edward | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    I am so saddened, but thankful for all Susan and you have done to inspire, starting with your immediate family and reaching out to a community of riders and good people across the country and globe. Let Susan power your legs and continue your (and our) fight.

    I feel the presence of my dad, whom I lost 3 yrs ago to pancreatic cancer, on hard climbs.

    One love.

  1181. Comment by VA Biker | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    I commented last night, so I apologize for doing so again. When I think of Elden & Susan, this is the image that comes to my mind…

    http://tinyurl.com/ksnebd

    What an embodiment of love in one photo!

    Elden, thank you for sharing your life with us anonymous folks. We have been really fortunate that you have provided us with wit, compassion, and hope. We (I) can try to repay by helping to fight the scourge of cancer.

    Susan will not be forgotten. Fight Like Susan.

  1182. Comment by Hat | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    Terribly sorry, Elden. Love to you and your family.

  1183. Comment by Ellen | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    I am so sorry for you loss. Thank you to both you and Susan for having the courage to share your story and inspire so many people to join in the fight against cancer. It sucks. Thoughts and prayers.

  1184. Comment by Dingbat | 08.6.2009 | 8:38 am

    Our love and prayers are with you today more than ever.

    I’ll say a prayer for Susan and you, and go home tonight and hug my wife and daughter like never before.

  1185. Comment by Anonymous | 08.6.2009 | 8:39 am

    Thank you so much for all you have done. I’m sitting at my computer crying over someone I have never met, yet I feel like I know. Susan’s fight became personal to a lot of us.

    Fight Like Susan.

  1186. Comment by Cliff | 08.6.2009 | 8:39 am

    Elden,

    My heartfelt prayers, condolences and love are going out to you and your family. She fought the strong fight with you and her family alongside her. What you all went through is a testament of courage, perseverance, and generosity. Thank you for sharing your stories, your thoughts and your feelings with all of us. You’ve been an inspiration to all of us.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  1187. Comment by FJ | 08.6.2009 | 8:39 am

    Nothing can really be posted to help, but all over the world, total strangers are thinking about you and wishing you well, me included.

    Francis

  1188. Comment by Mike | 08.6.2009 | 8:39 am

    You and your family will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong and keep fighting like Susan.

  1189. Comment by MattC | 08.6.2009 | 8:39 am

    I know there’s far too many comments here for everybody to read, but those who see this, check out the TwinSix site…they have SO MUCH Class!

    http://www.twinsix.com/

  1190. Comment by Micheal Green | 08.6.2009 | 8:40 am

    What an inspiration she is. FIGHT LIKE SUSAN

  1191. Comment by Greg in Cincy | 08.6.2009 | 8:41 am

    Our deepest sympathies on your loss - tonight we ride for Susan! What a legacy, what a life! So many people will be helped though your pain. God Bless You and your family!

  1192. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 8:41 am

    My deepest and most heartfelt condolences to you and your family, Elden. Take comfort in the fact that her spirit lives on in the inspiration she created and spread with her battle. I also must applaud your courage for sharing every step of this fight with us, your mostly anonymous, but no-less-caring fans and friends.

  1193. Comment by Ginger | 08.6.2009 | 8:41 am

    I’m sorry, Elden.

    You’ve both fought the good fight.

    All my sympathy.

  1194. Comment by Nathan Leigh | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    I’m sorry for you and your family’s loss.

  1195. Comment by JAT in Seattle | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    I’m so sorry.

  1196. Comment by flombe | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    Sad news to learn. RIP Susan.

    Fatty, our hearts go out to you, your family and friends. Continue to inspire, but more importantly take care of yourself and those fantastic kids. And, go for a long ride!

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN and WIN

  1197. Comment by RockyCat | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    Please accept my sincere condolences.

  1198. Comment by Dale | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    I’m so very sorry to hear about your loss. Please keep up the good work you are doing in the fight against cancer. God bless you and your kids.

  1199. Comment by RLove | 08.6.2009 | 8:42 am

    Sympathies from Gordon,WI. Our thoughts and prayers have been with you for a couple years and will continue to be.

    Roger and Janice

  1200. Comment by PeterAK | 08.6.2009 | 8:43 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family Fatty. Susan lived and died for a purpose and you have done amazing things so far to make the most of that. Wishing you strength and peace as you grieve the loss of Susan.

  1201. Comment by UpNorth | 08.6.2009 | 8:43 am

    Good thoughts sent your way.

  1202. Comment by Tom | 08.6.2009 | 8:43 am

    Eldon,

    You and your family have my deepest sympathies. You are right, Susan did lead the charge, Susan and yourself have made a difference, she has set an example to us all.

  1203. Comment by Zee | 08.6.2009 | 8:43 am

    Fatty, you and Susan have touched my life. Once again, I sit here speechless because there’s nothing I can say. I just want you to know how deeply I am feeling for your family. When I lost my best friend last year, I always had to remind myself, “to be able to grieve means we once have loved” and you and Susan are loved every step of the way. Susan has fueled an incredible movement of fighters, and I hope this brings you some comfort in these times that will be so difficult. My heart is with you.

  1204. Comment by Marla | 08.6.2009 | 8:43 am

    Sorry, my thoughts and prayers arre with you and your family.

    FIGHT LIKE SUSAN!

  1205. Comment by Jen | 08.6.2009 | 8:44 am

    So sorry to hear. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

  1206. Comment by Tiffany | 08.6.2009 | 8:44 am

    I am so sorry. My deepest and most heartfelt condolences go to you and your family. I didnt know you or Susan personally and yet, that knowledge still hasnt stopped my tears from falling. Stay strong.

    I know I wont forget Susan.

  1207. Comment by Ken | 08.6.2009 | 8:44 am

    My friends had just turned me to your blog. I am so impressed with your story, your family and Susan’s strength. You have inspired so many people. I am deeply sorry to hear of her passing.

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  1208. Comment by Juliana Aldous Atkinson | 08.6.2009 | 8:45 am

    We are all so saddened by the news back here at Microsoft Learning. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Elden.

  1209. Comment by Jana Jensen | 08.6.2009 | 8:47 am

    Safe passage Susan…
    I am so very sorry for your loss.

  1210. Comment by Mark | 08.6.2009 | 8:47 am

    I am very sorry to hear the news. My deepest condolences.

  1211. Comment by rich | 08.6.2009 | 8:48 am

    Elden, your family is in our prayers….

    -Rich

  1212. Comment by patricia | 08.6.2009 | 8:49 am

    Sending your family prayers, courage and strength as you grieve. Thanks for sharing your story. Susan inspired us all.

  1213. Comment by Tasha | 08.6.2009 | 8:49 am

    In tears right now. I don’t know what to say, other than the fact that I’m so, so sorry for your loss. And yes, Susan did not “lose” anything, neither the battle nor the fight - she was a winner to the end and beyond. Cancer may take what it can, but it never “wins” - certainly not in Susan’s case. I’d say - she kicked cancer’s ass.

  1214. Comment by SurlyCommuter | 08.6.2009 | 8:50 am

    We will continue to pray for you and your family.

    Travis

  1215. Comment by Kris | 08.6.2009 | 8:50 am

    My thoughts are with you and your family.

  1216. Comment by Dean | 08.6.2009 | 8:50 am

    Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

    Please let this be an inspiration to FIGHT LIKE SUSAN.

  1217. Comment by brad w. | 08.6.2009 | 8:53 am

    i am so sorry for your loss.

  1218. Comment by Kylie | 08.6.2009 | 8:53 am

    My thoughts are with you and yours at this time Fatty.

    WIN

  1219. Comment by Jon | 08.6.2009 | 8:53 am

    WIN

  1220. Comment by Sarah | 08.6.2009 | 8:53 am

    Your family is in my thoughts. I’m so sorry. Livestrong and Fight Like Susan. Perhaps together, we can make a difference.

  1221. Comment by Adventuresofsockmonkey | 08.6.2009 | 8:53 am

    Elden, I am so sorry for you loss. I know what this struggle must have been like for you and I am deeply saddened for you and your family. Be strong, it will be ok. You and your family are in my thoughts.

    Ari

  1222. Comment by Flying Ute | 08.6.2009 | 8:54 am

    Thank Goodness for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

    My prayers are with you bro.

  1223. Comment by sharon | 08.6.2009 | 8:54 am

    I am so very sorry for your loss. I am thinking of you and your children and you all deserve peace and happiness.

  1224. Comment by HwyJay | 08.6.2009 | 8:54 am

    My sincere Condolences to your entire extended family.

  1225. Comment by jdevarennes | 08.6.2009 | 8:54 am

    My deepest condolences to you and your family. You and Susan have inspired a army of followers and we will continue the fight against cancer in loving memory of SUSAN and team fatty.

  1226. Comment by Keith | 08.6.2009 | 8:54 am

    I wish I could